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Monday, November 7, 2005


   "..i don't wanna fall to pieces.." - Avril Lavigne
the past few days have been tough for me..

my mom is driving me up the wall..my step-dad had surgery because he got into a car accident some drunk guy smashed smack in the front of our car and totaled it. my step-dad walked away with only a broken nose, however, it was so badly broken(it was twisted to the side)that they needed to do surgery on it because it blocked him from breathing out of his nose correctly..so yea anyway mom has no money..then she finally gets some from her job and blows it all on a frickin shopping spree!! what the flip!!?! i was extrememly angry when i found out about that..and it's not like she bought useful things either..

and now since mom owes us lots of money in child support dad is spazing because she just spent the money she JUST earned..and now he thinks she has money which she doesn't..and he's freaking out on me saying i know stuff about it that i'm not telling him. which is not true. and i'm really in a bad position here...

my grades have been dropping lately because i'm so stressed with sutff and home..my spanish grade went from 101 to and 89..that's a big drop..my physics grade went from an 96 to an 87..i dunno about everything else..but school is bad enough for me..i can't stand it..it's my junior year in highschool and i hate it..and now my life at home is worse than usual..it's not the best feeling in the world..

i haven't spent any real time with grace and she's not feeling as good as usual so i need to talk to her..

i haven't spent any time with brian either and the day he leaves is getting closer and closer..i'm missing him already thinking about it..i miss seeing him everyday and talking about everything..

danny and i have rarely talked at all, he barely has any time, and i have the same problem, that and i don't think i'd be the best of company right now..

thankfully i have this whole week of school off because of parent teacher conferences..so i have time to relax and just try to stay away from the things that have been giving me terrible headaches..

Loudmusic>gotta jet
Time>10:02pm

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