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myOtaku.com: Loudmusicrocks15

Saturday, November 26, 2005

well..there have been a few things that have been stuck inside my mind lately..and i think i need to get it out so here it goes..

i have this friend..we'll call her..uh..you know what..i'll just give you guys her real name..it's myranda..okay..she's causing all this drama nd then she ontinuously trys to make herself out to be the victim which is the furthest from the truth as one can get..

for example..she asked out this guy who is an extremely close friend of mine, he's my best friend in fact..and he turned her down. good for him, but anyway..ever since then she's been mad at him. she says he led her on but whatever, it was just wishful thinking on her part. i guess to her a guy reaching out and trying to be her friend automatically means he's flirting with her..and now she's talking about him like he's just a thing and not a person with acctual feelings..that's one of the major things that has ticked me off about her lately..

reason number 2..my friend tina(who was best friends with myranda just last year) was deserted by myranda for two other girls krystina and michelle..which was completely messed up on all levels..and now she's treating tina like crap..which is also freaken ticking me off..

reason number 3..well now she's yelling at me and accusing me of blaming her for all things in the world..which i think i should because regardless of her family troubles she shouldn't take it out on the people who are trying to help her. two nights in a row this week we have "talked", most of it was her accusing me of stupid junk and me defending myself and my friends. everything i said she'd twist, and she always made it look as though i was accussing her all this time. she also is not asking God for help, let alone her friends who she is quickly lossing, because she keeps chasing them away and then accusing them of treason. she wants those of us who still have been civil to her to do all her emotional work for her also, but she does need to take care of things herself too right? am i right or wrong in saying that if she thinks shes an accident waiting to happen she should try to prevent it herself, rather than expect others to do everything for her?

shes got mad at me recently because i simply told her that i was not giving up and i still wanted to remain her friend..she freaked on me and started saying stuff like "just leave already, you never wanted to be my friend to start with, i see it in the way you act." what is with all this second grade 'i'm not your friend anymore' crap!? don't know..

i don't know if i want to be her friend or just give up and end all the drama..please pray for me..

Loudmusic Time<12:01am

..which side of my mind will overcome the other..
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