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Saturday, March 25, 2006


well..i'd like to start off this with an apology for not being here much. so i'm sorry.

i've been working alot lately, i have alot of school work to do and my friend asked me to be on our volleyball team. volleyball is new for my school( i go to a small christian school). people ask me all the time if i like my school, i love my school. people, however, who you think you know can really let you down.

recently danny and i broke up..it wasn't bad. i told him how i felt. i was upset though..i was crying..i didn't want to loose him, and it seems that now i'm losing him as a friend. that's what i was afraid of when i broke up with him, that it would affect our friendship. he's not who i thought he was...

my best friend brian left for the air-force a few days ago..i cried after he finally left. i didn't want to see him go. everyone talked about it all the time before hand, and i was saddened, but until it finally happend, the full realization hadn't hit me. i cried for a long time. i sent him an email before he left, and he wrote back. i wasn't brave enough to read it until last night, however. i cried the rest of the night after i read it, i miss him so much...i want the address so badly so i can write him..

school has been less emotionally draining. the only person who i'm really schocked by is the guy i thought i knew the best in this world..i guess i was wrong..which makes me really upset to think about..

as for being busy..i had my first volleyball practice yesterday, i'm so dead. my arms are killing me. today danny,ryan, and joel came at the end, and as soon as they walked in i started tanking it. i was doing so badly after they got there. before then i was doing much better. we found out two things today, my sister(who is also on the team), my friend Leah, and myself are the best overhand servers. oh yea, we can nail that ball like no tomorrow. it's awesome.

i gotta go get some sleep, i have ALOT of homework to do.

Image hosting by Photobucket i have eyes so empty, and a heart so very broken..
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