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• 1989-08-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• New York
Member Since
• 2004-10-17
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Katelyn

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• Many
Anime Fan Since
• i started being a fan
Favorite Anime
• INUYASHA, Wolfs Rain,Witch Hunter Robin,dbz,dbgt,Trigun,YuYu Hakusho,Ghost In The Shell,FMA..
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• to graduate college...
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• Reading, writing, sports,singing..
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• sports, singing,writing..

myOtaku.com: Loudmusicrocks15

Thursday, July 20, 2006

well lets see...lately okay like all summer almost, has been completely boring. i really don't have that much to do and as a result i'm getting lazier and lazier, and i have tons of time to think(which some of you know, is not good). I think about alot, home, friends, family, the upcoming school year(which i dread more than last year), sports..just things that often cross my mind.

I miss my best friend brian(he's in the airforce at tech school for those of you who don't know), he probably hates me though because i never call him or anything. i tried sending him a letter once, but it was too late, i guess by the time he would have gotten it he had already left basic. We text and email and stuff, and that helps both of us i think, but yea..i know tons of people miss him alot, but i don't know how much he knows that. his dog was recently feeling terrible and he called me and left me a message asking me to pray for his dog and i did, and so did a few other people, and amazingly his dog's situation improved over night! i was so happy for brian, he really loves his dog, and i dunno what would have happend if he hadn't improved over night. i know he's having some trouble with making friends there, because alot of the people there are just stupid, perverted, and lack moral values. so he really just hates the people there. i ask for prayer that he would find a solid Christian friend there.

VBS(vacation bible school) is starting soon and i'm singing again just like the last few years..man i wish they would put me somewhere different!

this upcoming school year is scaring me to death, there is going to be so much more drama than ever last year..i dunno how much i'll be able to take..

work is less busy during the summer, but i like working there, it's a nice past time, and not so nerve racking. i'm comftorable there, ya know?

lately i've been having nightmares again like i used to. i wake up in the middle of the night, knowing i had a nightmare, but not remembering a thing about it. it's really scary, i had these months ago, and it was the same thing, not knowing what it was about but waking up from the fear anyway. i read before i go to bed now so that i have something in my mind before i sleep, rather than going to sleep with a blank mind knowing i'll be waken up full of some kind of raw fear. it's scary..and i don't know where it comes from...but i know i fight for myself in them..but no matter what i end up waking myself up..

I will fight..

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