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Friday, July 6, 2007


   today sux
my bf called me and said he needs a break from us yet he says were still going out god im worthless i guess
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Thursday, July 5, 2007


another poem
my tears have turned to blood my heart is breaking once more im having the thoughts that this isn't real that it never was that im dying alone i cant help thinking that my love for you will last but yours for me was never there in the first place and i know im the one who messed it all up im the one who's taking the shots to the head and your the one who's perfectly fine you took my heart my soul my undying love they say move along its over but i cant when you have me im not myself without you, you may have caused the scars on my wrist and heart but you also caused me to feel something i needed to feel you helped me to understand but i guess i was just a toy for your enjoyment i guess your happiness is more important than mine. i never and will never deserve you i wish i could make this go away and my love would be enuf for you and this life would be brighter one for us.....
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007


my poem
leave me let me lay in my puddle of blood its my disaster. i caused it dont try to help because its useless im already gone,i was gone long befor this time just now,now its pronounced on the peace of papper that im gone. it was wrong of me to even let you try when i knew it was over that it was done with. that i was gone i wish i could take all this pain back so you wouldnt of felt any of it but i cant i made my mistakes and now i have to face them now i lay in my warm blood face down cold and alone in the dark with no hope of ever being revived.......death
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Friday, June 29, 2007




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