Thursday, May 18, 2006

   school's amost out!!!
MAn i think i might be getting sick! i have a weak immune system so i probably shouldn't have played softball in the rain but i think it was worth it! ^^

Yay!!!! my school let's out in 18 more days. And since my city's superintendent is an idiot he banned all city issued exams and we only have to take regents. (and we wonders why kids in america are slowly getting stupider) So i only have one exam global 10 and i rock at global! Yippie * throws papers in the air* oops that was my math homework. got to go

Sayonara~
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   YAY!!!
Yay!! i only have a half day at school and then i got out at 11. i'm going to go home and sleep! i had to do a spanish project and i suck at spanish i hope i did alright.
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

   SOFTBALL!!!
yesterday i had to play softball for my work and it was so fun!!! it was pouring outside and it was a all girls team ( not that i'm complaining but none of the girls are really cute.) unfortunetly they stopped 20 mins in cause it was raining to hard but after some of the girls and some of the boys from my work stayed and we played for about 5 more hours it was AWESOME!!!! I LOVE SOFTBALL!!!
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Monday, May 15, 2006

   HELP!!!!!!
please for anybody who is readig this i hope you can help. I've said many times that i suck at computers and that's not putting it lightly. I really wanna to make my site awesome and i was trying two weeks ago to put the "come" song from Inuyasha on my site ( i love that song!!!!!) well i don't know what i did but i shut down the entire computer system for 4 hours. i just wanna make my site stand out you know. I don't even know how to make my inner background disappear so you can see the cute kikyo pic. I'm pathetic *sigh* but i guess it's hopeless case. Sorry for the trouble

P.S. Yay!!! i saw one of my many favorite Full metal alchemist on saturday. The one with berry the butcher. i don't like him but i do like the speech that ed does at the end of the episode. So if anyone knows the episodes name please tell me so i can download it. Thanks and sorry in advance. ^^

P.P.S sorry about all the sorries i'm a natural apologizer and i do it often so once again sorry * Scratches my head apologetically*

~sayonara~
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Friday, May 12, 2006

   i love her, but i hate him
man meeting my friend again ended in diaster. I mean we had so much fun and i missed her and all but when i went to her house to sleepover (at her grandfather's house who still lives here) I saw that her brother was here too.

umm when we were younger she lived with her mom and her brother who was 6 years older lived with their father in canada and when i was nine he stayed over the summer. he uhh molested me ( i really don't want to go into detail 'cause i start to feel sick.) but since he didn't live near us i stayed friends with his sister. He was susposed to stay in ireland but i guess he didn't. Anyway he said something to me and i couldn't take it so had to leave. I really wanted to stay with my friend sarah but with her brother there . . . I feel bad that i couldn't stay with her, she doesn't know about what happened but think that its better foe our friendship.

Man i have to stop writing sad things on here ... (sorry! T-T)

well . . . sayonara
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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

   weee!!!!
i dyed my hair back to its orginal color .... black because the sun lightens my hair to very dark brown. i'm very happy right now and i don't know why and i'm not a morning person!!! maybe cause i get to see my best friend today! She lives in ireland right now.... *tears*

sayonara
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Saturday, May 6, 2006

   umm i don't know a good one for this topic...
Disclaimer: the topic i'm about to discuss is sexualitity so if you have a problem with gays,lesbians or anything in between don't read this and if you do please don't comment anything rude!

alright the reason i'm i'm bringing up sexuality is because me and my friend were having a heated discussion yesterday about bisexuality. She said it doesn't exist. And this made me made mad because i happen to be bisexual. She didn't know so i couldn't blame her but none the less. She was basically saying my feeling weren't real. But i honestly am attracted to both boys and girls. Only 3 people in my life know. Many of friend are the type to be lesbain-phobic so they don't kow and my mother dosen't know cause she'll just tell my it's a a phase. my feeling's are real i don't "pretend" to like either sex. but i really shouln't be that mad because she didn't know. I'm confusing myself

sayonara


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Friday, May 5, 2006

   grandma ...
man today is depressing, today it's been 7 years since my grandmother died. That day was a big turning point in my life.
You see my obaa-san (grandmother) was sick for awhile and two days before she died was hospitilazed but i wasn't able to go see her ( mother wouldn't let me) so she dropped me off at this eldery womans house who she knew. I couldn't stop crying so she tried to comfort me but because of something that happened earlier in my childhood I wouldn'y let anyone one who wasn't family touch me. So i sat in a small room crying until i fell asleep. Two days later my obaa-san died. but i wasn't allowed to go to her funeral either.
Noone bothered to ask who i was doing or how her death affected me. So when i told my family about my feelngs they completely ignored them and wouldn't tell were she was buried so i could visit her. Since then i haven't been able to share my feeling with anyone or accept compassion. But i still think about my obaa-san alot.

well... sayonara
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Thursday, May 4, 2006

   Come on weekend!!!!!
Man this week is so boring! I can't wait till this weekend! Not only is my friend having her sweet 16 and that might be fun but what i'm really looking forward to is working (weird huh?)
I work at wegmans ( if your not from new york, virgina area you probably don't know what that is) it's a grocery store. Anyway i work with this really cute guy named Zach. I really like him and we get along great but i haven't seen him lately so i hope he working!!!!

Sayonara
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

   Questions
I really don't have anything to add about my life so i thought i'll just post questions!

1) what's your favorite manga? (that's orginal!)

2)There are many animes with characters that have cat ears and tails. Which one is your favorite? (if you haven't seen one anyone with a half human/ half animals characters)

3) what's your favorite villian?

Sayonara
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