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Friday, May 5, 2006

   grandma ...
man today is depressing, today it's been 7 years since my grandmother died. That day was a big turning point in my life.
You see my obaa-san (grandmother) was sick for awhile and two days before she died was hospitilazed but i wasn't able to go see her ( mother wouldn't let me) so she dropped me off at this eldery womans house who she knew. I couldn't stop crying so she tried to comfort me but because of something that happened earlier in my childhood I wouldn'y let anyone one who wasn't family touch me. So i sat in a small room crying until i fell asleep. Two days later my obaa-san died. but i wasn't allowed to go to her funeral either.
Noone bothered to ask who i was doing or how her death affected me. So when i told my family about my feelngs they completely ignored them and wouldn't tell were she was buried so i could visit her. Since then i haven't been able to share my feeling with anyone or accept compassion. But i still think about my obaa-san alot.

well... sayonara
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