Friday, September 8, 2006

   Si, muy trieste, y tu?
Well, I found out how deep my boyfriend's love ran for me yesterday. Wait, lemme start from the very beginning, okay.
I woke up Tuesday morning to my fiance telling me to hurry up and get ready so we could go to the HD and get my stuff all worked out. You see, I am pregnent and that's why we were going so early. Well, the nurses or fill in nurses didn't know how to draw blood properly and lets see, aside of the iron check, I was stuck 5 times. I told them there was only one spot to draw blood, they listened after digging and poking the same spot twice. The blood ran well, but prior I told her I hadn't had much to drink and no food. Keep in mind I am pregnant and I hadn't had any nutrition since the afternoon before- which I stated in my food recall. I told her I was feeling dizzy/faint. She said to just talk to her and breath. Lol- a few min. later I started heaving and I did tell her in enough time to take out the needle again, but again she proceeded. Well, I proceeded to leave stomache acid in her trashcan with the needle rolling around in my arm. Only after it was over did she remove it. Too much damage in that vein to continue, she stuck me elsewhere and I was on the verge of tears while she dug about my arm and hand. When she decided to quit b/c I began to scream and my fiance was needless to say upset and at a loss, stared at her to fix it.
Later on that day we were married by a drugged up judge who was just released from the hospital and trying to do us a favor. So my new husband decided to call in and celebrate with me.
He bought beer and decided to ask his brother if he wanted anything, so we got him wine. We also got me some wine for Jose and I to drink on one of our anneversaries. Well... that night my husband found that playing WoW and getting drunk was more important. His brother joined him and then they went to the garage and got drunk. So, I slept on the couch to get away from them. I am still so beyond upset, I cannot contain it! My husband and his brother took the one day that I had this year to celebrate and desecrated it infront of me. My wedding night and the day after was spent in tears.
Now all my husband can say is sorry and his brother pretends like he didn't do anything wrong. Well a curse on both of them. May all of my husband's luck go to my son and I; and may his brother never possess love in any marrage, nor happiness. May my tears now be their- b/c what they did they cannot fix, they cannot make up- that is the only day I will marry him- there will be no other. May my anger be felt in ten folds as well as my sadness.
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