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Wednesday, May 2, 2007
i hate me
y is it the perrson i cant stand the most, the person that gets most on my nerves, is me. I feel like i need to get rid of me...but yeah...not possible. i dont see how anyone can put up with my neediness, and just plain stupidity... i keep having all these thoughts of running my car in to something..going very VERY fast. i dont even try to please myself, i just try to avoid myself, and that frustration just doesnt go well. . . . . . . idk if the more i vent..the "better i feel" but the only way i can either forget, or take my mind out things, is my penguin. I wish i could do the same for her. i really dont know why she puts up with me. i know she loves me, and thats really comforting. i just cant explain how much it sickens me to hear myself.... im srry for this...just realize im venting, and i really need this...
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