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• 2007-03-21
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• This so called life.
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• Bionca-Call me Binx

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• How can one achieve in life if life is what needs to be destroyed..
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• Loveless, Case Closed, InuYasha, Death Note, Gravatation, Naruto, Full Metal Alchemist, Trinity Blood, Bleach,...more..
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• To get out of this town and make something of my so called life.
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myOtaku.com: LoveNeverWantedMe


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I have this splitting head ache that wont go away I prabablly shouldn't be typing away but I really think my head is going to burst if I dont let these things out. why do people think just because you admit that you love them and would do anything for them, they think that they can walk all over you and treat you like shit? Why does love seem to hate me, to never want me? Why the hell is love so damn hard?

He..Was everything to me even if I knew he would never be mind that didnt stop me from dreaming and wanting to spend every single second with him. Its Been two years since I seen him he told me he'd come back to see me during the summer but that was just another lie just like everything else he said. Its so messed up how for once, I actually...actually believed that someone really cared about me..But no, once again I get stabbed in the back just like everyone else that loves me. you know what. I give up on love Its impossible its hard enough to love my self but then get screwed over for loving someone else..Why do I even try?

I feel like im locked inside this life and theres only so many things I can do in it. I feel so limited. Like im in a jail cell...what did I ever do wrong? I try to do everything right I try to please everyone...what is the use in living when everything is just against you.

Why do people care more about Brittany Spears then the war In Iraq
Why does a pizza get to your house before the Police force does?
Why is this world oh so fucked up?!

why do we live just to die. if heaven is oh so good why do we need to wait for it. God, If you're real your people aren't anything like they should be. Take me from this life. I dont belong here..

--Binx
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