Wednesday, December 21, 2005

   boring
life's been so boring lately. recently nothing has been happening. it's so boring. and the problem is, the one thing that is going to happen that might actually be fun, i'm afraid to go do. i think i just need to talk to someone. i never did talk to someone the last time i said i needed to, but i kinda just delt with it myself. maybe i can do that again. vacation... well nothing REALLY bad has happened, but then again nothing good has really happened either. i've decided i'm going to save up for this trip in feb. i need around $500 before feb i think. it should be interesting because i love spending my hard earned money:). i've found some cool quotes on the internet, and i'm going to be posting a new one everynight.

Perhaps only people who are capable of real togetherness have that look of being alone in the universe. The others have a certain stickiness, they stick to the mass.
DH Lawrence - Lady Chatterley's Lover

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

   ahhh vacation
well vacation is now dragging on forever! n' it hasn't even been a week. i'm running out of things to talk to people about, i'm getting insanely bored, work was HORRIBLE today. n' purevolume.com won't let me dl music today. maybe tomorrow will be better, only hope right? how r u guyz don'? how was schooL?
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Monday, December 19, 2005

tomorrow's monday
So tomorrow i got alot to do (right now it's 1:12am so technically it's today but i'm gunna say tomorrow). i'm first gunna try to get up n' go to the superintendent's office @ the school n' try to get them to say i can audition for the musical @ warsaw. then i gotta work from 11-2. and then i'm coming home n' just hanging out. i know it doens't seem like alot, but compared to what i've been doing everyday this is a TON of stuff 2 do! what r u guys doin'?
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   might actually have been good
today might have actually been a good day. i say this because nothing really went wrong. i've just been keeping my mouth shut even though i disagree w/ alot of the stuff pple say around here n' it's been better. i'm going on a ski trip this thurs-sat. it shoudl be fun (if you wanna know my real feelings about this please im or pm me). someone told me about this site www.purevolume.com . this is a site where u can download music from all these different bands and it's free n' totally legal. the artits put the music on there themselves, so it's all ok. i got no plans for tomorrow, but i think i'm supposed to go 2 church in the morning. i might just be sick on accident, or have a high bg, woops lol. so what's new w/ u guys?
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

   not 2 bad
well today wasn't so bad. i couldn't get my permit cuz the dmv is racist against blind diabetics. n' then i went to rochester which wasn't to bad, till i debated w/ my dad cuz he was judging my grandma for judging other people. n' he also said that church wasn't important @ all. ya i had some things to say to him. i've decided that i'm gunna stay up till about 3-4 every night and then just wake up around 1-2 in the afternoon. i did that over break, n' i felt AWSOME! so i'm gunna try it again. ne of u have weird things u do over break?
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Friday, December 16, 2005

   christmas break
well yesterday was our last day of school. and today (it's 2:16am) is our first day of vacation:-/ I can't really decide if i like them or hate them. on the one hand, no homework, not to much work, it's a really relaxing time. on the other hand, everyone's gone doing stuff, there's no one to hang out w/. AND the school in my hometown has another entire week of school before they get out. i've decided that i'm going to try out for the play @ my school rather then the musical @ my old school. i talked to the director of the play n' he said that i should get a part. we're doing the miracle worker. now i would discuss it, but when i got the script he said that i wasn't allowed to bad-mouth it. so today i'm going to get my permit @ 9, and then going to rochestor to visit my grandpa, he just had a sugery in his leg. and then i'm coming home and i might get so bored that i go and see narnia again. what r u guys doing over break?
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

something interesting
Some people say that telling the future is something only the holy ghost, or god can do. i totally disagree. soemtimes i just know what's gunna happen. and most of the time i'm right about things that are going to happen, it's weird. now i'm definately not saying that i'm always right, or i always make the right decisions. but the things that i think will happen usually do happen, it's kidna freaky really. lately i've been confusing myself, n' i don't know who i can talk to about it. really, i have no idea who i should talk to. it's not something i'd talk about over im (i know u'd listen jenny;) it's just like, don't know myself nemore, i don't even know if today or yesterday was a good or bad day. it'd be good to have someone to talk to. i bet there are people who i can talk to about this, i just don't see them right now, which bugs me.
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Monday, November 28, 2005

   tired lately
Well as you can see from this and my last few posts i've been insanely tired lately. i don't wanna go 2 bed though cuz tonight is that last night that i can really stay up late, because school starts on tuesday. tomorrow i'm working on my spanish project w/ kara n' katelyn kim. it should be fun. it doesn't seem like we have alot to do, but i bet it'll turn into a huge long hard project that we don't finish. o that reminds me. if i don't pass this spanish test that we took last tuesday then i'm on remidial!! ahh... i don't think i passed it either:( hopefullly i did though cuz i've never been on remidial b4! well i shoudl probably go study for our history test that we have on tuesday, cuz i'll most likely be on remidial if i don't pass that. gosh... right when i was starting to like thanksgiving break i have to go back to school... how r u guyz doin'?
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

   sunday morning
Well i'm babysitting tonight. I was told that i would only have to bbsit from 7-8 but they just decided to change it to 630- about 3 in the morning. let's just say they're lucky i don't have a life :) More money though, that i desperately need. I have heard this band, they're called the Rasmus, and they sing this song called In the shadows. Any one that downloads music or uses www.cdzinc.com should most definately hear this song. just amazing. i hope i don't fall asleep on top of this computer. The only really bad thing is that my mom wants me to get up and go to church in the morning. ya ferget that, cuz when i get home i'm staying up later. it's different though, staying up where i bbsit, n' @ home. Well they have all these blank dvd's that i could really use about now, but i'm afraid 2. they've had them since the beginning of last summer! maybe i'll just use a few...they won't notice...right?...
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   2:44am
well as u can read it's 2:44am, on wednesday. i'm up because i'm trying to see who can stay up later, me or this other kid. i'm so gunna win though... i just know it. i don't have school tomorrow. i want a new cd. i feel random. blah. this post is exciting. well i'm on the 2nd disk of season 10 of friends. does ne1 here watach friends? it's the best ever jic u wanna know;) i got another new dvd also. it's really good. so, for thanksgiving i just foudn out that we're having thanksgiving @ my mom's house, but b4 that we're going to my grandma's house so i can have thanksgiving w/ them as well *sarcastically woopdie doo*. i'm really tired now. i wonder how long this post is now? there's nothign on t.v. but the american music awards were on yesterday. i havn't watched them yet though. i recorded them. o well now i'm gunna go 2 www.runescape.com ttyl;) how r u guyz?
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