Wednesday, June 7, 2006

My life is an obsticle course, and i'm not very good at those...

Hey guys! First off I want to thank everone who commented on my last post, i feel loved! Lets see... well I put this picture from Paradise Kiss on here because I'm feeling about Tallon how the main charicter felt about halfway through the series. Confused, He told me he doesn't want a relationship because he doesn't have time then he asked me to be his groupie. I told him I would get too jelouse if he went and slept with other girls because I don't like to share. Then he agreed and said he wouldn't want to share me either. On top of that he added that he gets really emotionally attached to the people he sleeps with. So what I got from our conversation is that 1. Relationship not wanted 2. He doesn't want to be with anybody else 3. He doesn't want me with anybody else 4. He wants to be emotionally attached to me Am I missing something here or is that really confusing? On top of that I went to his concert which he asked me to go to. When I got there he was smiling at me and stuff like that while he was playing. Then they took a break and we went to sit and talk. Our conversation went: T- we have four more songs to play me- Really, thats cool! You looked like you were having so much fun out there! T- Yeah! I LOVE playing, of cours I was! theres nothing better! me- You look so happy! T- *blush* really? I am. me- *big smile* I'm glad, I like it when your happy...*blush* Then this guy that tallon knows walked up behind me and tallon was like: Randy! Jordan this is randy he's fuckin awesome! Then I turned around to say hi and randy stoped and rubbed my back while eyeing me then walked away. I looked at Tallon like why did he just touch me? And he looked pissed even though he was trying not to show it I could completely tell. Then he blew me off for the rest of the night and I ended up crying in my car and havn't spoken to him since. He's so confusing! I don't think he has a clue what he wants! I can't handle this shit, it hurts to much... On A much, much lighter note, I'm REALLY close to beating Kingdom Hearts ( Yes the first one STILL ) I'm fighting Sephiroth right now and my god he's hard! I'm level 93 and I still can't do it! granted I've only tryed twice but still. I can't wait till I finish it though so I can FINALLY get and play the second one. Guess what guys! I can't Belive I almost forgot this! I got in a accident yesterday! Some stupid guy backed himself right into the side of my car! I was so pissed! Its a minor dent and a little of the paint is scraped off but thats about it. Its still friggen ridiculous! He didn't even look! Oh and get this as we were exchanging insurance info he started to hit on me starting with telling me that his girlfriend broke up with him yesterday and thats why he didn't look! I couldn't belive it! He even try'd to hold my hand as he introduced himself! No, not a hand shake he wanted to friggen keep my hand and me there for as long as he could. The nerve! Well thats it for the life of me, for right now. God knows what'll happen next! Oh! speaking of that, Happy 666 everyone! -Later

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Monday, May 29, 2006

Everythings Changing! Do you know if your coming or going, cause I have no clue!

Hey guys! Well will you look at this, an actual post! A friggen miracle I tell you! I have some super awesome news! As of yesterday I have grduated from High school! How cool is that! A whole year early. I'm so happy! I almost didn't make it though. I almost failed my geometery class! It came down to my final so I studied like crazy and passed the class with a 68%! Talk about close! Its such an odd feeling, knowing that I never have to go back to school again if I don't want to. Its slowly starting to sink in. I'm pretty much an adult now, weird. Speaking of that I'm gonna try and get my own place by the end of December. My graduation money will be going toward that. Oh! Guess how much I got? I got in all $1450! I was so suprised! I've never had this much money all at once ever in my life. I'm definintly gonna go get some really nice thank you cards. Lets see, oh well that guy that I talked about way long ago, I just don't really know. I think he likes me but he's always so busy with his band. He told me to expect this and its not that I think I'm more important or that he should spend more time with me its just the uncertanty of thinking "Is he with the band or is he ignoring me?" I don't know... A great example is he really really wanted me to come to their CD release concert. So I took work off and went with two friends. He looked at me three times. One of those times he even said something to his lead singer and the guy completly and really obviously turned around and looked at me. He never came up to me though while the opening band played. Then after his band played I went up to him and he was all "Hey you made it!" and I was like yeah and you saw me three times but he swears he didn't. then before leaving he gave me a long hug goodbye and promsed to call at some point. Then today I called him three times and left one message because I wanted to know if he wanted to hang out before I made plans with anyone else and he STILL hasn't called me back! I just don't know what to think... On the flipside, they were really good! I bought a cd! I'm so preoud of them! Their so dedicated! If you want to know more about them go to: www.myspace.com/deadseptember1 Lets see, I work tomorrow, well the rest of the week till Friday so I might not be back on till then. Right now I'm gonna visit some sites. Happy Memorial Weekend! Sorry about this being so long, a lot of stuff has happend! -Later

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Friday, May 12, 2006

So FRIGGEN COOL!!! We are all beautiful but how and why? (VERY detailed, beautiful pictures) Beautiful SoulYoure beautiful within. You have a great personality and Im sure a lot of people are close to you because of it. You dont believe in being evil unless its harmless and youre pretty much a nice person with food manners and a cool personality. Youre almost perfect in any way, and Im sure you family loves you as does your friends and future boyfriends/girlfriends Good on ya, its all going cool for you! To reveal your goddess, express yourself and all you feel for your womanhood will reveal something great inside you. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

Quizzes! Yeah!

What Kind of Coffee are You? You're an Espresso Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code What dwells inside of you? (Anime Pics) A Demon dwells inside of you. You can't stand being around people. Most of your thoughts are sinful. Your willing to do anything to get your own way. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

High up in the clouds!

Hey guys! How are ya'll. First off I'm gonna try to get to some of your guys's sites. Sorry for the neglect *bows head in shame* Well, let see, graduation is inching evernearer and I'm super excited! I just have to make sure my grades are up to par. blegh! OH! I have something really exciting to tell you all! Well, I've met this guy, his names' Tallon. We work together and were really hiting it off! He's so super cute! He has red hair and he's super nice and sweet. I really like him, a lot! He makes me so happy. I'm all a twitter! Were gonna hang out and watch a movie this Saterday! I'm so excited!!! Hopefully all goes well. Oh! another thing, I bought lovless and anyone who likes shonen-ai should buy it. It was so beautiful! *Tear* -Later Oh! I also got a speeding ticket last night. Totally sucked but I'm so happy right now it doesn't really matter. La La La

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

wallet so empty I could fly away!

Hiya guys! How've you been? Me I'm okay, avoiding homework actually. I worked today till 5:30 so it wasn't so bad. I spent my time flirting with one of the guys there just cause it was fun. Friday I went to the mall with Dez and had a blast spending a load of my money. I bought new clothes including some underwear that totally looks like the Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds part of the Yellow Submarine! I also got the 11th Angel Sanctuary and the box set of Aeon Flux, So Cool! I work a ton this week! I only have thursday and Saterday off! Its cool though because I haven't had a Saterday off the whole time I've worked there so thats really cool. I'll try to visit some sites when I can.

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Skip to my loo and money janglin in the pocket!

Hey guys I gotta make this quik because I'm already late for class. Yesterday, because of using this new skin cream I got my face was peeling and all red and blotchy. It was so painful it felt like it was on fire! It hurt really reallly bad so I didn't go to work. I'm feeling a lot better now though. most of the redness is gone and my face is just dry in little places now. Well, tonight I definintly have to go to work. Oh! I got my paycheck from the last 2 weeks finally! I made $301 dollors! Pretty good if I do say so myself! ^_^ Espeshally since I spent all my Easter money on a Newtype and book 9 and 10 of Angel Sanctuary! Well thats about it for now. I have wed-Fri off so I'll try to visit some sites then but most likely I'll be catching up on homework! -Later

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Monday, April 10, 2006

Hullo everyone! How are ya'll? Tommarow I'll come and visit EVERYONE'S sites. Why tommarow? Well I'm actually off that day. Yeah! Today I have to work 3 to 9:30! What a drag! Ah well! What can you do? Hopefully I'l have Sunday off because I would like to at least have one day during the weekend.

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Friday, April 7, 2006

Happy and free!

Hey guys! Well, I'm still working super alot! I get Saterday off though!!! Yeah! I've been closing for the past couple of nights. At first I thought it was gonna be hard but it really isn't. Its actully really simple. Jeez, it doesn't even feel like I've been on Spring Break. I've been working so much that it doesn't seem like much of a vaction. I figured out that by the end of the month I should have a little over $230 dollars saved! That awesome considering I'm gonna be moving out soon. I'm gonna get an apartment with Desirea and her boyfriend Curtis. The only problem is I can't move out till Dec 7th and Dez's school starts in Oct and so she's gonna need to move by then. So I don't know how thats gonna work because they can't pay my potion as well. So its either gonna come down to me paying for a place I'm not living in yet or trying to get my mom to let me move out before I'm 18. Hmmmm. I hate when things refuse to go smoothly! (Desirea and Curtis) "They're so cute!" To finish things off heres a quiz!!!!! By quizilla.com *Link* http://www.quizilla.com/users/BabyBoo108/quizzes/What%27s%20Your%20Anime%20Pet%3F%20%28With%20stunning%20anime%20pictures%21%29

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Sunday, April 2, 2006

I'm a happy Girl!! La la la lala

Hey guys! Kingdom Hearts II has been out for a couple of days now and I'm rejoicing! Why? Well, now that I have a job and because I've been working my ass off outtin in a ton of hours by the time I get paid I'll be able to buy it and not worry about if I'll still have munny *hee hee* left over for gas!!!!! Theres only one little pebble in my smoothe road. I haven't finished the first on yet. I'm close though, really close but I still have to fininsh all the the Hercules tounaments, not to mention beat the beautiful Sephiroth! Any advice to help me get through the rest of the game in a speedy mannor? Alright lets see, I've been working a lot. my scheduale for this week I'm working almost 30hrs! But I'll have an excellent pay check! WOOOHOOO! I'm pretty tired though. I was at Curtis's house hanging out with desirea and him until midnight. It would usually have been eleven but since we turned the clocks forward it was twelve. Anyway I had to get up at nine this morning because I had work at ten-thirty. The good news, I have tommarow off! Yeah! Well thats about it. I'm gonna try to visit some sites. Its hard because my computer is so slow though. I swear it was made by cavemen back in the stone age. Yep, it ain't nothin but a big pile of rocks. -Later

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