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Monday, May 16, 2005

All to peices and scared


Sorry but this is gonna be a pretty quik post everyone. I'm kinda down, well alot down latley. My best friend and I aren't really like best friends anymore. If anything were more aquaintances. I'm really bothred by that. I mean I love her to death and it hurts to feel so distant from her but if this is how things are going to be theres nothing I can do about it ya know. Then My other best friend, I've been treating her horribly! I feel so bad. This always happens! I let someone get close to me and then I push them away because I get scared that they'll leave me or hurt me. She has reasured me time and time again though that, that will never happen but I just can't help but feel afraid. I'm gonna try my best to get over this though. She doesn't deserve to be put through this. In fact we might go and spend the weekend at my grandma's house so we can be away from everyone and just be completly free of stress. We both decided that would be a good idea. Well, Thats where I'm at right now.

-Later
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