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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Going downhill and picking up speed...

So...lets see. My life at the moment is complete shit! Everything That I've done and invested all my feelings in for the last year have completly come undone. My now ex girlfriend of a year has decided to show her true colors. It seems as soon as she moved out of my house she became a completly different person. So, once again some one I care for has completly screwed me over. She's been sleeping around with some guy she recently met after telling me she wanted to go on a break because she couldn't handle a relationship right now. I'm learning more and more that almost everything she's ever said to me has been a lie. I guess she got what she needed out of me and when I was no longer useful decided to cast me aside for someone better. I'm soo hurt, I've never experianced this kind of pain before. I feel so betrayed. I did everything for this girl. I gave her a place to stay, my parents bought her clothes, food, and gave her a T.V. I gave her my plastation. I sacrificed my carrer choice, beleifs about having children, and my relationship with my parents for her! I gave her everything I could, and this is how I'm repayed? She also is now saying that I was the one sleeping around. No, unlike her, my love was real. Well, from this I've learned who's really willing to stick by me, I know who my real friends are. Thank you Lilia, Vanessa, Ashley, Dez, and Curtis. I don't think I would be able to make it through this without you all.
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