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Friday, March 24, 2006

Once you hit rock bottom, the only place left to go is up...

Hello everyone. How are you all? For those who read my last post, things are getting better. I'm realizing more and more that our relationship was not a healthy one. I've learned from it and I've grown a bit as well. I'm not mopeing around anymore, and I stopped crying too. i'm able to sleep without sleeping pills, and the fear that I might dream of her. I've been talking and hanging out with friends more than I have in a long time which makes me happy. My grades have also gone up because i have more time and space to focus on myself. I've felt more pain than I ever had before but I'm learning that the old saying; what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger is unbelievably true. I feel like myself again, I think I kinda got lost for a little bit. I also ( even though I'm not ready for one yet ) know more of what kind of relationship I want now. Felisha and I did everything backwards and i don't want that to happen again. It still hurts from time to time, but i'm letting go and on the whole happy. maybe happier than I've been in a long time...

In other news, I'm So Mad At My Math Teacher! She decided to miss a review and midterm test day to be in a bike race! I really needed her help. Thats why I'm in here. If i can take the test at a later date say Tuesday The Monday before I can come in for help. i would ask the sub but she isn't a math sub and to tell you the truth she's kind of an idiot. ah! What is this world coming to?

I got a job at Sears! Yeah I'm pretty excited! $6.50 an hour! Wooo Hooo! Before i start work I have to go get a drug test though. We have to drive all the way into another city just to go to their specified clinic and i have to do it in 48 hours. We were gonna go saterday but no the clinic isn't open saterdays! How stupid! Ah Well! At least i got a job! ^_^

-Later
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