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• 1988-12-07
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• Female
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• Colorado
Member Since
• 2004-02-16
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• Student
Real Name
• Jordan

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• I finished highschool a year early!
Anime Fan Since
• Forever
Favorite Anime
• To many I could never choose just one
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• Become an anime artist
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• Drawing,living, breathing, all that good stuff
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• .......Drawing, writeing

myOtaku.com: LucifersLove

Wednesday, June 7, 2006

My life is an obsticle course, and i'm not very good at those...

Hey guys! First off I want to thank everone who commented on my last post, i feel loved! Lets see... well I put this picture from Paradise Kiss on here because I'm feeling about Tallon how the main charicter felt about halfway through the series. Confused, He told me he doesn't want a relationship because he doesn't have time then he asked me to be his groupie. I told him I would get too jelouse if he went and slept with other girls because I don't like to share. Then he agreed and said he wouldn't want to share me either. On top of that he added that he gets really emotionally attached to the people he sleeps with. So what I got from our conversation is that
1. Relationship not wanted
2. He doesn't want to be with anybody else
3. He doesn't want me with anybody else
4. He wants to be emotionally attached to me
Am I missing something here or is that really confusing? On top of that I went to his concert which he asked me to go to. When I got there he was smiling at me and stuff like that while he was playing. Then they took a break and we went to sit and talk. Our conversation went:

T- we have four more songs to play

me- Really, thats cool! You looked like you were having so much fun out there!

T- Yeah! I LOVE playing, of cours I was! theres nothing better!

me- You look so happy!

T- *blush* really? I am.

me- *big smile* I'm glad, I like it when your happy...*blush*

Then this guy that tallon knows walked up behind me and tallon was like: Randy! Jordan this is randy he's fuckin awesome! Then I turned around to say hi and randy stoped and rubbed my back while eyeing me then walked away. I looked at Tallon like why did he just touch me? And he looked pissed even though he was trying not to show it I could completely tell. Then he blew me off for the rest of the night and I ended up crying in my car and havn't spoken to him since. He's so confusing! I don't think he has a clue what he wants! I can't handle this shit, it hurts to much...

On A much, much lighter note, I'm REALLY close to beating Kingdom Hearts ( Yes the first one STILL ) I'm fighting Sephiroth right now and my god he's hard! I'm level 93 and I still can't do it! granted I've only tryed twice but still. I can't wait till I finish it though so I can FINALLY get and play the second one.

Guess what guys! I can't Belive I almost forgot this! I got in a accident yesterday! Some stupid guy backed himself right into the side of my car! I was so pissed! Its a minor dent and a little of the paint is scraped off but thats about it. Its still friggen ridiculous! He didn't even look! Oh and get this as we were exchanging insurance info he started to hit on me starting with telling me that his girlfriend broke up with him yesterday and thats why he didn't look! I couldn't belive it! He even try'd to hold my hand as he introduced himself! No, not a hand shake he wanted to friggen keep my hand and me there for as long as he could. The nerve! Well thats it for the life of me, for right now. God knows what'll happen next! Oh! speaking of that, Happy 666 everyone!

-Later

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