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Thursday, June 8, 2006

Completly exposed, how else could I be?


Hey everyone! I would just like to once again thank you all for your wonderful comments. Its nice to have people comment with such insightful things to say! The picture above I thought was very fitting. I feel stripped and vulnerable and its all the way I want it. Why do I feel this way? Well yesterday I ignored Tallon all day then when it was time for him to get off I told him we needed to talk. I layed everything out, how I felt, why I felt that way, and I told him that he needed to spend at least some time with me and that he needed to stop being such an asshole. He must've appologized a hundred times and in the end things were smoothed out. Just by some of the things he said I know the way he's been acting is because he doesn't want to get hurt again. I told him I wouldn't ever hurt him but I don't think he belived me very much. I know he has feelings for me and I do think he actually does want a relationship. He's just scared. You know, I'm willing to take as much time as he needs to trust me, because I really do like him and I haven't felt these kind of feelings in a long time. I'm probably the most likely to get hurt in this because for some reason I've completly let my guard down with him, I just have to show him that its okay to do the same.

I have to work the rest of the week which is kinda a drag but hey its money right? I work at one today and then tommorow I open. Bleg! A late night and then I have to open! That always sux! Oh! I got June's edition of Newtype. The episodes on the dvd, two out of the three were really good! If you haven't baught it I would if I were you! Oh yeah! Do you guys like my new background and icon? I thought it was pretty cool!

-Later
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