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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Don't clip my wings, please just let me ride the wind alone.....


Hi guys! Its been awihile and a lot has happend. Well I met this new guy, his names' Matt. He's really nice and he loves video games and anime. So i thought, oh, perfect right? Well I feel like I usually feel with guys after a while. I feel so smotherd, I just want to get away. Plus he wants kids and as far as I know I really don't! It makes sense for him to be thinking along those lines because he is 24 but I'm 17 and I'm not! He also seems to be wanting something REALLY serious and to tell you the truth I don't even know what I want anymore. I don't know how to tell him this... he even broke up with his girlfriend because of me! I just don't get myself! I'm never happy with anything! I hate being alone but I feel trapped when someone actually does want to be with me. I just don't know...I really think I'm gonna be alone forever, and to tell you the truth that might be best...at least I won't hurt anyone that way.
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