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Saturday, May 29, 2004

   Nothings right anymore.........
Nothing seems to be going right anymore. My life is one gigantic mess! Its... just... god! I don't even know where to start! The guy that I want is prbabaly never going to be with me which makes it so every time i think of him I feel so much pain I just want to give up on everything and lie in my bed withering away. If that wasn't enough my best friend keeps getting more distant from me. I mean I'm trully happy that shes finally found a guy and a good one at that, but I just... well I feel so left out. Its like he's the only one she wants to spend time with and I'm the fall back plan when he can't do anything. I just don't know. I can feel myself growing colder to help ease the pain. I know if that happens I'll turn into the person I used to be and I don't want that to happen. I'm just so lost. I really don't know what to do. I'm scared of what the out come of all this will be. Its horrible when those that cause you the most pain are the people that you love most...


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