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Tuesday, January 24, 2006


Numb Angel...

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Not in the mood to post right now… so this is something I posted last yr around Feb. only 3 people commented on it so I wanted to post it again here you go…

Might make it around to your sites might not I feel really … crapy in the most polite words……


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Love is a four-letter word is it not?
Well seems like is cues many people different emotions
Some want to find love
Others are in love
And it all comes from the so-called love
Love can break your heart or it can mend it
Your young you don’t need to fall in love you have the rest of your life
You don’t need to have a girlfriend or a boyfriend but you want one?
And if you’re in love every thing seems different
But the ones who aren’t in love they see you and envy you
All this emotion by one simple word
Yet its much bigger love can make you happy
It can make you cry can make you depressed
Yet than why do we all look for it?
Don’t just say it
Mean it
There is someone out there for everyone
Their soul mate or whatever
It might take you your whole life to find the other half of your soul
You have the time your young
Dream on
The broken hearted don’t stay bitter
And the heart breakers you will get what’s coming to you
Love is nothing to be played with
Don’t live in the past
But if you don’t think you have some one who loves you
You might have one but they are to shy to tell you
Never give up on the ghost of love …





Ya don’t ask I don’t evin know any more

untill next time….



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Thursday, January 19, 2006


Dance d'Amour

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Ello all
Its all ready Thursday wow time has passed quickly or im just not paying attention ^^;
Nothing much to say really … but I did write up a poem! I finally decided to type it up xP this poem is about many things and yet one thing all at the same time. Enjoy!



Angel Of the Night


My happiness radiates through your heart
My sadness permeates your soul
The shadows are running through my veins

Obsession is my sin
Obsession is your freedom
Obsession is the call of the night

The darkness fallows me moving inside my mind

Cast me out of this nightmare
Dream me into oblivion

Look inside the mirror
Find your true reflection
The one you locked away inside

Will a smile ever grace your lips again?
Will loneliness always be your only companion?

Look on from above

You are my Addiction ,my angel from hell

Hell is obsession of the night
Heaven is love absent in the twilight

The sound of your voice…
The look in your eyes…

You make me a prisoner of my own personal Heaven and Hell!!



Tell me what you think of it… I think im my worst cridicked


Your obedient servant,
LW


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Wednesday, January 18, 2006


   The Phantom of the Opera is here Inside my mind

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New theme is up!! Now if you didn’t see this theme coming you are blind it’s the music of the night (ya im obsessed ^^;;)

I just woke up and I fell really terrible I don’t want to go to skool I didn’t want to wake up but my mother will force me to go unless I puke on her and I don’t like fake puke some in out of luck …

I have been written my poems but random lines come to me and they are all wrote down in different places so who knows when you will see a new poem from me… im goanna see I if can get more sleep now


Your obedient servant,
LW

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006


   Only then can you belong to me...


Ello all
im in the middile of changing my site so today or tomoorw it will be diffrient

i didnt go around much yesterday and i dont think i will today ethier i feel ill x.X but i will try to

but i will leave you with a song thats imbedded its self in my mind!

Music of the Night - Phantom Of The Opera


Nighttime sharpens; Heightens each sensation.
Darkness stirs, and wakes imagination.
Silently the senses abandon their defenses. (Holds out his hand for Christine's. She takes his hand)

Slowly, gently
Night unfurls its splendor.
Grasp it, sense it,
Tremulous and tender. (Turns Christine's face to him)

Turn your face away, from the garish light of day!
Turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light.
And listen to the music of the night.

Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams,
Purge your thoughts of life you knew before...
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar………………….
and you'll live, as you've never lived before.

Softly, Deftly,
Music shall surround you.
Feel it, Hear it,
Closing in around you.
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind,
In this darkness that you know you cannot fight,
The darkness of the music of the night.

Let your mind start a journey through a strange new world,
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before!
Let your soul take you where you long to be.......

Only then can you belong to me...

Floating, falling; Sweet intoxication,
Touch me, trust me; Savor each sensation.
Let the dream begin, Let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that I write,
The power of the music of the night!

You alone can make my song take flight,
Help me make the music of the night....



~take care sweetheartz~


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Sunday, January 15, 2006


   God knows I don't want to be an angel

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Ello all

I was a lazy bum yesterday woke up around noon and than watch my new Dracula 2000 DvD with my little sister scarring here to think Dracula is going to seduce and kill her lol than I watched The Phantom Of the Opera (yes again!!) I also watched that with my sister. Than she asked me who I liked more Dracula Or The Phantom I cant chose but I know she likes the Phantom more because she was singing with me some of the songs ^___^


Yesterday my subject was in German and the person who translated it correctly was
Jangalian it was from the song Stirb nicht vor mir (Don't die before I do) and for getting it right you get a banner! Yay lol hope you like it

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And here is the song Stirb nicht vor mir (Don't die before I do) by Rammstein [English translation]


The night opens her lap
The child's name is loneliness
It is cold and motionless
I cry softly into time
I don't know what your name is
But I know that you exist
I know that sometime
someone will love me
He comes to me every night
No words are left to say
With his hands around my neck
I close my eyes and pass away
I don't know who he is
In my dreams he does exist
His passion is a kiss
And I can not resist
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Don't die
Sometimes love seems so far
I wait here
Your love I can't dismiss
I wait here
All the houses are covered in snow
And candle light in the windows
They lie there together
And I
I only wait for you
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Don't die
Sometimes love seems so far
I wait here
Your love I can't dismiss
Don't die before I do


~take care sweetheartz~



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Saturday, January 14, 2006


Ich weiß dass irgendwann irgendwer mich liebt

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Ello all how was your Friday the 13th?


Mine was ok I got a 100 on my one quiz a 90 on my other but I have to wait to see what I got on my test. So far no bad luck for me eh?

Than I went to the mall with Meg and brit witch I will never do again!! Not because I don’t like hanging out with them but because I had to get a ride home from this guy I didn’t know o.0 but my one friend came with me soo I wasn’t to freaked out

There are only couple of guys I trust most of them are you guys on here *hugs*

The couple of good things I got from going to the mall were I bought Dracula 2000! I love that movie and im borrowing the phantom of the opera sound track and Rosenrot by rammstein from Meg soo all is well




If you figure out what my Subject says you will get a prize ^-^ [note: its in another language]


~take care sweetheartz~



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Friday, January 13, 2006


In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release?? What setsme free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

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Ello all !
All is well back in my lil hell xD (that’s not saying much if I am calling it hell now is it?)
Well I have 2 things to be happy about today one its Friday the 13th and I have no skool on Monday! Three-day weekend for me.

I have to type up some the poetry I have been written I have about 2 finished poems and a dozen random lines and unfinished poems lying around so that’s some thing ill try to do over the week end also I should get some more sleep because if I don’t get enough sleep I think that’s what makes me moody that or im bipolar (I need to check for that)


Well I should get off now maybe study for a bit before a go to bed because I have 2 quizzes a test and midterm thingy today o.0 ya they all like to pack on the work

+* I hope all your nightmares come true ^_~*+

~take care sweetheartz~



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Thursday, January 12, 2006


None of us can choose where we will love

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Ello yet again today im not as happy as I have been for the past 2 days im more err right now kinda looking back at things and thinking about stuff. I feel really *add adjective here* I don’t know what to feel like this because I can’t feel any thing im just numb
Im not as bad as I was 2 years ago around this time BUT I could feel better

Why are emotions always like this? From one extreme to the next in not even a day?

I don’t want to do anything at allll right now I didn’t do any of my homework that’s due today .. I just want to sleep why can’t I stay home
Why cant I just sleep forever z.z


*HUGS MYO FRIENDS* you people are awesome you know that you all have always been there for me and I would just like to thank you for that



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iErik!

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Now im off to sleep forever!! (or at lest 4 hrs -.-)

-+hoping for a happier day around the corner+-
~take care sweetheartz~



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Wednesday, January 11, 2006


Hell is not a place. It is a state of mind and body. Hell is an obsession with a voice, a body, a name…

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Ello alll once again what is up?

Guessss what??!!?? My dad let me use his credit card to get the necklace and bracelet!! (See yesterdays post if you don’t know what I am talking about)
I just gave my father the money after … it should get here in 1-3 days ^-^

Yesterday you all know I was hyper and everyone in my classes knew that also!! Because I was all smiling all the time I never do that im usually quite but damn yesterday I was to happy to care what anyone thought! Am happy now but more tired right now lol

Look at what else I round on Ebay made me laugh I wouldn’t buy it but it dose look kool
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POTO Bumper sticker!! Lol

Im vary tired right now soo this is the end of the post short hu? ^^;
Goodnight all

~*Sweet dreams sweetheartz*~


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Tuesday, January 10, 2006


Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams!

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[Ellllo all! I don’t think il will be posting everyday because of all my skool work xD but ill try to post when I can ^-^] [waning the post you are about to read is me acting all crazy so be aware that it might not make any sense at all lol]


Well i am extremely happy right now! Only thing that can make me any happier right now is if my mirror would open up ^^;; lol
Why am I so happy right now? I just watched The Phantom Of The Opera!!! The 2004 movie I was dieing to see and I finally did, it was on my ON demand TV thingy and it was free this time soo I had to watch it!!!
My sister was watching with me to see why I was soo obsessed with it … she still dose not know why I love it . She looked at me funny while watching it because I was singing along with all most all the songs. Like ‘the phantom of the opera’ ‘masquerade’ and ‘music of the night’ (that im also listing to right now ^__^)
And at the end I was yelling at the TV because christen and rauol! (I wont go in to details because some of you might want to see and not want to know the ending)
I also have the book! I bought it with the money I had for X mas I have been reading it and that is awesome also (im such a fan girl aren’t I? ^^;)

And I found the coolest thing ever and only for $7.75

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Necklace and bracelet only about 8$ 12 + shipping … I want to get it but I don’t know if my dad will let me since its ebay but I do have 80$ left from x mas maybe I can get him to let me use his credit card …. Hmmm

I better get to bed even thought im happy as all hell im still vary sleepy. Its true happiness if im not hyper along with it (because than I know its not just the sugar) :p

~Take care sweetheartz~



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