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Sunday, January 1, 2006
Happy new year??
ya im back again .. got to love how i do that hu? not talk to any one for manny days and not come on the compouter ... some poeple think im dead (lovely i know) wish i was dead why live? thares nothing to live for!
but lets get off that subject shall we?
hmm its now 2006 and its going to suck just like last year did
ya im in a bad mood eh? all angery at everything yet i want everyone around me to be happy!
im all confused
i also just wanted to be alone BUT i want some one to talk
i think im going crazy
anyway so sorrry for not coming on in the past weeek or anything and sorry for not going around to your sites ill see what i can do today or whatever
*hugs* sorry if i seem like a bitch right now i just feel sooo fucked up its not evin funny
~take care sweetheartz~
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
*Hides Behind a big Bag Of Gifts*
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yes it is X mas once again behold!!!....
ya i still dont feel the sprit of it all and its allready an hr into it (1 am)
well i hope all my firends likeed thare presants and all that hope you all have a wonderful x mas also thats all i could ask for ^_^
im going over my aunts today for brunch i havent seen her in soo long and im going to sleep over also for a night dono what im going to do but maybe catch up with her and all that stuff
*yawn* i sould be getting to bed im sleeeepy and i have to get up before 11 am today xD only 8 hrs of sleeep for me o.0 lol
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Friday, December 23, 2005
90% Bad ... 10% good :P
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well look who came back?? me xD
ya i dont know why i havent been posting i havent posted since sunday i think one reason is i been going to be eraly around 10 or 11 and not posting becuse i post mostly at 12 or 1 am (even tho its like 6 am now)
s0ooooo whats up?? i havent even really been on the pc at all let alone talk to anyone ... i think iv only talked to one person
any way i still; dont have the X mas spirt i just feeel soo dead inside everyone around me is all "MERRY X MAS" and YAY PRESANTS" not like im mad at them i just dont see the point ... i guess this hoilday has been slowly loseing meaning to me -.-
hope you all have a wonderful X mas if im not back to post by than ^^;;
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
SO COLD!!
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Ello all … ya I don’t feel any better only differences from last post is now im cold to top off the apathicness … dont worry this always happens around this time of yr. You know why? Because everyone’s a lil too happy soo what x mass is coming im not Christian am a atheist I still don’t know why my parents even bother getting me anything but whatever I just get my close friends something’s and im done with it xD… in sted of my complain all post long on how im all Bahhhumbuge ill post my poem I forgot to post a wile back I typed it up but never posted it sooo enjoy!
Beyond Redemption:
Revel in your happiness on the outside
And become hallow and lost deep with in
Swallow your dignity
And show all your sorrow
The angels and demons inside fight for your redemption
The key to your happiness is sealed deep within
In your eyes I can see threw all the lies
Will your rage blind you?
Will your sorrow consume you?
Let them over take you
Don’t keep them trapped inside
Open your heart
Yet bottle your soul
The struggle between your inner good and evil will never stop
The shadows will continue to dance in your mind
And the innocence will stain your hands
One will never win nor die
Swallow all you’re fear and give in to either side
Now im off to do whatever it is I have to do xD
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Friday, December 16, 2005
Music of the Night
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Ello all… ya I haven’t been on a week or too xD miss me??
Life’s been hell … no scratch that I rather be in hell because right now I feel dead I wouldn’t mind if someone else killed me but wont kill myself I have some abscissions left if you can call it that im just soo tired lately and sooo apathic about everything its just blahhhh
Nothing much happen today Happy birthday to my lil sister shes 9 xD and vary greedy lol and also its my 2 yr anniversary!! Yay *hugs*
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Friday, December 9, 2005
Have a Nice Day
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Ello all! … sorry if I didn’t get to anyone’s site yesterday the things just wouldn’t loud for me at all … maybe they are fixing up the Myo who knows. But ill see what I can do today and hopefully do my rounds ^-^
Why am I posting today?? Because SnOw DaY!!! It’s a 3 day weekend
I have some homework to do but that’s about it and I have to wrap all my gifts
What else do I have to do? Hmmm I want to type up my short story thing that I made for English I might do that this weekend and post it somewhere one of my journals …
Might as well find some breakfast now since its 10:30
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Thursday, December 8, 2005
Poison Heart
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Ello all … back again even though I wasn’t really away I was just kinda spazing not knowing what to post but its all good now.
Changed my theme again … to HIM’s wings of a butterfly the lyrics are up in the intro so I wont post them again
I haven’t been doing much for the past couple of days not on here just cleaned my sisters room … my lil sis is vary attached to me, I think I turned her into a mini fan girl she’s into pokemon Yu-gi-oh and Naruto some okay manga and anime she even owns 4 manga herself she soo proud … than she counts all of mine lol but I got to love her she my lil follower . now if I could get her to stop going “o0o hes soo cute” she is a true fan girl -.-
The other things I have been doing was making wallpapers I still have to put up my Angel Sanctuary ones but the others are up the Naruto and miscellaneous ones Enjoy!
Nothing else to say so im off to bed
~take care sweetheartz~
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Monday, December 5, 2005
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sorry this post will not be al pritty or what not cuz im not in the mood to get all HMTL code on this ... so ya
im really not in the mood to live ... yet not in the mood to die either XD
hmmm this might be my only post for a wile becuse 1 i dont know what to post half the time 2 i dont fell like posting and 3 ehhh i dont have a 3 but whatever!!!
might update my wallapers here or thare becuse i made alot of AS walls this weekend in my anger and some random ones also so look out for those .... other than that talk to you when ever i deside to post again!
~take care sweetheartz~
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