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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Look into my eyes all you see is nothingness
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Ello all today is going to be random day!!! Since I forgot to type up the poem I was going to post ^^;; soo today ill post random survey a random photo of my self xD and the banners I made for Jaxx! Soo enjoy the random!!
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All About You!! The Basics Name?: Jennifer (Jen) Marie (hate my middle name) Barany Sex?: Female Birthday?: Mrach 29 Location?: My Room... Height?: 5'8 Weight?: no idea... 180? Hair Color?: blond/brown Eye Color?: blue/gray/gold (yes swrols of gold) Social Life Who is your best friend(s)?: kate,meg,nikki,steff and Myo Peeps Would you rather be alone, hangout with one other person, or in a group?: lil group What would you consider a typical Friday nite?: At a friends house or sleeping How often do you go out on the weekend? during the week?: none to once Would you rather spend the day with your family or friends?: friends Love Life Are you single?: yes -.- If so, do u have a crush?: yep.. surpisingly :D What is his/her name?: ... and i would tell why? :P If not, what is his/her name?: How long have you two been together?: This or That Night or Day?: Night Cat or Dog?: cat Ugly and Sweet or Hott and Mean?: its the inside that counts Hot or Cold?: weather wise? warm Tall or Short?: tall Prep of Punk?: ... damn lables just be yourself Winter or Summer?: summer McDonalds or Burgerking?: dont care Hard or Soft?: o.0??? Yes or No? Do you drink?: no Have you ever gotten drunk?: yes 2 hallowens ago Do you smoke?: nope Have you ever gotten high?: no Are you prude?: eh Are you a virgin?: yes Are you smart?: people say i am so i guess Are you ugly?: i think so ya Are you pretty?: nope Are you trustworthy?: yes you can trust me with anything Random How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: 2 ... How many pairs of shoes do you have that actually fit?: 3 What size bra do you wear?: (what if this was a guy?lol) umm 32 D i think xD Have you ever colored your hair?: yep What pieces of jewlery do you wear everyday?: this one ring Do you have a cell phone?: nope Name three things you "can't live without": my firends Who do you talk to the most on aim? phone?: AIM/MSN i hate the phone What color(s) is your room?: green red pink ... a rainbow barfted in here Do you have a computer in your room?: yup What time do you usually go to bed? wake up?: 1 am and wake up at 5 ;50 What's your favorite clothes store?: no idea i dont like shoping Do you wear makeup?: some times Do you paint your nails?: nope What size shoe are you?: mens or wemons? 9 1/2 Did you like this quiz/survey?: yup Take this survey | Find more surveys
You've been totally Bzoink*d
at lest it wasn’t that long ne?
I do look sad eh that’s how I always look ... i sould smile once in a wile hu?
and im narturly that pale >.>
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banner time again!
Enjoy!
~take care sweetheatz~
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Monday, November 28, 2005
Don’t give up hope! Live to piss of your enemies
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Ello all!! …. Sorry if I did not get to your sites yesterday … almost all day the comments did not work for me so I didn’t try to comment than they came back on around 11 -.- retarded comments!! … But ill comment today
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yesterday again I went shopping with my mom and she was yet again going way to fast in the car and now she was cutting in front of people weaving back and fourth like the mad woman she is .. Than she tried talking on the cell phone at the same time o.0 I grabbed it out of her hand and made her look at the road xD
than when I got back home I was on my fathers computer seeing if it was just my pc being retarded or if it was Myo … as I was on his pc I was looking up Gaara pics for my lil sister (she didn’t know who he was xD) and I came across a chiby garra
soo cute .. and now ill be getting that in 3-7 days as a X mas gift from my dad!! But I dono if ill be able to have it before x mas my dad might keep it away from me until the 25 xD
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the banners for DarkKnightTouya
again … I didn’t know what you wanted soo their is a choices
Yet again if anyone wants a banner ask me but tell me what anime you with to have it from ^^;;
~take care sweetheatz~
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
*hugs* ^-^
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Ello all… whats up?
Nothing much going on here
I went shopping yesterday with my mom @.@ and ya im glad im alive she thinks every car is racing her!!! And goes about 80mph to fast for her car so ya .
Other than that I got a new email
Lucifers-Wife@hotmail.com
So if you still have my old email… that don’t work no more use this one or if you needed my email here it is! ^^;;
AND NOW ON TO THE ANSWERS FROM YESTERAYS POST
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1-What color dose a smurf turn if he is choking?
it’s already blue so it stays the same
2-A man builds a house with all 4 sides facing south. A bear walks by what color is the bear?
white it’s the North Pole
3-Do they have a 4th of July in England?
yes, they just don’t celebrate it
4-How many birthdays dose the average person have?
one, but celebrate it every yr.
5-How many mouths have 28 days?
all
6-How far can you walk a dog into the woods?
half way … the other half is walking it out …
7-A farmer has 17 sheep. All but 9 die. How many sheep remain alive?
9 …
8-Can a man marry his widow’s sister? Why?
no he’s dead
9-You enter a dark room, which has a kerosene lamp, oil lamp, and wood stove. You only have one match. Which do you light first?
the match
10-You take 2 apples from 6 how many apples do you have?
2
11-Two fathers and two sons went fishing. Each of them caught a fish. They brought home 3 fish. How is that possible?
there was a grandfather father and son the father is a son also
12-A rabbit digs a hole that’s 4 feet wide 3 feet long and 2 feet deep. How much dirt is in the hole?
it’s a hole.. no dirt is inside it
13-You are the bus driver. At the first stop 5 people get on and 2 get ff. at the second stop 7 people get on. How old is the bus driver?
YOU are the driver so its your age
14-A room has four corners. In ever corner their is a child and every child can see 3 children. How Manny children are in the room?
4
15-Five men are on a boat. The boat tips over and all five men drown, but only four get their hair wet, why?
one man was bald
One person got 12 out of 15 rights!! Yay go DarkeAngel!! And for getting most of them right you get a cookie! … Wait no you get these!
Buttons:
and banners:
(a lil over much? but i was bored and wanted to make stuff!!)
I didn’t know witch you wanted soo you got a choices! ^-^ or if you want them all take them... [anyone else can take them to but they are personalized] Hope you like umm
If anyone else wants a banner/button of thare own ill make you one
~take care sweetheatz~
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
The one and only many try to copy no one can replace
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Ello all … yesterday was okay for the most part I learned keeping all your feelings inside is bad and when you do let them out its all BOOM X.x … but I do feel much better since I talked/yelled to my parents things are kinda better now. I really have to learn how to talk to people more so that doesn’t happen again ^^;
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Now I don’t have much common sense since im a blond … but let see how much you all have shall we? With theses questions to strain your brain!! Enjoy
1-What color dose a smurf turn if he is choking?
2-A man builds a house with all 4 sides facing south. A bear walks by what color id the bear?
3-Do they have a 4th of July in England?
4-How many birthdays dose the average person have?
5-How many mouths have 28 days?
6-How far can you walk a dog into the woods?
7-A farmer has 17 sheep. All but 9 die. How many sheep remain alive?
8-Can a man marry his widow’s sister? Why?
9-You enter a dark room, which has a kerosene lamp, oil lamp, and wood stove. You only have one match. Which do you light first?
10-You take 2 apples from 6 how many apples do you have?
11-Two fathers and two sons went fishing. Each of them caught a fish. They brought home 3 fish. How is that possible?
12-A rabbit digs a hole that’s 4 feet wide 3 feet long and 2 feet deep. How much dirt is in the hole?
13-You are the bus driver. At the first stop 5 people get on and 2 get ff. at the second stop 7 people get on. How old is the bus driver?
14-A room has four corners. In ever corner their is a child and every child can see 3 children. How Manny children are in the room?
15-Five men are on a boat. The boat tips over and all five men drown, but only four get their hair wet, why?
answer if you like … Ill post the answers tomorrow but if you must know PM me ;P
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Friday, November 25, 2005
In Joy And Sorrow
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Ello all … welcome to the day after hell! …(lol just kidding that’s Christmas) my thanks giving wasn’t that bad but it wasn’t good either. I didn’t wake up in till noon so I didn’t have to be in any of the per-fighting but than at dinner they where all silent or too polite acting like nothing happened … they know they shouldn’t say those things since I take everything everyone says to heart … that’s just the way I am think before you speak, that’s why im so silent all the time always thinking. Over all it would have been an ok thanksgiving if Chris didn’t come over I went from calm to im going to kill something he just makes my blood boil damn lil jackass xD at lest my head doesn’t hurt anymore but I cant really feel the rest of my body x.X ya I think I took a lil too much aspirin than ne??
Anyway I changed my site around again how dose it look?
My internet is all retarded right now soo I don’t know if ill be able to get to any sites today it keeps on bumping me off than not reconnection … lovely eh??
I just wrote another poem so I have 2 I have to type up now … so ill either have them up Sunday or Monday if my Internet works
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Can you help me remeber how to smile?
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Happy thanks giving (to all those that it celebrate)
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My family already started … I don’t even think I could sit down for a meal with them
Yesterday I was in the living room watching my lil brother put away his trains and I said why do you like trains and he went off at me just like Chris would do and now I have a new scar on my arm from him right by the one Chris made and adjacent to the one I made (ya I have many scars) and I didn’t want to fight him he’s like 6 so I was holding his arms and my dad walks in thinking im hurting him, witch I wasn’t I don’t want to hurt my lil brother but than my father starts yelling at me for fighting with him . Ya it did look like that so I understand but than my mom comes into the damn conversation yelling about me being lazy and not being part of the family and helping around the house … im sorry but where the hell did that come from?? I was getting yelled at for fighting than she just comes in. and my dad goes along with it saying” why cant you do more around here. Why cant you be a better child/sister you can do SO much better”
What can I do to be better? Don’t they know im trying my best … I try to get along with my bothers and sister I try to play with them or not be around them at all avoiding conflict they see as being anit social?!? I am doing better in skool than I ever did!! A+ in history A in math A- in English B+ in Bio … what do they want me to do?? Straight As
Do they want me to be a happy lil member of this family well I don’t know what they want from me im trying so damn hard to please them and for the past 3 mouths or so I have seemed happier just so they think im better I don’t want them to worry. But in there eyes I cant seem to do anything right,
My older bother is the reasonable in there eyes he works hard makes barley passing grades and gets along with no one and also has anger problems (yup so perfect)
My lil sister is always happy talks to every ones is basically naive
And my lil brother is picky, bratty selfish
And my parents compare me to all of them, no im not like my older bother who only cares about him self and moving up in the world I care for others I want to help people, and yet they don’t think im responsible, no im not happy all the time because damn it the worlds not a happy place unless something makes you happy you cant be happyall the time and no im not picky ill take whatever I get in life you cant be choosey, I want to take everyone else pain as my own so one would have to feel pain ever I hate seeing others in pain so im not selfish but at times im like fuck everyone so than im kinda selfish >.> (but im not a saint damn it you cant make a saint out of a sinner!!) but than once i get angery all that gose out the windo .. good thing i dont get angry ezaly ^^;
I hate being compared to my other siblings no im not like them shouldn’t my parents be proud of me for my accomplishments and dreams? This whole argument made me cry for a good 10 mins to my friend Kate my eyes are still light blue from me crying (im weak to cry ezaly over something like that) all I want is to be accepted and loved and my own parents really don’t -.-
Don’t get me wrong this is thanksgiving so I should be thankful for things right? Well I am thank full for Kate Meg Nikkei and all my other friends that have been with me thought think and thin
And you guy yall have been here for me thought all that also so *hugs*
I don’t open up much and yet I just write out everything on here like a diary and I thank everyone for read commenting making me feel better and not making fun of me accepting me for who I am I am truly thankful ^-^
Don’t you just love my emotion filled rant? Sorry if its long and made noo sense! I just really needed to get that all out so ya
Hope yall have a better thanksgiving than im going to have I all ready have a head ache xD
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Hold me,Like you held on to life,Love me,Like you love the sun
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Good News & Bad news! Joy
~Good news~
-Only half a day of skool today I get out at noon,
- I might move up to honors history for getting an A+ in the class (behold my smartness .. if I have any),
-Finished writing a poem
~Bad news~
- Didn’t type up the poem
-I feel like hell
-My mind is all confused
I feel lonely … because well I do I have no significant other person thingy [nice way to describe it ne?] but on the other hand I don’t want a boyfriend because I don’t want to depend on that one person but than I want to be loved and wanted and feel all warm and fuzzy inside
My one half (the hopeless Romanic half) wants some one to [dare I say it] love, but than my other (idepentand/secpical) half-dosnent want to be heartbroken again is vary rational
I want some one that I can have an in depth conversation with one min. and the next we would be laughing our butts off at a joke or randomly poking one another.
Someone who can understand me.
A person who will make me laugh, cry, love feel all the emotions.
I want someone to call my own (other words grab them and say “mine”)
Whare did this topic come from? My random emotions running wild … I can’t hold them in all the time. And from me seeing couples Everywhere!!
I want a hug or a boyfriend … or both would be good… ^^;;
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
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Ello all!!
Yesterday I did my project and I presented … and I got a 100! And I only made the thing the day before .. Got to love the procreation!! ^^;;
Well today is the last day a full skool before thanksgiving brake joy I just want to get out of skool lol because I rarely do anything for thanksgiving since 3 yrs ago ya .. so who knows…
*hugs everyone* I just wanted a hug don’t ask ^^;
short post hu? … well now here are some of the wallpapers I just made enjoy!
~take care sweethaertz~
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