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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Beyond Redemption
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DAMN IT I just had the whole post about religion typed uppp…. And than my PC restated on its self fucking computer grrrr…
and i really dont feel like re typeing ut ^^;;
Guess there will be no real post than … damn thing
Ill just go around to your sites today than
New wallpaper up… (yay something to post XD haha)
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Monday, July 25, 2005
Drunk on Shadows
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Where to start … I went over Kates house yesterday and it was awesome! Time to tell what happened
I was the first to get there around 3:30 so I was just chilling talking to Kate and Nikkei than steffie comes over! We all hug than sit back down about 10 mins later meg comes threw the door and I almost jump on her ^-^ than soon after that steff comes and its like a big hugging orgy like we haven’t seen each other in years ^^;;
So after the hugging we go down stairs why because and me being the hyper on I am run around than fall on my face T.T after that everyone wanted to molest my hair why? Because its long and silky ^_~ and than Nikkei said she wanted to eat my eyes… which was the creepiest complement ever!
Than we went into nikkis room I was laying on the floor minding my own business than meg said I look like a striper XD and Kate randomly found an antenna and I was hitting them with it and they said I looked like one of the teachers from a porno or that I should be in one … so far they think I should work at hooters be a striper or be in porno’s… ya great jobs and the whole time we are talking about this Kate is on the phone with her boyfriend
And than they made a list on who should be what in the porno T.T
Im the dominatrix (I like power and whips ^.~)
Meg is the director
Kate is the submissive one
And steff and steffy extras
Why we thought this out we might never know
And than to kates room XD in kates room we hand cuffed steffie to me yep… got to love the kinky ness I am one of the more kinkier of my group of friends I would say no wonder they think I should be in a porno ….
After that we went back down stairs and started to talk about religion …
But! You must wait until tomorrow for that post because it’s going to be long!
Continue? Or game over?
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
Living In The Shadows
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ELLLO ALLL!!! Im back …. I never knew I was leaving but I haven’t posted for 4 days because I was vary lazzy!! And I didn’t even know I was not on here for that amount of time I wasn’t on aim ether so if you tried to talk to me you really couldn’t ^^;;
What have I been doing? Nothing really made some more wallpapers
O ya and I re did the site Yet again!! Falling feathers for the fallen angels!
I think it looks pretty the falling rain in the post the feathers it all matches!
And Apocalyptica playing gives the site a nice touch ^_^
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Most likely going over kates house today for a random gathering! We miss each other even though we live right there I can just walk to her house like I am going to do meg steff and stefi are also going to be there yay
so if I don’t get to your sites yet again so sorry!!!
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Let It Bleed
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[Sorry for not getting to most of your sites soo many of you update the same day @.@ and I have over 300 friends … I sould cut it down souldnt I?]
Bam Ville and Burton (and some other guy) at a bar in Finland! Being retarded ^_^
Quiz time to see what I am XD
--Goth--
Die Your Hair Black? I did once
Do you wear black eyeliner?: some times
Do you own any black clothing?: yes
Do you think about death often?: ya
Do you want to die? Surprisingly not any more
Are you a social outcast?: yes/no
Are you pale?: i yes
Do you like Hot Topic?: not really but they do have HIM stuff
Total YES: 6
--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: I tried and failed miserably so no
How often do you wear Vans?: I did
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: hell ya
How much do you get in trouble?: a lot
Do you listen to music: of course its my life
Do you have any piercings?: yes
Total YES: 5
--Emo--
How often do you cry?: never?
Do you have an ex?: yes
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: yes (but I cant play it)
Are you emotional?: sometimes
Do you like soft music: not really
Do people understand you?: I don’t think they do unless they are crazy ^_^
Do u write ur own songs?: yes
Is your hair dyed dark?: nope its naturally brown now ;D
Do you cut?: I did -.- but not anymore
Total YES: 5
--Prep--
How often do you say the word "like": never
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: hell no
Are the A&F models hot?: noo
Rock music is bad, right?: wtf? Rock music kicks ass
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: no!
Into jocks/popular guys/girls?: most are asses
Are/were you a cheerleader?: no
Total YES: 0
--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: vary long and silky
Are you a vegetarian?: nope
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: I think one
Do you want peace?: sure
Do you want to save the animals: yea
What do you think about war?: its bad but peace cant last
total YES: 4
--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: no
Do you own "bling bling"?: no
What do you think about do-rags?: I think it’s a stocking for there heads XD
How about hip-hop?: its ok I guess
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I don’t know im a rocker
who he is. or shee: i dont know
What do you think about afros?: puffy
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: once
Total YES: 1
--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: i don’t think throwing a ball to your siblings is a sport
How important are they to you?: o.0?
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: no
What do you think about football?: Go 49ers!
were you considered a bully by anyone?: I don’t think so I hate seeing people hurt
Total YES: 1
--Geek--
Do you have glasses?: yes
Do you get good grades?: yes
Are you smart?: I don’t think I am but other say yes
Do you use an inhaler?: no
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: yes if I have a pocket
Does your mom buy your clothes?: hell no I wont let her
How often are you on the computer?: ever day
Do you ever get picked on?: yes
Total YES: 6
So… im a gothic geek? Lol that’s new ^^;;;
~take care sweetheartz~
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
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SOOO FUCKING BORED!!!!!
*bangs head agents wall* pardon my language but grrr this summer sucks! Nothing to do and no one to talk to
I want to do something I want action!! Now I need to sing XD
I want action tonight
satisfaction all night
You've got the love I need tonight…
^_~ o ya *hugs the first male that comes to this site and doesn’t let go*
to bad I don’t have anyone to hug for real XD!!! No fair
I know what I can do walk over to kates house and hang out of I could finish my poem and my mom wants to take me shopping I hate clothes shopping with her she trys to get me to where whore clothes to get my to look more “feminine” meh I rather have her give me the money and drop me off at the mall .. ya ill get a couple manga but ill get what I need
~quiz of the day~
never knew i was that good at kissing never been kissed befor ... XD whait yes i have damn you brit okay let me re- phrase that i
never been kissed by a guy ^^;;
*mumbles* not that anyone would kiss me ...*mummbles*
lol o ya I taste good … well you would have to judge that for your self’s ^__~
~take care sweeetheartz~
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Monday, July 18, 2005
Ain't It Fun
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I got a letter in the mail …. And guess what is was for? These people said some one recommended me for modeling XD! And read threw it and stared laughing my dad thought I was crazy than he read the letter and wondered why I was laughing … its because me a model? Are you kidding me ya im so attractive … right…. Moving on to the rest of my day ….
The rest of the day I was actually out with my family, we went to Perth Amboy’s water front (yet it was about 20 blocks away from the pier XD) we just walked around doing what not. Than it started to rain so my mom pulled us all into a store. She went shopping like always but it wasn’t a waist I got 2 shirts out of it one plane black shirt and another than says “come closer” (you know you what to ^_~) after the shopping we went back out side but it stared poring rain so my mom dad and lil sister and brother all went under the canopy thingy wile I just watched them getting drenched in the processes but I really didn’t care it was vary calming but when I got back into the car I got everything wet XD lol but I liked the way my hair looked ^^;;
Wow bonding with my family watch the world end soon lol
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*dances to GNR* I just put up sweet child O mine was in the mood for guns and roses so enjoy!!
~take care sweeetheartz~
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
I might be young but honey I ant naive ^_~
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New site look … I think half of you already know that … its theme is Castlevania: Aria of Sorrow I love the background the eyes are like o.o
Im up to member # 102 I never got higher that 108 so yay and I also noticed im on the list for top 10 most downloaded wallpapers I feel loved ^^;;
My and my dad where watching TV together (bonding!) and I saw a commercial for a tattoo parlor and I said I wanted a tattoo he just said I cant get one yet I have to wait 3 yrs XD but I don’t care ill wait than … than he started talking about his brothers tattoo he has a human hart in ice with a dagger going threw it saying “cold as ice” because he is heartless he is XD he one of the only people I am scared of im not even sacred of my dad…. But I want a tattoo some what like he has I want to get a human hart (looks like its just been ripped out of someone) the heart will be gray or black [aka color of my heart] with a cross going threw it. It would stick out from the bottom so it kind of looking like a cross dagger and there will be a ribbon around the heart that says “where’s god now?” or “a broken heart is forever” I have 3 yrs to decide witch I want on it ^_^ (I wish I could draw to show you all but I cant draw for my life) I really want this tattoo my dad just thinks im wired that I have it planed out I have had it planed for 3 years now yes I know I am wired vary wired but that’s the way I am. Im a crazy lil chick but I don’t care and I don’t think youz care either since half of you are crazier than me :P
Now to see what yall think about me .. I think I posted this before but why not post it again? Lol fill out if you wish!
1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?
~take care sweetheartz~
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
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Total 360
Sorry for not going to your sites in a wile
Ya I go from depressed to happy… on my own wow it’s a “miracle”
And now im coming off the hyperness after eat angel food cake .. the cake is evil lol
Hmm im glad you all liked my poem yesterday im working on another one with the total opposite feeling it’s a poem about love but its coming along slowly since my views on love are vary bleak… ^^;; since I have nothing to post XD random rant time? Yep
Love? What is it? It’s a feeling but how do you know your in love and what’s the deference between love and hate?
“Too young to fall in love” that’s what I think for me at lest im only 15 am I supposed to grasp the concept of love?
How can others in my skool go around saying there in love? They don’t know the meaning they just “think” they love their boyfriend/girlfriends because all they are in the relation ship is for the physical aspect … wouldn’t it be better if they just became fuck buddies? [Not that I approve of that XD]
my one friend brit she only 16 and she now has a boyfriend she only is with him because and I quote her “because I don’t want to be alone” that’s not a reason to be in a relation ship! He said he loved her and she said it back but she did not mean it !!
Lies!!! Is that all that love is? A bunch of lies in a pretty package?
I rather be alone than lied to yet again
“A man in love is the strongest man in the world” but how is that true? Love makes you weak it clouds your perception on life a man (or woman) that is heartbroken in my option is the strongest in the world.
Yet there is another type of love like the love you have for your friends and your family they are the ones that have your back and are there for you I can see why we love them … in the world of lies and broken hearts you are never alone if you have your friends
YAY don’t you like my philosophy? This is the product of a person that didn’t slept for a couple of day so if it made no sense at all SORRY ^^;; than again do my rants ever?
~Take care sweetheartz~
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