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Wednesday, June 1, 2005
Who told you about pain that dose not hurt?
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Changed my site again if you cant tell (witch I would find hard purple to red? Lol) and love all the HIM ness ^^;;
Haven’t been around much yet again hu? Soo sorry for that finals are coming up shortly like 2 weeks @.@
I have been studying for them witch is taking up some of my time
Bruised my toe (its now a red color XD)
And homework those are the main reasons I haven’t been on as much and the weekends iv just been to tired to post
Nothing much to post -.-#
Here is a quiz ….
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
true qwiz!! i like it when people are up frount with me if you like me tell me dont beat around the bush XP
~take care sweetheats~
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Monday, May 30, 2005
Still Waters Run Deep
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hmm I have today off YAY go random American holidays XD!
Let me find something to post…
I know my favorite bands from Finland!
Nightwish
Favorite song: End of all hope
Gender of music: opera/metal
The Rasmus
Favorite song: Last Waltz
Gender of music: Rock
Apocalyptica
Favorite song: Bittersweet
Gender of music: classical
The 69 eyes
Favorite song: Gray
Gender of music: Goth rock
HIM
Favorite song: when love and death embrace
Gender of music: Love metal
If you never herded of any of these bands you have missed out! HIM is vary deep its one style of metal, Nightwish bring opera in with metal, The rasmus is the lightest out of all 5 kinda popish but awesome all the same, Apocalyptica is classical no words just cellos! And they did awesome covers of metallica songs, and last but not least 69 eyes love the name ^-^ deep vocals vary hard yet soothing at the same time.
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in other news my toe is still purple and puffy might be just bruised but I don’t know -.- poor toe
Nothing much else going on today might do some home work and sleep
~take care sweetheartz~
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
i could kill him...
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…. Ello all nothing to post about again -.- just how my weekend sucks!
I think I broke my toe its all purple and black and hurts like hell
Than my brother came over yesterday kicked me in the shin than asked if I wanted bagels from his job?!? I wouldn’t trust anything he made so I said hell no than he kicked me again that bassterd
And he’s here again!! Today fucking father letting him come here
If he comes here again tomorrow I swear theirs going to be blood shed, I was going to have a 3 day weekend away from skool and seeing his ugly face but no he has to come here DAMN IT!!!!
Hope you are all having a better time than me
~Take care sweetheartz~
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Friday, May 27, 2005
I don’t want to fall in love this world is only going to break your heart
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Friends?
Love?
Life?
What do they all mean?
-[Friends]-
I seem to be pushing all my friends away from me you all by not post/commenting and I don’t talk to or I fright with my other friends … what’s wrong with me?!? I want some one to care about me but than I just push them away. Wouldn’t it be better if no one cared? Than I could finally stop trying, but since people care about me (or so they say) ill have to keep on trying
-[Love]-
To broken to even care … no meaning at all been lied to and hurt so much in the past the word ‘love’ has no meaning at all to me.
-[Life]-
There is a meaning some where for most people im young I still have to find it but its going to be one hell of a search before I find my place, I feel so out of place and alone one day that will change but hopefully it comes be for I go insane…
-[Life part 2]-
Everyone accomplishes things sets goals, has hopes and dreams… but what happens to the some of us that don’t know what to wish for? That don’t have any thing left to believe in… do I just wait here for something, try and be positives when I only see the darker side of life and lighter side of death?
Ramblings of a crazy person hu? don’t worry about me ill be okay I think…
~take care sweetheartz~
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart
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Ello all
Nuttin much going on don’t have the head ache anymore witch is a good thing ^-^
Only about 14 more days of real skool than the finals XD! Cramped in a room with many people trying to take a test o joy I can’t wait (sarcasm)
Im thinking about cutting my hair … but that’s only if I can find purple hair dye ^^;;
I have one poem done [yay] out of the 6 and I started 2 more -.- so now I have 7 in progresses im going backswords not forewords … anyway here is the poem!
Beautiful nightmare:
You only fear what you know
You only think of what you lost
You love what you can never have…
You dream of the unseen
Lost in your own world
Sifting threw your lost memories forgotten by time
Searching for the key
To tell you if you ever had a heart
You doubted it from the start
Nothing will ever change you
You fear what you could always see
You forgot what you knew by heart
You hate what you once thought you loved
You only have faith in the damned
The truth is blind you your dark soul
When the bell tolls you will wake
From this nightmare
I am your perfect…
I am your only…
I am your beautiful nightmare
What do you think? Hope it was good ^-^ now to finish the other 7 *sigh*
~take care sweetheartz~
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Monday, May 23, 2005
Back in the Picture
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Ello all
Sorry for not updating and visiting yet again I seen to be forgetting a lot hu?
Well not forgetting but other things -.-
I didn’t do anything I should have this weekend!! None of my home work or finished any of my 4 poems but I did start a 5th one ^^;;
*Holds head* damn my head hurts and I don’t think the 5 aspirin helped at all might have made it worse … well only taking 5 is better than taking the whole bottle like I used to …
well before I pass out from lack of sleep or the head ache ill leave you with random pics of my friends ^-^
steff sitting on the pool table
kate talking to her boyfriend :P
nikki being retarded
kate trying to eat steff -.-#
me and nikki dancing (not a good pic XD)
me after I took all the makeup off
nikki steff and me (im pimpin! lol)
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Friday, May 20, 2005
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Ello all
I feel better than I have been feeling for the past 4 day
Still feel sick thought but I do care again witch I find as a good thing (care as in for other people)
Darkeangel made a good point in his post yesterday about how we get to know each other really well on here and so on…
How there is no judging no hate just friends that listen to one another
it seems you all know me more than most of my friends I talk to face to face its odd but not really if you think about it you all know more about me than most of them do, you all don’t care im a crazy young girl (you are all older than me! XP!!)
I find that funny but also im glad you don’t care im not right in the mind and young ^^;;
And you al helped me threw a lot of tough emotional times when I was suicidal and depressed *hugs everyone* yall are awesome! I with I could hug you all but I have no idea where you all live @.@ lol
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I’m in the process of making 4 new poems and I should finishes than by next week if not this weekend ill try to get them posted as soon as possible some time next week or so
& one more thing my quiz is up so feel free to take it (link should be below along side the e card link)
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