Monday, April 25, 2005

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Ello all Nothing much going on … I should go do my history homework naw ill do it tomorrow or in homeroom ^^;; Nothing really to say (yep I have a boring life) so here is a survey thing TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jennifer Birthday: March 29 Birthplace: Some whare in nj Current Location: my room Eye Color: yellow/gray/green (the devils eyes as my father says) Hair Color: black/brown/blond Height: 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German,Polish,Hugarny The Shoes You Wore Today: none Your Weakness: I care to much Your Fears: nothing Your Perfect Pizza: a free one Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: dono Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: O0o Thoughts First Waking Up: damn i want to sleep more Your Best Physical Feature: i have one? Your Bedtime: wheever i fall asleep Your Most Missed Memory: anything from 3 yrs ago Pepsi or Coke: dont care MacDonalds or Burger King: dont care Single or Group Dates: Singel Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: both Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: yep ^-^ Do you Sing: not well Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: Yes key word HAVE! Do you want to go to College: ya Do you want to get Married: no! Do you belive in yourself: nope Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes Do you think you are Attractive: naw Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: no Do you like Thunderstorms: yes Do you play an Instrument: i did In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no... In the past month have you Smoked: nope In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope In the past month have you gone on a Date: no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: eww no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: yes In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: wouldnt you like to know ^_~ In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: hell ya Ever been called a Tease: yep ^_~ Ever been Beaten up: ya Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: by my own hands What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Poet What country would you most like to Visit: Finland!! In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Boy-brown/black Girl- dont care Favourite Hair Color: boy- brown/black/silver Girl- anything but blond Short or Long Hair: Long Height: dont care Weight: dont care Best Clothing Style: not to many bright colors they burn my eyes but other that that dosent matter Number of Drugs I have taken: wait what? ummm ... Number of CDs I own: to manny to count Number of Piercings: 2 Number of Tattoos: none yet Number of things in my Past I Regret: 4 CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! ~Take care sweetheartz~

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

He's the one they call Dr. Feelgood He's the one that makes ya feel alright

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Ok im bored right now … im going to list all the bands I like lets see how much time that takes XD lol HIM, Taproot, The Rasmus, Guns N Roses, Velvet Revolver, The Used, LambOf God, NightWish, Sum 41,Killswitch Engage, 3 doors down, Smile Empty Soul, Linkinpark, Arowsmith, Poison, PaPa Roach, Orgy, Powerman 5000,Iron Madden, Static X, Billy talent, AFI, Incubus, Billy idol, Kittie, GodSmack, Skid row, Braking Benjamin, Motley crew, System Of a Down, 12 stones, Atreyu, The Bravery, Cold, Cradle of Filth, Ill Nino, Lacuna Coil, Apocalyptica, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance.Rammstein, Type O Negative, Ozzy Osbourne ,For Helen, The Fire Still Burns , Mest, Bad Religion, The Offspring, Queen, Seether, Chevelle,P.O.D, Saliva, Twisted Sister, Rise Against, A Perfect Circle, Mudvayne, Nothingface, Slayer, The Alkaline Trio, Queens Of The Stone Age, Cinderella, Every Time I Die, Crossfade, The F-Ups, Judas Priest, Moonspell That took a good 30 mins lol but I think I have them all, some you will know like the main stream ones but some are awesome underground or European bands ^-^ But the one band iv been listing to for the past 2 days a lot of is Motley Crew, they are a hair metal band from the 80’s but I don’t care there songs are awesome like, ‘Same Old Situation’, ‘Wild Side’, ‘Shout At The Devil’ and ‘Dr Feelgood’. But my favorite song would have to be “Too young to fall in love” I have no idea why, I wish I could find the Video to show yall its funny with them trying to save a lil girl from becoming a prostitute ^^;; But ill put up the lyrics since I have no video XD You say our love Is like dynamite Open your eyes 'Cause it's like fire and ice Well you're killing me Your love's a guillotine Why don't you just set me free [Chorus:] Too young to fall in love Run for the hills We're both sinners and saints Not a woman, but a whore I can just taste the hate Well now I'm killing you Watch your face turning blue Not yet a man Just a punk in the street [Chorus:] [Solo:] You say our love Is like dynamite Well its no surprise Cause you've got one-way eyes Well you're killing me Your love's a guillotine Not yet a man Just a punk in the street ~Take care sweetheartz~

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

It’s the same old situation

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Does anyone need 3 virgin sacrifices? I don’t want any of my siblings and I know they all are virgins because 2 are under 10 and who the hell would want to have sex with Chris? … Maybe his retarded girlfriend I still need to ask her why the hell she’s going out with him .. seriously he’s not nice to anyone and he has a girlfriend? He picks on all of his siblings but seem to like torturing me the most, than again he likes torturing my friends also, I know he’s hurt Megan, Kate and brit ether menially or physically and he defiantly hurt me physically because I have a dent on my knee that’s from him and scars from the rocks that he has thrown at me…. Oh and mentally ya he’s hurt me mentally since I was 4! I have vary low self-esteem and don’t trust anyone easily because of him. Dose that sounds like a brother to you? I hate him (he’s the only person I can truly say that I hate) … and don’t tell me “oh how can you hate him?” its vary easy to hate him spend a half an hour with him you will see what I mean Still I have no idea how he got a girlfriend and kept her for 6 months I think he brain washed her…. lol ~Take care sweetheartz~

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Friday, April 22, 2005

Don't let go of life Let go of love Let go of all we have

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Video provided by The Source The video playing above is HIM heartache every moment and I can’t get it out of my head!! so now I want to get it suck in all your heads :P ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Nothing much happened yesterday But my friend Brit when on a blind date with this guy named “Gerard” lol the funny thing is she doesn’t know who he is but he knows everything about her. And she wants to date him! “he” Imed her one day saying all this wired stuff knowing her name and what not knowing what she looked like and everything. Than she sets up a date with him??? Lol and she thinks “he’s” going to come Why am I putting all the male things like him and he in “ “ that’s because the dude is me! I used one of my Sn to Im her and I made up a name and told her all her info lol sorry but revenge is soo damn fun!!! Iv had been doing this for 2 weeks now.. and she went to the park to wait for “him” yesterday and “he” didn’t come I wonder why XD I know its mean but she did almost the same thing to me so it’s only fair Besides im not all ways nice what fun would that be ^_~ ~Take care sweetheartz~

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

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Ello all Nothing much going on here today, it’s the last day of skool till Wednesday of next week random days off they are calling this spring break … than what was the 4 days off 3 weeks ago? Meh not like I care no skool is no skool ^-^ Im going to enter the poem contest but I have no idea witch poem to enter @.@ ill have to decide over the brake than if you have any suggestions on witch one I should send in please tell me, your input is appreciated. Nothing else to say on to the poem! :P Last Vow: Never ending cycle of pain Welding the sorrow of seven kings Shied from the fear by the beheaded queens Bloody valentines on my window Broken hearts at my door Hold your sword higher As you plunge it deeper with each cry The truth spills on the floor As death moves in closer All you can do is smile As he grasps your heart with cold hands Fall in to the time warp You’ll be lost forever The shadows play with your mind And the sunlight burns your eyes The blood of seven kings shall be shed The reaper will come And say what’s been said The time has come The never-ending cycle has stopped All the broken hearts are mended With my last breath I make this vow Yes more poetry from the grate luicifers wife! LOL j/k hope you liked the poem ~take care sweetheartz~

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

post is below look down ... (i have no idea why its thare)

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

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you say I’m heartless and you say I don't care I used to be there for you and you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed but so have you

Ello all Do you like the change to the site? Its all green and peaceful … not many people have green sites so I went with it ^^;; [Song in the into was made by me lol im a songwriter now too :P] Nothing much going on gave my English teacher the disc with my paper on it because I couldn’t print it … it was a day late so 5 points off hope it doesn’t affect the grade that much but than again I don’t care if I fail this marking period as long as I don’t get an incomplete I all ready got A- A A for the past 3 marking periods so im good ^_^ Im thinking about entering a poem into my skools poem contest thing but I don’t know witch one or even if I should enter … Oh specking of poems I got one to post today for you all please tell me what you think of it ~*~*~*~ Only: If only I could see you smile If only I could hear you scream If only I could hold you one last time If only I could tastes your blood again All of this led up to my insanity All the lies everyone fed to me Maybe it was doomed from the start Like everything lese in this world Sorry if im heartless I ripped it out so No one else could break it else could break it! Dip your hands into my sacrificial blood The evil captured all the angels There is no one left to protected me Shed the innocence you knew you never had Walk threw the cemetery of the fallen angels Sing the song of the forgotten If only I could see your fears If only I could wipe away your tears If only I never had a heart This would have never started That was the finished poem from the one I made Sunday and tomorrow ill post the poem I made 2 days ago , I just am vary creative all of a sudden ne? ~Take care sweetheartz~

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Thank you sweetheartz Special thanks to Raven8763 sango18 theblackraven hinaru Fledglingvamp Vampiric Werewolf darkeangel eric draven and I thought no one cared about me guess I was wrong ^__^ *hugs everyone* thank you again for proving me wrong Apparently I have some requests from one of you I think I can fulfill 2 of them because 1) I finished the poem I started Sunday and 2) I promise ill live past 18 but the third thing is kinda hard to do I don’t think ill have a poetry book any time soon you got two out of the 3 good enough ^^;; Speaking about my poems the one from Sunday is called “Only” and I made one today called “Last Vow” ill post one tomorrow and Thursday [didn’t want to type them today im so lazy] [that’s the e card Adam put up on the main page its mine ^^;;] ‘It has become a weekly tradition for us to feature some members who we think serve as role-models for our community at large” ~ Adam I guess im this weeks E card person I am vary honored because there are soo many grate e card makers out there and they pick me … I never knew I was a role model here at the Myo or that so many people knew who I was @.@ im popular? Lol but the ling I find really funny is if you go to the main Myo page than click the e card the spell my Sn right (Lucifer instead of how I spell it Luicifer) lol ~take care sweetheartz~

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts That make me ill

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Mehh I haven’t been here in a wile hu? Well at lest the last time I was “happy” I just want to know where that came from meh I bet the happiness came from my not caring about anything and just doing whatever with no feelings or regrets But now I just have the feeling that nothing matters. I don’t really cares what happens to me (if you must have and example) I wouldn’t care if someone came up it me and pointed a gun at my head I just wouldn’t give a damn Nothing seem important any more nothing seems worth it ... what the hell should I live for? My parents that don’t give a damn about me? My friends that I don’t think ill see if I live past 18? If only I could see you smile If only I could hear you scream If only I could hold you one last time If only I could tastes your blood again All of this led up to my insanity All the lies everyone fed to me Maybe it was doomed from the start Like everything lese in this world Sorry if in heartless I ripped it out so no one else could break it!… That’s a new poem that I started I don’t even feel like finishing it I know none cares That’s why I have been happy for the past 3 days but today everything just came down I really just don’t care right now I doubt anyone can help me or cares enough to try …. I dono if ill be posting any time soon But whatever the case is I don’t want you to worry … and why would you? ~take care sweetheartz~

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

I robbed the devil of love, Rock the cradle of love

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[sorry if i didnt get to your sites yesterday i was really out of it ^^;;] WEEEEE! Ok im hyper or drugged up But I haven’t had any sugar or drugs ?.? Could I be happy? *gasp* Iv been happy all day acting like myself but 10 fold I have my hair up witch is vary unlike me I was talking to random people (I never have my hair up and im vary shy) And I was loud in my classes [when im really quite in my classes] I have no reason be happy but its nicer to be happy lol ^_^ and it seems to have scared some people that I am happy XD lol they don’t want me happy do they? Or they never saw me happy before like my dad when he was picking me up he wondered why I was sooo happy than he asked if I got a Boyfriend or something XD Nope im just really randomly happy! (Can you tell?) But him saying that made me almost fall out of the truck and I said “ do I need a boyfriend to be happy?” he said no but than im never really this happy so it might have been a possibility Mehh wired dad Nothing else to say must try to keep hold of the happy!!!! Lol Quiz of the day MARCH: Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody What does your birth month say about you? brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

We won't find the solution confusion leads the dance we're waiting for the last waltz

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Today was in one word odd In the morning before home room Meg, Kate, Will and me where talking. Some how (like all our conversations) the subjected ended up on boobs XD!! And Meg was talking about how a grand mother could trip over them in the shower… because they are saggy. Than will was saying that’s us in 50 yrs. But than he had to change it to only me … because im the only one with visible breasts -.- than he kept on saying Saggy boooobbss. Than he would put up a lil cross sign and go “no saggy!” males -.-… Than kate, meg, Kyle, Many and myself where walking from lunch to our next class and Kyle took his id card and swiped it on me lol and said “I bought you” than im just walking and said “oh you bough me hu?” than I clung to him in a hug and walked down the hall. Meg asked what was going on and I said that he bought me but than he gave me as a “gift” to Many So than I clung to him. But what he said scared me “it’s the gift I always wanted” he whispered that to me …. I wonder if he was joking o.0 Yes just love my interaction with the males! Lol quiz of the day Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... delicious Your hugs are... to die for Your eyes... burn into my heart Your touch is... awakening my heart Your smell is... refreshing Your smile is... encouraging Your love is... unique Quiz created with MemeGen!

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