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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE!!! [known as ParnoidPerson]



Today was boring nothing much happened.
Got skool ID’s my pic looks so retarded XD (like all of my pics) but that’s not the point they had to take the yearbook pic?? And there is only 3 moths of skool left I know we might use them next yr. But what about the seniors? They just wasted money stupid skool…

And we have to where them everyday and must be visible I just keep it on my arm face down [haha you cant see the pic that’s way] but I have no idea what they are for they have a bar code on them for what? That’s what we are now numbers??
Mehhh nothing else going on in my pathetic life so ill end now till the next time :P


Quiz of the day
disturbingly
.:You live your life: ~disturbingly~:.
You are utterly sad. You see only darkness but you
are aware of a light that lights the people
around you and you long for it as you long for
a break from life itself. There is only one
thing for you.. snap out of it because once its
too late, there's no turning back. You will
never have true friends.


How do you live your life? (with pics! ^.~)
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Monday, April 11, 2005


I wonder why I try I wonder why I bother I wonder why I cry Why I go through all this trouble I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle

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Just got back from skool … I hate Mondays I was dead all day and at lunch I must have looked angered I scared meg poor meg I was angry at a couple of things today the fact I had to wake up at 5 am and just thinking about everything and all the damn work too …

But the one thing that really pissed me off today was the damn SLUTS in my skool in history class one was all frantic saying “ Oh My God!! Im 2 mouths late!!!” (Meaning she hasn’t gotten her period) and all im thinking is well if you didn’t Fuck so many guys you wouldn’t be pregnant and the fact you don’t know your pregnant means your dumber than I thought

Ya I just wanted to yell that at her but I didn’t

There are way to many girls in my skool doing shit they shouldn’t do! Sleeping with random guys and what not XD how dumb can you be? Your only 15!!! Your not legal you shouldn’t be having sex damn am I one of the only girls that have morals?

I know most of my reasoning is screwed up but wait until your married damn it! Than you can fuck all you want. But no these lil girls want to know what its like and than have babies when there not even sophomores in high school they put no forethought in to anything -.- they just want to have sex for the feel or whatever they are looking to accomplish. But sex I think is something you should do with the one you love and know your going to marry or know your going to spend the rest of you life with lol me and my ideals.

Im going to stop ranting now before I cures more sorry if I offended anyone with all the cursing but that’s just me I would curse everyday but I don’t like to type it out ^^;;

I wonder if that made any sense at all? Hope it did …. THE POWER OF ANGER lol

~take care~



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Sunday, April 10, 2005


Seek me for comfort Call me for solace I'll be waiting here for the end of my broken heart

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This weekend was boring nothing to do… but that’s a good thing no damn homework nothing to worry about. So basically I was a bum all weekend! XP

Now im just basically mad at every one in my house
My lil brother is throwing crap every where my lil sister looks like a slut my mom is being a bitch like usual and my dad looks madder than me and that’s just creepy I want to see what he’s going to do next ^^;;

And im mad at other people too but I don’t know why… I must have some reason but I really don’t care I guess ill just stay angry at them

[sounds like im turning into my old self errr I don’t think that’s a good thing]

Quiz of the day



How to make a Jen
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

1 part crazyiness

5 parts ego
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!

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Saturday, April 9, 2005


You say there are so many things going on in your life now it's so very hard to find time for me and you say do you believe in the destiny? this is the way it was meant to be I gotta leave to make you see I'm over you

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Well this week went by fast don’t you think? Or is it just me moving to slowly as the world around me spins out of control?

I think Tuesday this girl came up to me. I was just sitting out side of homeroom like I always do for the 20 mins (I get there really early -.-) and she walks up to me saying I look really sad and depressed every day sitting there. Im surprised she got that from just looking at me I never met her before either and she just walked up to me said it and told me to cheer up and walked away … random

Than my one friend from gym class was talking to me about how in the being of the yr in heath that she thought I was suicidal and what not … I just want to know how these people can figure me out just be looking at me?!

Don’t you love first impressions? I have some from people on Myo from a survey a wile back here is what yall think me [from the people who commented on the survey]


First impressions: Freak, Kool, twisted, kind of dark, shadowed. didn’t give a damn about too much, a really cool person, quiet


Describing me in one word: Multy-emotional, Adlantas (what im mean by that is a beauty yet to be fond but u have to believe ^^), morbid, lonely, pretty, cool, random


A nickname they would give me: Lil Demon, Keiko, stieg von der sorge (it means rose of sorrow in German), Broken Angel

That’s what some of you people think of me …im lonely morbid random cool? I am lonely morbid and random I don’t know about the cool part :P


Got to love the first impressions also most are true for that also and the nicknames are awesome too ^_^



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Friday, April 8, 2005


Open your arms and let me show you what love can be like it's all tears and it will be 'til the end of your time come closer my love will you let me tear your heart apart? now all hope is gone so drown in this love

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Your greatest strength is your greatest weakness



Your best friends are your worst enemies



I love you is the prelude to tragedy



Love turns into hate and hate turns into love



our hearts are made to be broken by love


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Thursday, April 7, 2005


Back ^_^

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Ello all

Im back from my leave of absences did you miss me? Lol :P

I slept a lot in the past 3 day? I dono cant count ^^;;

Lol I got a lot of guest book signatures the past 3 days yes sign when im not here!! Odd people

Okay nothing really to post so Im going to post the list of cd’s I have

Ill have a real post about this week tomorrow or Saturday


CD List:

Appetite for Destruction ~ Guns N Roses

Use Your Illusion II ~ Guns N Roses

G N' R Lies

Greatest Hits ~ Guns N Roses

Answer that and stay fashionable ~ AFI

The Art of Drowning ~ AFI

Black Sails in the Sunset ~ AFI

All Hollow’s EP ~ AFI

Sing the Sorrow ~ AFI

Live in Texas ~ Linkinpark

LP underground cd

Hybrid Theory ~ Linkinpark

Meteora ~Linkinpark

Razorblade Romance ~ HIM

Deep Shadows And Brilliant Highlights ~ HIM[my icon!]

Love Metal ~ HIM

Look What the Cat Dragged In ~ Poison

Gift~ Taproot

Contraband~ Velvet Revolver

Payable on death ~ POD

Dead Letters~ The Rasmus

Bravery (self tilted cd)


Love my cd collection!!!!

Ill try to get to your sites today


~take care~




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Tuesday, April 5, 2005


Oh my god look what the cat dragged in livin' my life sin after sin night rolls up and I do it again

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Ello all sorry I haven’t been able to go to anyone’s site recently
Don’t know if ill be posting too much this week.
I have skool work that I should be doing and im not getting enough sleep so im sleeping in class and falling also T.T not good for me
And the marking period ends this Friday I don’t think my grades are doing to well in math or history [both of the subjects are in the morning and I sleep in those classes hmm maybe that’s why im failing!]

I don’t think ill be able to comment much this week either

But I bet ill be on the pc so PM or IM me if you want to talk or some thing [if im not asleep ^^;;]

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im sleepppy tooo

I should get some rest I have 2 tests tomorrow and a quiz

*yawns* nite nite



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Monday, April 4, 2005


Love is a flame that can't be tamed and though we are its willing prey my darling we are not the ones to blame

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Ello all

Nothing new just got back from skool Mondays always suck no matter what XD I have to finish up my paper that’s due tomorrow ill just finish the paragraphs im working on and make an conclusion because its already four pages long … if it need to be longer im going to strangle my English teacher.

Ok I guess I list my stats now since this was a really short post … ^-^


My Statistics
Total Visits 3127
Popularity Ranking # 106
Guestbook entries 376
Fan Art 8
Wallpapers 68
Greeting 500 (Im Most Prolific whatever that means ^^;;)


That’s good stats right? Well whatever I don’t really care on to the quiz of the day.


Quiz of the day

Result 2
There's no doubt that you're a devil. You're always
causing mischief, you don't bother doing well
in anything and you make everyone's life
miserable. But you're happy being this way, so
if anyone critisizes your lifestyle...watch out


Angel or Devil
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~take care sweetherartz~


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Sunday, April 3, 2005


i feeel bettter! more alive or i have feelings again ^_^

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[I didn’t go to anyone site in 2 days ill have to change that ill make my rounds today]

I haven’t been doing much all weekend im slacking of instead of doing my English paper im reading manga sleeping listing to my new cd and mopping around the house, at lest the paper isn’t due till Tuesday ill work on it later and Monday.


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1 Salt ln Our Wounds 03:57
2 Heartache Every Moment 03:56
3 Lose You Tonight 03:41
4 ln Joy And Sorrow 04:00
5 Pretending 03:54
6 Close To The Flame 03:46
7 Please Don't Let lt Go 04:29
8 Beautiful 04:33
9 Don't Close Your Heart 04:38
10 Love You Like l Do 5:13


that’s the cd I cant stop listing to HIM’s Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights. Its HIM’s second cd just listing to it makes me feel better ^_^ love the power of rock!! All the songs are about love , death or heartbreak no wonder why I love it ne?



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than I found that online but I don’t know how much it is or how to oder it because the whole site was in German I could buy it I have 60$ or more -.- I need a new backpack too damn…


~take care sweethearts~


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Saturday, April 2, 2005


My weakness is that I care too much…

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You don’t you what you got till its gone …


I open my heart and it only gets broken….


I fear letting people close to me because they always seem to hurt me…


My heart always lies to my mind…


Would it be better if I had no emotions at all?


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