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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
The happiness never lasts
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[ changed my site around again I have my poem Wicked Game up in my profile and the funeral of hearts should be playing so enjoy]
(And HAPPY Birthday! To the Fizz!!)
Sorry I really don’t feel like posting like the lil headline thingy for the post says “happiness never lasts” well that’s true for me, seems in im happy one day ill be depressed (I think I have conic depression … isn’t that bad?) the next couple of days or ill just feel like hell!
I wish the happiness would stay but it doesn’t… so the post today will be a song:
Taproot ~Dreams
Confusing reality...
I see myself but it's not really me
How could it be?
When I am me?
I guess maybe it's just a dream
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
I doubt my own dreams
I lie in my sleep
And don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting
Me
Bad dreams controlling in this world
I see the depths of ??
I feel so sick
I'm sick of this because I know I'm not asleep
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
I doubt my own dreams
although
I lie in my sleep
And don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting
Me
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
YAY I made it another year in this world
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[DAMN I have to go back to skool today couldn’t give us an extra day nope have to go back today XD]
Finished half of my transcript that’s due today ill do the other half today in study hall since I have it before English it works out good for me.
Nothing much happened yesterday just watched it rain (thunder storm ^-^) , ran around the house like a psycho, piss my dad off by asking wired questions and what not.
YAY im 15 today well 2 am is the time I was born (its 12 am when I post so I wait 2 hrs)
But im like the youngest one here your all 16 17 or 20 ish! I feel so young XP
Another short post! I really have nothing to talk about ^^;;
Quiz of the day
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infornt of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.BBut little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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o.0 evil qwiz is right… that’s mee
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Monday, March 28, 2005
(im hyper and its before noon Fear ME!!)
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I have to do the transcript for my paper but im to lazy to do it ^^;; ill do it some time to night and in study hall tomorrow
Tomorrow is my bithrdayyyy ^__^ but my moms going to baby sit the devil child XD nice planning mom! Meh no like I was going to do anything with my family (ill be surprised if they remember) but still I don’t want him here.
They wont let me submit my E cards XD and my wallpapers are all distorted I think there still trying to fix it …
Well nothing much else to say but “What ya get me for my Birthday?!?” Lol ^-^
Edit: updated my e cards and wallpapers guess they fixed the bugs
Quiz of the day
You're the Mad Hatter! You used to be the
beautiful angel, Belial, and you had fun by
seducing angels and then watching as they
killed themselves out of guilt for their sins.
When Lucifiel led the revolt against God and
was banished to Hell to become Lucifer, you
followed. In love with Lucifer, you will do
anything to try and make him love you, even
after all the pain and torment he puts you
through. You once admitted, however, that if
Lucifer would ever love you, you would kill
yourself because .. well .. whats the fun in
winning so easily? You need to have something
to occupy your time -- and that something
usually includes torturing others. You're
pretty insane and you're also a sadomasochist,
meaning you enjoy inflicting pain upon others
and enjoy pain being inflicted upon you.
You're a pretty freaky person and you would do
anything to keep yourself amused.
Which 'Angel Sanctuary' Character Are You?
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~Take care sweetheartz~
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
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Happy Easter??
Well to whom ever celebrates it I could really care less
Jesus dies for your sins but than “God” just send us all to hell any way!!
And how did bunnies come to this than the eggs?!?!! Bunnies don’t lay eggs the last time I checked!!
Mehh ill just leave you with some quizzes
Alone: ok, so you like to be alone. Period.
Sometimes you wish people would leave you
alone, maybe you think better that way.
What environment do you represent?
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Black/grey Youre heart is empty and your mind is
filled with basically nothing but morbid
thoughts of death and nothingness. Youre a
loner, and thats ok for you because you dont
like people and have little social skills to
none. Like Purple youre very deep and
thoughtful and often spend your time at your
computer or alone in your dark room,
reading/writing anything that is around. Youre
alone and maybe you want that to change but
than again maybe you dont (rate me)
What color is your mind? (Anime Pictures)
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you are dimgray
#696969
Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.the spacefem.com html color quiz
you are a..MODERN vampire. you are pretty much in
the middle of good and evil. you dont mind
humans, but you like going along with your
insticts as well. you show your opposite sides
at very different times. you can be kind and
merciful, but suddenly harsh and cold. you
sometimes make a game of it. are you kidding?
are you serious? one wrong step and who knows!
you love tranquill water, going with the flow.
you are pretty nutral
what kind of vampire are you?(hellsing pics)
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
Under The Glass Moon...
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[changed my site again ^-^ its all solid. Red black and sliver ]
I just wanted to yell that but someone might have bitten me...
Woke up at 5 am damn alarm clock than I stumbled around the house thinking I had skool.. Than my mom woke up saying I didn’t so I went back to bed to be woken up by the DEVIL CHILD (no its not mine…I don’t have any kids)
My mom baby-sits this lil boy called Chris hes running around screaming his damn head off. I go out there and yell at him witch my mom wont do. So than he shuts up and I go back to bed. Than my brother Chris just had to come over (I tell you all Men/boys named Chris are evil!!!)
Basically I slept all day seriously when ever there is a full moon im like dead I don’t want to do anything -.- and if I talk to you, you have no idea what I am saying its like I grumble lol my dad just thinks im pissed off that’s his answer for every thing im just mad.
Now if you see me when there is a blood red moon that’s another story but they only come every 10 yrs or so and one came last yr when I was hanging out with this girl [forgot her name](at night) she said my eyes turned red (and she thought I was going to eat her) lol who knows I bet she was freaked out I never see her anymore lol poor girl thinking im a monster… im to cute to be a monster ^_~
Quiz of the day
Master Force. You are among the elite demons,
skilled in ancient lore and focused on nothing
but consuming the world in your dark web.
You're deaf to kindness, numb to pain, and
blind to love. You essentially rule all other
demons. We bow to you.
Which Demon Force Rules You?
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Bow Down!
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Friday, March 25, 2005
Random day ^-^ (random questions, statements and facts I have)
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Am huggable or something I??? Everyone seems to be hugging me (mostly boys/men but still) do I have a hug me sign in me somewhere? … Really in life and on the pc all hugging me what’s with it? Not that I don’t like hugging its just really random!
Almost straggled the gym teacher with my shoestring! Yay
If I go psycho for one month there will be something death most likely bother or myself. That’s why that’s not a good idea!
Why do sooo many people PM me everyday? I have about 10 a day … Im I that interesting lol or do yall just love talking to me :P
I have 193 or so people on my Myo friends list
5 more days till my birthday (yay I remember)
My Hair is 5 colors black on the bottom than dark brow medium brow light brown than blond at the top
Did anyone ever notice I spelt Lucifer wrong in my Sn … I put an extra I ^^;;
I can sleep for 4 straight days if I am dreaming
I only use back pen
Im the author of 36 poems yet I don’t think im a poet because I really don’t think any of my poems are good
[go here http://www.fictionpress.com/~luicferswife to read some or all if you have time]
lol now yall know more about me ^_^
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
Back…? And better?? Right……
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Well at lest the jen you all know the slightly evil sarcastic wife of Lucifer that is not all that angry … well for the past 2 or three days my other counter parts just had to say hi my lovely murderess side that almost killed my brother when I was 11 (with scissors! I really should have now that I look back on it…) and many more times the one who threw a shoe at the gym teacher and the one who screamed at Kyle ^^;; haha poor Kyle … than my o soo favorite one came out the empathic suicidal one! That’s always fun
I don’t think youz understand that at all that there are like other people living inside of me? But yet they are me if im not a psycho by now I don’t know what I am do yall think im a psycho?
One more day of school till me soo called spring break I only get 2 days off … ya that’s sooo a spring break damn it is snowing/raining so who knows if ill have school today mehh
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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Few questions people have been asking me
1)Are you okay? ….. Am I ever??? I feel like hell right now, emotionally and physically drained … my one friend thinks I might be getting depressed again…I wonder why? XD
2)Why is your site empty? I feel empty right now and my site reflects that
Yesterdays post was just a song by him called “its all tears drown in this love” today im posting a poem I made. It was inspired by me seeing all these girls putting makeup on in class. And im just thinking your pretty enough why paint your face everyday? Hope you enjoy the poem don’t know if ill get to anyone’s site if I feel up to it I will…
Doll:
Paint your face on
Cover up all your disgrace
Hide your twisted soul
Look in the mirror
See your lovely hate
Cover up all your mistakes
Never letting your true self show
Just put on your fake smile
Hope you don’t die insane
Becoming what they want you to
Turn into what everyone else is
You will be the doll with the nothing face
No one could hear you laugh
No one will see your true smile
All the lies that you take in
Have clouded your mind
Paint on your porcelain face
Live in your wild fantasy
Till your face
Comes crumbing down
You’re the doll they all play with
Not moving on your own accord
Afraid to brake the cycle
In till you go insane
From living behind the mask
Damn I think that realllly sucked!
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