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Sunday, March 20, 2005
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Ello all changed the background again since the castilvna one didn’t like me (by not working XD) soo we have a Lucifer background now yay
Got my progresses report today o joy … im in danger of failing math and gym. Im failing math because that’s first period and I fall asleep in there and don’t know what we are doing half the time. But in gym I have no idea why im in danger of failing damn ass of a teacher makes us run! For 12 mins straight and thinks we are all track runners. I don’t see him trying to run for 12 mins with out stopping so why should I? I swear I could straggle him …
Yesterday I got up to the o sooo lovely voice of my brother (sarcasm!) im always angry at the person who wakes me up and he just pisses me off to benign with. So I stay in my room for 2 hrs doing random things playing music really loud so I cant hear his damn voice. Than he leaves and go into the kitchen and eat than watch tv in the living room, than that FUCKER has to come back on his bike only a half hr later. Stay at your house damn it. I think he comes here just to piss me off. There is no one I hate more in this world than him. And if your going but he’s your brother. I don’t care! He’s hurt me more than anyone could ever hurt me physically and emotionally I have s soo many scars from him and made because of the things he has said. I want to slit his throat to see if blood is thicker than water (yup my psycho ness is starting to come out hide) …
Ok moving on to the quiz of the day I don’t want to talk about him anymore
Quiz of the day
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
BOrRd!!
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I was really bored and had nothing to post so I did a long survey took me an hour to finish … lol but I was bored so I did it all soo you must read it all!!! (not really looks how damn long it is!)
time started 8:15 pm full name Jennifer Maire Barany nickname(s) kieko, kitty ,twitchy... birthday march 29 (10 days!) where were you born dunnelon NJ zodiac sign Aries height 5'7 weight 180? hair color gold/brow/black eye color gray shoe size 9 ring size 9 1/2 (for my thumb) skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.) tosted albino blood type B- i think grade 9th GPA @.@ siblings 3 *hiss* tattoos not yet piercings ears hobbies poety favorite color Purple food Tacos candy kitkat type of cheese dont care pizza topping Sausage salad dressing French sandwich Ham cereal pops fruit Strawberries vegetable Potato berry Strawberries cake Devils Food book Angel Santuary movie Dracula 2000 magazine none newspaper none tv show dnon website MyO radio station z 100 font dont care cartoon character dont care artist (painter) dono actor none actress none cd Welcome ~Taproot song My Michelle~GNR music group HIM music type Rock day of the week Saturday month march season winter holiday Halloween shampoo dont care conditioner dont care number 3 phrase Love is a gun... store dont like shoping weather Rain restaurant dono channel 56 teacher NonE! weekend activity sleep hangout mall house color anything but blue sport to watch none sport to play none animal wolf flower blue rose guy's name Damian girl's name Liith board game clue party game Truth or Dare story from childhood dono body part eyes have you ever been on a train yes been on a plane no been in a car accident no caused a car accident i think run into a wall ya... burned a potato chip no almost burned the house down yep smoked ya been drunk hell ya been high shhhh no one knows broken the law did you read the last 3 qestions? DUH burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes) ya kissed someone of the opposite sex no kissed someone of the same sex nooo!! frenched an animal o.0 made out no had cyber sex eww gotten engaged umm... had an online relationship yep been rejected by a crush no loved yes made yourself cry to get out of trouble no cried in public no cried over a movie noo fallen asleep in a movie theater ya given someone a bath dose my cat count been to a boarding school no been home-schooled nope lost a valuable item no bungee jumped i wish skied no met the president why would i want to met him?!? met a celebrity nope gotten a cavity ya shopped at abercrombie & fitch nooo made a prank call yep skipped school no faked sick to get out of school yes purchased something that you knew didn't fit no climbed a tree yep fallen from a tree ya.. broken a bone no sprained anything yes passed out yes made yourself pass out no been to disney world no been to a theme park (not disney) yes said i love you and meant it (not to a relative) yes made a model volcano (working model) no made a clover leaf with your tounge nope past what did you do yesterday sutff memory you miss the most being with my grandfather memory you want to forget anything with my brother something you regretted after it was done thare is no room for regret in this life the last song you heard Bottom Of A Bottle ~Smile Empty Soul cd you bought HIM love mealt thing you said Helana ... (dont ask) time you cried 2 months ago? movie seen in a theater yr ago thing you ate sandwitch person who called meg nail polish shade worn black time you showered today person who complimented you ben at this moment what are you listening to Sweet Pandemonium what are you wearing HIM shirt and jeans what are you thinking .... what are you scared of most nothing how many people are on your buddy list 66? future occupation poet (hopeful) marriage site i dono who said im getting married? honeymoon o.o .... place to live dont care kids none! car truck what are you doing tomorrow going to the mall maybe do you think george bush will be reelected he has been XD will there be a wwIII yes will politics ever be truthful no will humanity snuff itself out yes can the gov. be changed no friends best friend all funniest kate silliest meg loudest kate quietest steff craziest ben calmest kyle skinniest kate best secret keeper dono worst secret keeper KT the one you have but don't want kt smartest dono preppiest XD peppiest ?.? most hyper we take shifts hottest WTF!!! weirdest all biggest pervert Me ^-^ most annyoing kyle shyest meg/steff most religious ... do you believe in heaven no hell yes angels yes devil yes god no buddha nope aliens ya ghosts yes spirit (soul) yes soulmates yep reincarnation yes love at first sight kinda karma yes love in general yes luck no yourself nope crush who and when was your first crush dont want too remebberrrr any now wouldnt call it a crush a celebrity crush no who do you want to be with right now ben whos number do you want waa? who do you want to kiss ben ^-^ what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex why they are so competatvie if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be ... on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you 4? first thing noticed about the opposite sex eyes what do you look for personality-wise funny, crazzy , like me ;D biggest turn on kisses my neck biggest turn off bing a jackass something thay weat that turns you on leather something they wear that turns you off pink the most romantic thing you want to happen to you @.@ the most romantic thing that has happened to you ?.? what do you wear on a coffee date coffe date? is it right to flirt if you're taken no is cyber cheating o.0 wtf are eyes the passegeway to the soul yes who would you like to take to the prom i dont want to go to the damn prom do you want to hug somebody right now yes do you know what an aphrodisiac is it truns you on ... describe mellow layed back melancholy dark derpressed the perfect date anyware with the one you love the perfect mate *smiles* found them how m&m's are made i dont care XD why manhole covers are round so it can cover the hole one or the other coke/pepsi pepsi sprite/7-up thare the same boxers/briefs on who? gold/silver silver vanilla/chocolate vanilla flowers/candy flowers book/magazine book tv/radio radio glass half empty/half full glass half empty democrat/republican to hell with them all colored pencils/markers colored pencils coffee/tea coffee sun/moon moon day/night night hot/cold hot dog/cat dog button/zipper dont care cotton/feather pillow dont care blue/purple purple plumber/trashman ... jeans/shorts jeans ( i hate shorts) long distance relationship/none long distance relationship mechanical/regular pencil Pen matt/ben Ben! ^-^ that 70's show/simpsons simpsons kelso/eric dont care donna/jackie dont care bart/lisa bart romeo/juliet nether romantic comedy/thriller thriller nsync/bsb NONE peanut butter/jelly peanut butter waffles/pancakes pancakes letter/email both are good florida/california FL sucks XD pizza/burgers dont care hat/visor none football/rugby none iceskating/blading nonee movie at home/in theater home first thing you think of when you hear yellow bright red lipstick whore socks feet cowtipping lol sounds like fun moulin rouge Mr. Bright side greenland ice iceland Finland harry potter bad movie red Blood blackberry food rose Thorn rooster chickin taxes dad bill clinton XD whipped cream ^_~ george w. bush must die lollipops cady dreams odd love *smiles* guys most must die south park mr hanky boy bands must die pengiuns *pets* girls are really dumb thong o.0 death when? spoons spork junk mail damn thing dairy privite panties hope you have some on.. your father johnny pizza food britney spears DIE vitamin R are you happy yes sad not at the moment religious NO bitchy lol not as of now crazy Yep messy ya mad no slacker yes nerd kinda bookworm no jock no preppy Hell no selfish kinda giving ... obsessive no violent yes calm no peaceful no mellow yes eccentric no caring with some things untrustworthy no loyal tes patriotic no perverted hell ya colorful ?.? artistic kinda miscellanoues what color is your jacket black do you shave no where waaa what color is your razor why do you care what size is your bed to small what color crayon would you be red what are the last four digits of you phone number i dont know feelings on abortion you fucked you sould have the child how lond does it take you to shower 20 mins what does your screenname mean that i am Beyond Redemption thoughts on blonde pop stars in general dumb ass all hell who so you trust the most hmm hard to say is cussing a necessity in life yes how about coffee no is the world screwed yes what something you cant live without ben ^-^ what time did you fall asleep 11 ish know what 69 means yes u perv how about 143 ... can you live without a microwave yes what do think about death death is life where and when do you want to be married i dont know whats with all the marrige qestions? do you want to drop out of school no why is the sky blue buseuse what is a good trait about yourself dono what do you always think about stuff.. what is wrong with your school to manny retateds what is right with your school nothin how do you react to change okay i guess do you talk to yourself yes what is your opinion on love love is what it is can you afford to lose weight yes what color would you dye your hair blue or blood red best thing anyones told you that they love me what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot that they arint talking about me does being psycho appeal to you hell ya ^-^ if you wrote a book, what would it be about death what would you change your name to Lilith longest crush lasted how long i dont knoww tme finished 9;09 pm
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Friday, March 18, 2005
FRIDAY! im happy sue me XP
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[* dances to if I die tomorrow* yup im happy ^-^ love the happy ness of the wife of Luicifer!!! Lol]
Just got back from skool it’s a Friday yay ^-^
in home room the teacher was playing Guns and roses so i was actualy happy in the moring lol you see mee in homeroom singing thats what put mee in a good mood alll day GNR!!! ^__^
than this one really stupid bitch in history kept on asking it was Friday I really hope she goes to skool tomorrow and is like o0o it was Friday dumb whore XD lol but that didn’t bring my day down just made me laugh. And in gym class they made us just walk around the track yay no running. Lol as I was walking I was talking to my one friend I was making fun theses damn squeaky girls behind us so I put my hand on my hip and said “like hello im jenny like dose this make me looks like super cute?” Lol imagine a girl in all black long brown/black hair doing that lol I did that and scared her and my self.damn how the hell do they talk like that? Fuckin squeaky well happy Friday!!! Nothing else to say but
(Love the Lucifer sign I made for the occasion )
yay thank you all for coming to my site 3000 hits wow ^-^ and im #109 on the 500 most popular list thingy! Yay IM Popular lol right … :P
Qwiz of the day
You are capable of anything. People underestimate
you all the time. You are one of those psychos
who legitamately does not care. You have no
fear of death at all. People do not know it,
but you are a very dangerous
person.
Do you embrace DEATH ?
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yup that’s me!! It knows me
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
Talk dirty to me...
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[made a new wallpaper yesterday from castavina if you want to use go and check it out got bored and made it so if it looks crappy my bad]
I wonder why I came out the way I am today, its mostly from what my past has been like. Like what im so dark and “evil” is because of the death around me and the cruel ness of my brother. The crazy ness that’s just their lol. And the perverted ness is from my dad. Since I was 6 maybe him and me would go places and he would always play his music. Like Poison or Guns and roses and Kiss. And the lyrics are all mature wilt sexual innuendos and you see me as a 6 yr old singing along knowing all the words. And my dad would just pat me on the head and say good girl lol I have an odd father. But if my mom found out she would always bitch saying im not old enough lol but I wasn’t yet I didn’t know what “Welcome to the juggle” and “Look what the cat dragged in" meant but listin to them now and laugh.
Got to love the past hu? Well most of it some will just stay lost in the back of our minds yay now I must post the one song I cant stop singing from Poison “Talk Dirty To Me”
~Talk Dirty to Me~
You know I never
I never seen you look so good
You never act the way you should
But I like it
And I know you like it too
The way that I want you
I gotta have you
Oh yes, I do
You know I never
I never ever stay out late
You know that I can hardly wait
Just to see you
And I know you cannot wait
Wait to see me too
I gotta touch you
Cause baby we'll be
At the drive-in
In the old man's Ford
behind the bushes
till I'm screamin' for more
Down the basement
lock the cellar door
And baby
Talk dirty to me
You know I call you
I call you on the telephone
I'm only hoping that you're home
So I can hear you
When you say those words to me
And whisper so softly
I gotta hear you
Cause baby we'll be
At the drive-in
In the old man's Ford
behind the bushes
till I'm screamin' for more
Down the basement
lock the cellar door
And baby
Talk dirty to me
C.C. pick up that guitar and talk to me
Cause baby we'll be
At the drive-in
In the old man's Ford
behind the bushes
till I'm screamin' for more
Down the basement
lock the cellar door
And baby
Talk dirty to me
Lol I love that song ^__^ embrace the perv with in!
qwiz of the day
Your Brain is 40.00% Female, 60.00% Male
You have a total boy brain
Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts
And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...
You never like to get feelings too involved
is that a good thing? … well I never really act like a girl @.@ im am to male like!!!
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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[yay another site change castlevania ness yay ^-^]
Ello all
Nothing much happened today in skool
More people think im a psycho and a pervert now though lol
I was really happy today also witch scared most of the people ^_^
And I found my favorite ring!!!! Yay I shouldn’t take it off now should I?
Tomorrow is St Patrick’s Day so put on orange to spite the Irish!!
Well nothing else to say so random graphic time!
~take care sweetheatrs~
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Show me how defenseless you really are
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[I was going to rant or yell about stuff i was felling today but as I was typing it. it just came out as a poemish thing if you have an idea for a tile for it I could use it On to the rant poem thing]
Don’t you just love the facade of happiness?
Don’t you just want to see what truly lies within me?
Wouldn’t you love to see what lives behind the jaded smile?
I don’t want to turn back in to what I once was
I hide it with a mask
So no one sees my true self
Do you really wish to see the monster inside?
The self I put away two years ago
It is trying to break free
It wants to show its ugly face again
You’re my only restraint
Yet I cant keep it at bay
Why do I keep on trying?
Im slowly truing back
The evil will consume the innocence
Do I dare to walk this path again?
This mask I ware is cracking under the pressure
The demon with in is clawing to be free
Can I keep it under control?
For at lest your sake if not mine
You don’t want to see what lays behind my demon eyes
Qwiz of the day
Somewhere inside you lies true evil. Darkness
radiates through you like water flows through
the great lakes. Choose wisely in all your life
decisions , we all have means to change our
path.
a... DO YOU PERSONIFY DARKNESS OR LIGHT?
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Monday, March 14, 2005
The sacrament is you ...
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[15 day…till my birthday ^-^ im surprised I remembered for the past 3 yrs I forgot my birthday lol soo what did you all get me? :P]
Yesterday I cleaned my room all off it. Put things away vacuumed and dusted. I shocked my mom that I cleaned it at all. It looks better this way and I know ware everything is. This will be the last time in 4 yrs that I clean my room lol. Nothing else happened Sunday vary boring.
I want to change my icon soo ill let youz decide witch one I found a couple yesterday out of my boredom take and use them if you like also
The icons
a lot hu? But you have to love the icons
Quiz of the day
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
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the song o posted yesterday was Not mine “circle of fear” Is a song by the bad HIM I could never write anything as good as that ^^;; if you wish to hear a bit of the song go to http://www.heartagram.com/music/ (on to the post )
Friday
in skool I was mostly dead in homeroom meg was concerned about me because I was just sitting deadish not talking at all throughout the day. I was like that till lunch half way through something woke me up must have been the food I never eat lunch but Friday I was eating everyone’s food ^^;;
Than I went to the mall with brit and Meg
They made me dress up so I wore my red striped top with the badly places zippers (lol I have to take a pic with me warring it to show you what I mean)
Than I had my black skirt on and my boots.
Right from the begging brit was hitting on me!! *Twitch* XD than she got me a ring and said, “will you marry me” I knew she was joking lol and the ring was only a 1$ I just said yes to make her leave me alone! Lol and it worked
After that I was looking for fishnet stockings than I got some and put them on I was going to put them on whiting for Kate and steff out side but meg made me go change and the bathroom XD
Than we found Kate and steff finally we randomly walked around Meg found some other people and left us. Than I ventured into the cd store and got LOVE METAL *clams down * its him latest cd (even though it came out in 2003 I could never find it!) so I bought it than I had to run into brit again … that made us run away from them and we pretty much spent the rest of the time in barns and nobles buying read maga wile Kate was waiting for this guy to come lol but he never came poor Kate
Than as we where leaving the mall we found random plies of glitter in the mall in the parking lot every where and being us we picked it up and threw it at each other I got it in there hair but they got it down my shirt soo the whole drive home you see me looking down my top trying to get it out -.- lol than when I got home my dad was like “are you a hooker? What’s with the glitter and fishnet?!”
And now my dad thinks im a hooker o joy
Saturday
Woke up around 10 ish to my damn bother being at My house (he has his own house with my grandmothers he should stay there) so I go back into my room angry and fall back asleep than later my dad comes in says he’s going out taking my lil sister and bother with him im happy none ones home I can sleep in peace nope than my mom calls 6 damn time I pick up pissed off and she doesn’t know why -.- my mom is sooo smart! If you ever wake me up I will be mad at you
I never met anyone that could wake me up with out me mad at them for the rest of the day
Today
More sleep hopefully I dono its 12 am when I post so who know what the day will bring
Damn it I forgot I have homework guess ill do that sometime today also
Quiz of the day
You're Black. You're cruel, nasty-minded, and
simply put "Evil". You're probably a
really cool person to hang out with, if only
because of your Great Evil. Everyone likes the
badguys.
What's Your Inner Color? (anime images)
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