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Tuesday, February 8, 2005
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
I haven’t talked much in the past couple of days just posted some poems and what not well here is emotion rant time …
Well I feel like hell today I don’t feel like doing anything o have that feeling of just no livening anymore -.- I just want to be alone yet not alone?.? I want some one to care because I feel like no one cares. I want to be loved yet im scared of being hurt again
Another thing people are saying shit about me and they DONT EVEN KNOW ME damn it I can stand it its just like one yr ago around this time.... when I first stared to have the suicidal thoughts and I was cutting and Odin all the time than going to the mental heath place
Damnnit damnit damnit
DAMN my brother for making me feel like I shouldn’t live another day
Damn bobby for helping him with that (my ex …. )
Damn you people who think you know who I AM and jugging me
Maybe this world is better with out me like he said before…
I can’t take this anymore holding on why should I?
Is there a reason to any more? For who?
Thank you dad for caring
Thank you Kate, Steff Meg for being my friends
Thank you everyone here for listing to me
Thank you...
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Monday, February 7, 2005
Poem [Stone Heart]
You broke my heart again
Turned it to stone again
Chipping it away
It will be destroyed one day
My river of hope goes over the waterfall
Your poisoned kiss
Dragged me in
And you’re so called love
Kept me by your side
Than you break my heart
It turns to stone
It sheds neither blood nor tears
Seeing you makes my heart fall apart
It was doomed from the start
This lonely stone heart
Dose not beat
Still trying to hold on to what we’ve lost
The sun is setting
On this chemical romance
One last beat of my heart
Till it will fall apart
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Sunday, February 6, 2005
Poem ... [Where is my angel?]
Who’s my angel?
Who’s going to save me?
Take me in there arms and fly away
take me to another day
I hope you will come
save me from myself
save your self from me
take me away
take the pain away
don’t let me live another day
my angel
where you there
are you by my side
why wont you save me?
When will you save me
who are you?
My angel come and take the pain away...
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Friday, February 4, 2005
i just got up ...
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its 12 an here and i just woke up from my nap that i started at 4 pm .... SHIT!!!!!! i have english homework and i have to shower damn it...... and im still tired my god ill talk to yall later
night ...
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Thursday, February 3, 2005
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Ello all
Its Thursday woot one more day till Friday. This week was so tiring but I haven’t really done anything! Only got abused by a volleyball….
~+~+~
My friend Joey came over yesterday we talked about video games and what not till I knew what he was going to ask me next.
Joey: so do you have a boyfriend?
Me: do you? (he’s gay lol and I have to ask him :P)
Joey: im talking about you here
Me: no why?
Joey: cuz you should have one you’re a beautiful 16 year old girl
Me: no im not and im 14 not 16
Joey: o0o could have fooled me
He always asks if I have a bf … weirdo my mom and him always ask that why I dono … yes having one would be nice but it has to be someone I trust and want not im not one to go out with some one just for the hell of it like o im bored lets get a bf than a week later you dump them for no reason I think is just retarded … you should like and or love the person you are dating XD damn ppl in my skool are all about how they look together and what not that’s why I would never go out with anyone in my skool lol I dono who I would go out with but I do like some one ^_~ haha and no one will ever know who :P
Quiz of the day:
! You are most Like A Sapphire !
Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
deep
beauty. Delicate, and shy you try to stay away from
the
limelight but often your intelligence puts you in
at the
deep end. You're like a Sapphire, because, your
beauty is priceless.
You're intelligent, full of opinions, and not
big-headed about it all.
Sometimes you need to put yourself out there, as
you can be a bit shy.
Congratulations ... You're the mysterious gem
everybody wants to have and learn more about.
?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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~take care sweethearts~
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005
“I might be a little young but honey I ain't naïve”
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Ello all (sorry I don’t think I got to anyone’s site yester day -.-)
I feel like hell every one seams to be sick so im most likely sick and I hurt all over from getting hit in the head with the volley ball 4 times falling down the stairs and what not -.-
So im just going to post a song today YAY FOR MUSIC ^^;;
Rocket Queen by Guns N' Roses
If I say I don't need anyone
I can say these things to you
'cause
I can turn on anyone
Just like I've turned on you
I've got a tongue like a razor
A sweet switchblade knife
And I can do you favors
But then you'll do whatever I like
Here I am
And you're a Rocket Queen
I might be a little young
But Honey I ain't naive
Here I am
And you're a Rocket Queen oh yeah
I might be too much
But honey you're a bit obscene
I've seen everything imaginable
Pass before these eyes
I've had everything that's tangible
Honey you'd be surprised
I'm a sexual innuendo
In this burned out paradise
If you turn me on to anything
You better turn me on tonight
Here I am
And you're a Rocket Queen
I might be a little young
But Honey I ain't naive
Here I am
And you're a Rocket Queen oh yeah
I might be too much
But honey you're a bit obscene
(x2)
I see you standin'
Standin' on your own
It's such a lonely place for you
For you to be
If you need a shoulder
Or if you need a friend
I'll be here standing
Until the bitter end
No one needs the sorrow
No one needs the pain
I hate to see you
Walking out there
Out in the rain
So don't chastise me
Or think I, I mean you harm
Of those that take you
Leave you strung out
Much too far
Baby-yeah
Don't ever leave me
Say you'll always be there
All I ever wanted
Was for you
To know that I care
[got to love that song goes from pervy to sweet! ^_^]
~take care sweethearts~
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005
Randomnes..
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Ello all today was better than yesterday and every one that offered to kill my brother… when can ya come to Nj? ^^;;
I had some wired conversations with my classmates today
~First one was with me and my friend Kevin
Kevin: Jenn!
Me: what?
Kevin: you should work at hooters
Me: O.0 err….
Kevin: ^_^
Me: why?
Kevin: cuz you could! and they are hiring
~ Second conversion was with this dude in my study hall
Dude: your Chris’s sister right?
Me: no im his mother XD
Dude: really
Me: no!
Dude: o … do youz get along
Me: V.V;; if you call wanting to kill each other getting along…
~Third conversation was with my friend dale in science class.
Dale: what did you get this marking period?
Me: D ….
Dale: HA I got a D+
Me: lol that’s not that much better than me…
Dale: so I beat you XP
~Last me talking to Nikkei in gym class
Nikki: when’s your brother going to the army?
Me: LOL him in the army?
Nikki: ya he said he’s leaving this march for the army
Me: o0o that’s his lie for him dropping out when he turns 16? Lol
Love the wired and funny things I talk about with people!
Quiz of the day:
You are Loss.
Your life defines tragedy. You have experienced
great hardships on an unimaginable scale and it
has jaded your view of life.
What Emotion Are You?
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~take care sweethearts~
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Monday, January 31, 2005
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Ello all
How was your weekend?
I have cuts all over my arms yay [not] damn brother *grumbles* people are going to think im a cutter now XD (witch im not) im just not right in the mind … I haven’t try to kill my self at all this year… ya next subject! (oo0oo there is no other subject ^^;;)
Quiz of the day:
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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~take care sweethearts~
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