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Monday, December 20, 2004
snow damn you!!!!!!
elllo im whaitin to see if i get a snow day nothing reallly else to post soo here is a reallllly long servay ^_^ read if you wish to know more about me
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What is your name? Jennifer Barany Are you named after anyone? nope What's your screename? Luicifers wife Would you name a child of yours after you? no If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? Dale If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? i dont think i would switch Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? jenifer Would you drop your last name if you became famous? nope Basics Your gender: Female Straight/Gay/Bi: Straght Single? ya... If not, do you want to be? ?.? Birthdate: March 29 Your age: 14 Age you act: from 8 to 18 lol Age you wish you were: 21 Your height: 5'7 Eye color: gray Happy with it? mehh Hair color: blond Happy with it? no Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty Your living arrangement: with my mom/dad Your family: mom dad lil bro lil sis Have any pets? 4 cats Whats your job? skool Piercings? ears Tattoos? on the way Obsessions? HIM Addictions? Ville Valo Do you speak another language? lil bits of french Have a favorite quote? in the end it dosent evin matter Do you have a webpage? no Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you live in the moment? yes Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yup Do you have any secrets? no Do you hate yourself? yes Do you like your handwriting? no Do you have any bad habits? not really What is the compliment you get from most people? "i like your hair" If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? errr What's your biggest fear? i dono Can you sing? no Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? nope Are you a loner? ya What are your #1 priorities in life? find someone who loves me ^^;; If you were another person, would you be friends with you? lol maybe Are you a daredevil? ya Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? i just hate my slef Are you passive or agressive? passive Do you have a journal? yes What is your greatest strength and weakness? stength: pysical strength weakness: careing to much If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? everthing Do you think you are emotionally strong? no Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? well... Do you think life has been good so far? kinda What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? live love burn die What do you like the most about your body? nothing And least? everthing Do you think you are good looking? .... no..... Are you confident? look at the qestions above what do you think? What is the fictional character you are most like? murikai Are you perceived wrongly? yup Do You... Smoke? no Do drugs? no Read the newspaper? not really Pray? no! Go to church? No Talk to strangers who IM you? yup Sleep with stuffed animals? not since i was 5 Take walks in the rain? ya Talk to people even though you hate them? no Drive? no Like to drive fast? i cant drive how do i drvie fast? Would or Have You Ever? Liked your voice? no Hurt yourself? yes Been out of the country? nope Eaten something that made other people sick? no Been in love? ya... Done drugs? no Gone skinny dipping? no .. why ya want me to?! Had a medical emergency? yes Had surgery? no Ran away from home? yes Played strip poker? lol no Gotten beaten up? yes Beaten someone up? yup Been picked on? yes Been on stage? ya Slept outdoors? no Thought about suicide? yes Pulled an all nighter? yup If yes, what is your record? 2 weeks Gone one day without food? yep Talked on the phone all night? yup Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? i never been in a bed ever with the opposte sex let alone sleep Slept all day? hell ya Killed someone? no Made out with a stranger? no! Had sex with a stranger? NO Thought you're going crazy? yes Kissed the same sex? nooo Done anything sexual with the same sex? o.o noooo Been betrayed? yes Had a dream that came true? no Broken the law? yup Met a famous person? no Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no On purpose? nooo Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? naw Stolen anything? ya Been on radio/tv? no Been in a mosh-pit? yup Had a nervous breakdown? yes Bungee jumped? no but i would Had a dream that kept coming back? yes Beliefs Belive in life on other planets? yes Miracles? no Astrology? yes Magic? no God? NO Satan? no Santa? no Ghosts? yes Luck? naw Love at first sight? no Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yes Witches? yes Easter bunny? noo Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? not unless a man can show me... soo no Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? lol i wish Do you wish on stars? naw Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? nope Do you think God has a gender? thare has to be a god first... Do you believe in organized religion? no Where do you think we go when we die? 6 feet under Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes Who is your best friend? cant pick Who's the one person that knows most about you? kate/meg/steff What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? i dono Your favourite inside joke? TEA TIME Thing you're picked on most about? how i look -.- Who's your longest known friend? err dono Newest? kevan Shyest? meg Funniest? kate Sweetest? all are reallly sweet Closest? all of them are close Weirdest? kate Smartest? meg Ditziest? coutny/kt Friends you miss being close to the most? i dono Last person you talked to online? kate Who do you talk to most online? kate/steff/coutny Who are you on the phone with most? kate Who do you trust most? all Who listens to your problems? all Who do you fight most with? brit Who's the nicest? alll Who's the most outgoing? kate/coutny Who's the best singer? kate Who's on your shit-list? betty Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? nooo! Who's your second family? friends Do you always feel understood? no Who's the loudest friend? kate Do you trust others easily? no Who's house were you last at? kate Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: iv havent been in any ones arms lately... Do your friends know you? yep Friend that lives farthest away: the ones that live in england Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake? no What do you find romantic? holding hands ^^ Turn-on? long/shagy hair on a guy Turn-off? jerks First kiss? never been kissed -.- If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? errr Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going yes Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out yes i have Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv ya Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? nooo why would they? What is best about the opposite sex? umm ???? What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? ?.? What's the last present someone gave you? a shirt Are you in love? @.@ errrr Do you consider your significant other hot? i dono i dont have onee Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you? granfather You wanted to kill? chris That you laughed at? kate That laughed at you? kate That turned you on? no one XD You went shopping with? kate/steff That broke your heart? i dont really wanna say To disappoint you? mom To ask you out? none To make you cry? gose along with the broken heart... To brighten up your day? all my friends That you thought about? You saw a movie with? steff/kate You talked to on the phone? brit You talked to through IM/ICQ? kate You saw? dad You lost? grandpa Right This Moment... Are you going out? no Will it be with your significant other? thare is no significant other!! Or some random person? XD What are you wearing right now? black pants and t shirt Body part you're touching right now: head What are you worried about right now? lots of stuff What book are you reading? nothung What's on your mousepad? Dell Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: confuesed,fedup,lonley,unwanted,cold Are you bored? yes Are you tired? no Are you talking to anyone online? no Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no Are you lonely or content? lonely Are you listening to music? yup
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
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Ello all
Whattts uppp? (Ya im hyper)
Gone x mas shopping again got lil odds and ends for my friends and I stared to wrap the gifts lol my favorite part
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My sister and lil bro have a Christmas pageant today at church. They are both wise men. But it should be wise man as woman XD im not going one its too early like at 9 am and 2 I haven’t gone to church in 3 yrs ( I have my reasons) I hope they do well
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My dad has wayyy to many x mas lights up all around the house than on the wire going forum the house to the pole thing. Also blow up some men and stuff and light up candy kain. Damn its like Santa threw up in my font law!
Enough of me ranting its bed time … I have to post at different times *yawnz *
NIGHT!
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
i wanna know the answers NO MORE LIES!
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Ello all * yawn * I must go to bed after this I been up all day with school and x -mas shopping! list of what i got for who ^^;
Meg- an Ozzy shirt
Kate- can’t tell she’s on the site and will rewind the surprise
Steff- ditto
Brit – ditto
Courtney- ditto
Dave- ditto
Austin [kates bf] - Wild strawberry lube lol I think he’ll laugh his ass off at it…
Rebecca – body spray
Kyle- candy
My dad – a dale enrhartd book
And than I got all of them side gifts also like lil things ^^;; got to love the gift giving!!
Now I have to rap all the gifts …. But it can’t be in fount of my dad lol ill be home alone again anyway so ill do it than
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Randomly today my dad asked me how much an I -pod was … and im like why? Oh no reason XD got to love it when the tell you what they are getting you but I dint want anything in the first place soo ya.
Sorry for such a short post and not getting to everyone’s site ^^;;
z.Z soo sleepy * rest head on pc screen*
NIGHT!
Ps: look at my newist fan art posted 2 days ago its my heart! :P
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Friday, December 17, 2004
So kiss me like you did My heart stopped beating Such a softer sin
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Ello all
Im felling better today my throat still hurts but im not coffin up blood anymore ^^
I sat out of gym cuz I didn’t want to run around and coughing up blood
I am going X mas shopping today and what its like 7 days till x mas damn im soo slow -.- hope I can get all the shopping done in one day with like 90$ and I have like 3 males (maybe 2 males) and 6 females to shop for not including my lil bro and sis XD soo little time.
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People been asking me what I want nothing really anything some one can buy its more of a feeling XD lol i think im confusing yall
Ill be happy if my friends are happy with there gifts ^_^
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Yesterday was my one year anniversary on becoming a Myo member ^__^ I have been here a yr wow I met soo many awesome people here *hugs all* this is one of the coolest community ever! And I hope to stay for a couple of years to come. Thank you every one who comes to my site and comments it means a lot to me that yall are my friends (lol sounds corny!)
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
I won't let this build up inside of me
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ello all
sorry if i didnt get to everyone site yet again yesterday .... it was not reallly a good day for me i think im sick XD im coffin up blood than my mom made me go to skool (and im going to day!) than when i got home no one was thare -.- i wont go in to detales lets just say i had a bad day....
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heres a song to deiscribe how i feel right now-
Taproot~ Sumtimes:
What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Of deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasn’t me
I’d still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I’m in control
and I'm losing it
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’m beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’ll be alright
Be alright
im not beautiful....
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
My weakness is that I care too much ,My scars remind me that the past is real
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Ello all
Sorry I dint get to everyone’s site yesterday I was zoning randomly ^^;; I think im sick or im in one of those moods where im not happy yet not sad its vary odd…
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Today in homeroom we got surveys and we have to fill them out to see whom we are computable with
Some of the questions where “ what makes a person beautiful?”
You had multiple choices answers I put “their heart”
Than there was another one “what’s your clothing style” my answer “ black with chains”
And than “what height do you prefer?” (Im guessing for your love interest?) I said “telephone pole height” lol I like them tall ^_~
How this or any of the other questions will help us find people that we are computable with beats me. Wired skool trying to hook us up…
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I made a poem today it was completely random came to while I was sitting zoning out lol
Hope you like it tell me what you think
Devil Queen:
She has a soul of an angel
And the heart of a devil
The darkness consumes the light
Innocent eyes
Evil smirk
God thru her out
He took her in
Never totally evil
Nor completely innocent
Murderous stair
With a genital touch
Living in the shadows and daylight
Sinfully sweet
Dancing thru the twilight
She has a soul of a devil
And the heart of an angle
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Listing to: Tainted Love ~Soft cell
Time: 12:00am
Quiz of the day:
Water. Whatever you do, where or when, you do it
with all of your heart. You listen to your
heart and all of your emotions are true
non-acting. Friends are very importent to you
and you will do anything for them. You're the
most dreamy of all 4 elements.
What is your element?
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
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Ello all again
…. Ya my sister join than deletes her site nice I know XD
Nothing really happened yesterday expected I made a lot of banners and stuff for my friends lol and I must post them now!
The last 3 are ones I can personalize and if any of you want your own banner just ask ^^;;
And ill have them in about a day (speedy delivery)
Time:12:01 am
Listing to: Lacuna Coil ~ heavens a lie
Quiz: no quiz
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Monday, December 13, 2004
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Coldness
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Ello all what’s up * covers self in blanket*
How yall doing?
I changed the site around again with a Used background and Ville Vallo banner [that I made LOVE PAINT SHOP]^_^ looks nice and frosty just in time for the snow!
And ill leave yall with my newest poem. What its about is what i think about love ..... -.-
Questions of the past:
Would you care?
If I ever cried?
If I ever died?
In this place
I am nothing more than a disgrace
Love all the scars on my face
This was to fast of a pace
Dose it even matter
It would have never worked out
No bother looking now
You will not come
Its closer to the end than ever
Im angry? Im confused!
Are you anything to me
Could you save me?
Would you save me?
I knew this would never last
So lets live in the past
I hope yall liked it tell me what ya think
Listing to: Sliver And Cold ~ AFI
Time: 12:04 Am
Quiz of the day:
Horror Punk - Haha, your a fun person to be around,
as long as your not the person your trying to
scare. You see every day as Halloween, and get
confused for goth commonly, but its just the
clothes not the ideals.
What type of punk are you?
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