Wednesday, October 13, 2004

   YAY!!!

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Ello all I finally am a senor artist ^_^ took almost a yr but know I can submit my art (lol if you want to call it that) and my greetings [ iv posted some all ready just scroll down to look] I bet ill have more greetings than art ^^;; Another thing I GOT 2000 HITZ thank you all for coming to my site and commenting signing my guest book and all for this to happen lol ~~~~~~ Song of the day: River by Breed 77 In the morning I am empty, of everything I used to be, I will write away my feelings, so no one would ever read, If I had all of the answers, I could pour salt on my wounds, I could fill this room with sorrow, still no one ever see, I want to wake up and drink from your river, I want to reach out and tear down the sky, To know I'm alive, I wanna learn how to feel without bleeding, I want to learn how to live by your side, You're no longer mine. Why- We gotta swim against the tide to each other, Find me on the side of the river, and wow. If I offered you a picture, and the paint is yet to dry, Could you live with just a whisper, A flower is meant to die, If I had all of the answers, I could pour salt on my wounds, I could fill this room with sorrow, still no one ever see, I want to wake up and drink from your river, I want to reach out and tear down the sky, To know I'm alive, I wanna learn how to feel without bleeding, I want to learn how to live by your side, To know that you're mine. And Why- We gotta swim against the tide to each other, Find me on the side of the river, And Why- We gotta swim against the tide to each other, Find me on the side of the river. Listing to:Janies Got A Gun~Aerosmith Talking to: Steff and Dan Mood: cold /don’t wanna get out of bed Time: 8:22am Quiz: Lost. You find yourself lost in the world today where so many are happy. You suffer every day knowing that it may be the worlds last and you want desperatly to leave your life but somehow you find that you cant. Maybe because you have some one you love or someone who needs you. what kind of personality do you have? brought to you by Quizilla

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Live Love Burn DIE!

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Ello all Just got back from skool XD the good thing is I don’t have to go in till 10:30 am tomorrow Yay more sleep! Lol Well on the way back home today from skool my dad asked me if I wanted the car I was like no it’s a car a ford and its blue! I want a black Chevy pickup truck >.< but than my dad said he wanted me to live to my 18th birthday lol he thinks I would get killed in a pickup truck …. ~~~ I changed my site around again its all bloody and red what do you think of it? Song of the day: Sooner Or Later by Breaking Benjamin I want a normal life just like a new born child I am a lover hater I am an instigator You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I'll learn to love to hate it I am not integrated Just call my name You'll be okay Your scream is buring through my veins Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away You're like an infantile I knew it all the while You sit and try to play me Just like you see on tv I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it Listing to: So Cold ~ Breaking Benjamin Talking to: no one Mood: content Time: 3:30 pm Quiz: You're an Espresso What Kind of Coffee are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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Monday, October 11, 2004

Just one kiss and I'm alive One kiss and I'm ready to die

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Ello all I will not leave cuz how could I leave yall? ^^;; lol I have been here for almost a yr I cant just throw that away now XD I just might have fewer posts till my life is less hectic or whatever you want to call it . It seems I have more stuff to do so ill really try to get to this but if I cant I can’t. (If I ever talk about leaving again hit me with a book or somthing :P) Well nothing much to talk about.. Must go to school in 4 hrs XD damn school ok maybe I have one thing to talk about ParnoidPerson posted a pic from the mall lol it looks really bad I must have closed my eyes and she was going to hit us with a pieces of wood lol if you want to see it go to her site Song of the day: Pretending~ HIM Love is a flame that can't be tamed And though we are its willing prey, my darling We are not the ones to blame Trust is a word all lovers know The glorious art of staining souls, my darling We are not the ones to blame The more we have the more we want And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby It always ends up in tears So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending it's alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending It's alright When doubts arise the game begins The one we will never win, my baby It always ends up in tears... So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending it's alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending It's alright So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending it's alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending It's alright Love is a flame that can't be tamed And though we are its willing prey, my darling We are not the ones to blame Listing to: Love you like I do ~HIM Talking to: no one Mood: err? Time:4:32 am Quiz: Your soul is STEADFAST. You are a fiercely loyal person who would never cross a loved one. People always know they can rely on you and your dependability is well-known. You're probably a little on the quiet side, but your faithfulness is never doubted, and you always back up your kith and kin whether they want or need it or not. You are a dependable and trusted soul. What Is Your Soul's Trait? brought to you by Quizilla

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Set me free Cause I think you need my soul

sorry every one i havent been to your sites as much i dont have alot of time to go arownd like i uesd to
this wont be a fancy post i dont feel like puting the code up XD

i might leave myO its been grate but i dono if i wanna stay,its a grate site and i love all you that i befriended but i just dont know @.@ (love my confusion)

this might be my last post for alwile or forever .... who knows i have to think about it



listing to: i dont want to miss a thing ~Aerosmith

talking to: no one

mood: meh

time: 10:48am

qwiz:

Your kind of beauty is mysterious. You are not a
very open person so you can be hard to figure
out. Some people would say ALL girls are this
way but your mysteriousness is intriguing and
makes people want to find out more about you.
Your beauty is like a pair os eyes. So pretty,
so deep, and yet they hold so much emotion that
you have to look hard to see. You're pretty
intoverted so you talk a lot less than some of
the people you might know and when you do it's
probably very soft and calm. You don't really
like the way you look but trust me, you're
beauty is special and desirable.(If you can't
see tje pics, go to my homepage and look near
the bottom and find your result)


What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla

lol rightttt ...

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Saturday, October 9, 2004

There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world

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Ello all I went to the mall with my friends lol we walked around and where really retarded like usually we took pictures of us doing wired stuff like wearing hats and hugging lol got to love it but my friend wont up loud them XD (up loud them Steff!) I also got the mail yesterday and im going to have another one of my poems published ^_^ so ill have 3 poems in 3 different books @.@ lol and I might win some money Yay here is the newest one to be published Shredded: Rip my wings out so I can fly Tear my eyes out so I never cry Grab my hand and take it all away Shred my heart up so I can't feel the pain Take my voice so there is no silence Fallow me thru this winding road You stole my soul so I only have faith in you You make me feel like never before I tear my heart out to give you I rip my wings out so I can Fly away with you Listing to: Set Me Free by Velvet Revolver Talking to: John Mood: happy/drowsy Time: 3:23 pm Quiz: You are the chinese element of Water. People who are under the element of Water are creative, independent and intelligent. Water you are a dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have hidden agendas. The color of water is black, and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the season in which Water shines and it's months are October/November. Your weather condition is cold. Water is the direction of north, and your day is Wednesday, while your planet is Mercury. Animals under your element are usually shelled. People under you are Turks. Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty, your sound is moaning and your virtue is knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You were created by Metal and control Fire. Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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Friday, October 8, 2004

I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine

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Ello all Today was a good day ^_^ I got my skool pictures back today and we should get our Ids soon ill post my pic once I up loud it XD even though it ant that good what else happened my brothers friends walked up to me being ass wipes (why dose he have to fuck up my life?) XD but than he was all nice to meee so he confused me than in French class we had to talk with all different partners and I get partnered with all the men XD but it was kool they are all really nice but really tall ^^;; I like it when boys are taller than me lol Enough of me ranting how was your day? ~~~ Song of the day: I don't wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith~ I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss Well, I just wanna be with you Right here with you, just like this I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do 'Cause I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss a thing Listing to:Right side of the bed by Atreyu Talking to:betty Mood: tired/happy lol Time: 12:08am Quiz: Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... delicious Your hugs are... to die for Your eyes... burn into my heart Your touch is... awakening my heart Your smell is... refreshing Your smile is... encouraging Your love is... unique Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Thursday, October 7, 2004

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?

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Hell-o all My day was wired they day went by really fast but than during heath it went really slow I had to read my response to the question “what are your feelings about sex” it was really odd they all just looked at me XD Than was a statement made by the teacher about why girls go out with older men because they are more mature and that they want to be wanted (who doesn’t want to be wanted I know I do…) so it was wired in health and we get to continue it XP but I think the boys my age are immature they laugh at the female reproductive system chart and have a new gf every week and most of my friends have older bfs im not saying it right or wrong all it is is love: P and age shouldn’t really matter -_-_-_-_-_-_- The song I can’t get out of my head now I must post it Right Side Of The Bed ~ By Atreyu: And I can see her now Dancing around, her drink in hand All her baggage in tow I just want to forget and let go Of all the joy, all of the pain I took your guilt and placed it into me And now I kiss it goodbye Our last chance ended fatall Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died And there she goes again Another masquerade in false circumstance She'll fuck you just for the taste I just wish I could replace all the memories Of what makes my blood run cold And as your blood flows through me I say goodbye to what we had She came and went I gnawed through my lip Makeup smeared in her eyes Each sob's a reason to say goodbye. Sometimes when you're holding on You'll never see the light With flowers in her hair Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right I felt so wrong Listing to:you give love a bad name coverd by Atreyu Talking to:no one Mood: tired Time: 5:18am Quiz: You are Innocent- You have never had sex and you don't really plan on it. You are completely oblivious to when a guy comes on to you. You are sweet and look quite childish and that is why guys like you. What anime girl resides in you? brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

Your kisses infect me The dark gift is loving you

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Ello all Nothing much going on again … I have a since test today joy but besides that nothing ^^;; So ill have another random post whare I want to learn more about youz im just going to ask random questions and if you want you can answer 1) What is your name? [Yes some of u I don’t know your name] (Jennifer m barany) 2) What color are the walls in your room? (Yellow brown and green all splashed together) 3) Who is your best friend? (Hmm there cant be only one I love then all) 4) What is your favorite song? (In joy and sorrow by him) 5) What are you feelings about sex? [lol from my health hw] (Should be with the person you love) 6) What is your favorite subject in skool? (Dose sleeping in study hall count?) 7) What color are your eyes? (They change from blue to gray to green and it scares my friends) 8) What’s your favorite flower? (Blue roses & white chrysanthemums) 9) If you could have a different name what would u want it to be? (Lilith) 10) Angels or demons? (Fallen angles :P) 11) What are you scared of? (My brother…) 12) Do you have a bf/gf? (yes… =^.^=) 13) What do you think of when I say Finland? (HIM!) 14) How many scars do you have on your body? (Hmm lest look XD about 10 on my arm) 15) Didn’t you love the questions? Lol? (I hope you do) Yay done with random questions hope I learn something about you from my lovely questions ^^;; Listing to:Dilated by Atreyu Talking to: no one Mood: content Time:1:00am Quiz: You're a romantic kisser...you're in love and so is your lover! You just can't get your eyes from each other! What anime kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla Questions: Q: C'mon baby, tell me, what's the word? A: anit that more of a statement? Oo I know the word Korn

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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections away

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Ello all I have a history test today and nothing else is going on in my life really XD o joy, sooo this is a random post ware I post all my friends I have on my still growing list ^^ If I know your name its next to your SN ^^;; A Fire Inside Afu Mush amidamaru AngelorDevil09 Angie Lee Lee animefiregoddess animeluv Apollo64 ayalovesvidel babypetsarekool BebopGirl83 BelovedXvampire bgunslinger666 big willy D ED BlackHeart00 BlackMagic Bloodscar blu moon Broken Blade cardcaptorryoko CelinaR CelluloidxDreams Chibisammy ChibiSherube484 Chiciro chimaira John chunkymonkeygirl cloud rider clowangel Crimson Fox curlysam Dark Necrofear DarkDan102 Dan darkeangel DarkestDragon darkraven Demon Fairy Sin demonkid DemonMessiah matt Demonsprite deswitat123 dustbunny690 efreet Ezzel Fae Tsukiakira FalenFarFromGrace Fire knight Fledglingvamp forbbidin child forgotten619 fried ryce frostblade Ganon6d9 goku162002 GreenMageCassidy Guardian Angel gundam x GUNgrAve 67 HeartOfSword Hellmaster9801 HSS HunterStryker83 iamd14u2nv IAmKagome inorganicangel InuLuv JamalXIII Jaxx jenjen jessicka Kairisan karasukurama Kenshyou Harpuia Kirby Freak kirby3157 Kitsune Gurl KittieOfDoom Kattie Kiyoshi-Uchia kout3uka LaceratedWings Lady Himura LEMONed lil mexico Lintu Little Angel lizzie2009 lost soul LOTR mAnGosAgOGo Memento mori miko of light Mitsurugi703 betty miyoko3 MoonChildKirei Nehszriah NIGHT Night shade nishin kenshin OverHyper Pain XIX ParnoidPerson kate! pigy Psy purplebeef RayMay Rebecca Red Phoenix Riceballs Rikku01 Ruri Illuser Brit Rurouni Sakura 01 Sakurayumi sazzahi setokibia ShikyoKasu Shinigami shippo gal shygirl sickpunk9 sos Soulstealer StrangeAngel159 Steff StrikeGundam studdedblood coutrny sweet lil angel sweetestkuma Tea Tepocoora Terra Zero the fizz TheDarkComing Tiago TOTALIMMORTAL Uzali vampiremage666 vermingaard Vicious 2 VileFantom Dave weirdpunk1 wg1 WillowCorpseMook MEG!!! Winged Youki witchchick2000 wolfkiba Wolfy xKatanax xXGothicChicXx XxLinkinParkxX Yukina Yunarena13 Zero Tolerance Zig Zag Lol long hu? Listing to: Hand Of God by HIM Talking to:no one Mood: happy yet sleepy Time: 12:03am Quiz: You should be dating a Scorpio. 23 October - 21 November Your mate is passionately caring, dynamic and sensual. Though he or she can be self-destructive, ruthless or overbearing, the scorpion's sex life involves releasing his/her most pent-up passions. What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To? brought to you by Quizilla hmmm must find a Scorpio… lol Questions: Q: Can you tell ME what Binary means? A: I think I know what it Is now 010011010010010010001 ^_^ lol Q: Q: What the hell does "Woot" mean anyway? A: woot another way to say Yay with out saying Yay :P

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Monday, October 4, 2004

Shot through the heart And you’re to blame you give love a bad name

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Ello every one how was your week end? Mine was odd to say the least I talked my sister it was wired ill write it out for yall… My sister and me:. Bri: “jen you got bigger” Me: “how so?” Bri:”taller” Bri: “and bigger boobs” Me: “o thank u for noticing” (looks at her odd) Bri: “when do I get booobs?” Me: >.> “when you are older” Bri: “is that when I can have a boyfriend?” Me: “ ya when you’re older” Bri: “like you?” Me: “sure why not” Bri: “ than why don’t you have a boyfriend” Me: “all the boys I know think im to young or are retarded” Bri: “ oOo but your pretty you should have one” Me: “lol right like who?” Bri:” I don’t know” Me: “not like I do” I finally walk away not wanting to talk about it anymore My family is soooo odd XD And this happened Sunday with my lil sister who is only 6 ant she funny? ^^;; ~~~ no poems today go to http://www.fictionpress.com/~luicferswife to see all my other poems ^_^ Listing to:Sooner Or Later By Breaking Benjamin Talking to: no one (some one imed me yesterday and I was way from the pc im sorry ^^;;) Mood: ok Time: 12:15 am Quiz: You have lonely eyes What kind of anime eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla Questions: Q: What is binary? A: Betty ask some one who cares XD Q: are YOU skippy? A: I don’t know …. Maybe

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