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ello alll its reallly early for me 5 am XD I have to be in skool in 2 hrs I think T.T I feel better but I still don't wannna go to tired and I just dont realy like skool... its too early for anything right now XD I must have coffie and I wont really be postiong at 12 am anymore maybe on the week ends and stuuf but thats it most likely at 5am or 2:30pm or maybe both now I must find my eye make up and shoes and see what this first day of high skool brings [ ill post what happens latter today] now off to your sites
listing to: fan
talking to : mom
Time: 5:20 am
Mood: im like the living dead
Qwiz:
You're a saver...a protective friend...you worry a
lot about your friends and like to be around
when things get messy, so that you can help
them! For you it's not only friendship but also
a guardianship. Yep! Nice friends take care of
each other...
What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004
I'm holding very tight I'm riding in the midnight blue I'm finding I can fly so high above with you
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ello all im sooo sorry i did not get to all your sites yesterday and i might not today i got sick T.T
im dizzy i cant eat (cuz it will come back up) and i have a headake alll one day befor skool starts XD
and the fact that my ass hole brother came over today did not help at all that jerk just made fun of me... said he was going to push me down the stairs suck a wonderfull brother (sarcasum) i just cant take him any more
also i lost my glasses so if you reallly dont under stand this i am sorry i cant really spell when i can see soo it is most likely alot wose now im just haveing a GRATE day..... well im dont ranting about my bad day and i hope yallls day was better than mine
listing to: the tv
talking to: the wall
Moood: icky
Time: 12:00am
Qwiz:
Disorder Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Very High Schizotypal: High Antisocial: High Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --
i only understand the borederline ... yup i am borderline XD
~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
If i wake before i die rescue me with your smile
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ello all if i didnt get to your site yesterday sorry i will try today/night im only on till 12;30 soo ill see what i can do XD im on my dads pc yet again cuz my pc wont go on the internet at all thare is an IP adress but it keeps on flickerin on and off the internet than it closes the internet damn thing o well
IM HAPPPY ^_^ i got the mail today and anither company want to publish one of my poems YAY i signed off on it today and will mail it tomarow weeeeee im going to have 2 difint poems in 2 dfrrint books 'an ode for cruelty' in one and 'Perfect' will go in another yay im just happpy that they are going in to the boooks i cont bevlie ppl want to publish them ^_^
here they are again if you forgot which poems they where:
Perfect:
You taste my tears as I sob
You feel me shake
As you held me close
All I can do is hold on
I try to be strong
Ill stand by your side and never fade
My feelings only grow
As the days go by
You take my hand
And guide me thru life
When this began
I never knew it would last
But you helped me forget the past
Your there for me no matter what
I found you and would never let you go
You made me feel special
You made me perfect
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An ode for cruelty:
You withered his rose before his time should have came
Making me dig his grave with my broken heart
And water his flowers with my many tears
You took him away like many others
You didn’t ask you don’t care
I didn’t get to say goodbye
I prayed to a god who's deaf and blind
Because you took him before his time
It seems like a nightmare
So when will I be able to wake up from it?
It all has to come to a end but why now why than
It’s been a year and more and more tears come from my sad eyes
I still want to know why he had to die
im just sooo happppy *hug*
listing to: nothing reallly
talking to: no one
Moood: HAPPPY ( i think you would have known that by now)
Time:12:09am
Qwiz:
Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure
You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.
.::=What type of mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Monday, August 30, 2004
Ashamed of the shattered remains Of promises made
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ello alll XD if i dont get to any one site today it cuz my pc is all scrwed up i cant get on the internet AIM yahoo or anything i dont know what happend it was working fine all good like always but than i try to ues the internet and it wont come up or any thing XDD
im on my dads pc right now and he dont know and if he wakes up im in deep Sh@# ^^;;
i dont know what i did wrong at alll i will try to get to your site really i will but my mom is coming home in like 25 to 20 mins and taking me out to eat (ya at midnight thats owr bonging time) do yall like the mooon ness? i changed the site around aliite ^_^
nothing else to say i whaiting for the phone to ring to tell me my moms like almost home .... what else
[Edit]: just got back from the diner with my mom she we had a goood talk ^^ than on the way home the car staldded T.T and she forgot to get gass soo smart and when i got inside i had to wash my cat cuz my lii sister poured perfume on him (poor cat) and i can now tell you he is scared of the shower XD and he wont let me nere him to dry him (i tryed got 3 scraches) ill try to get to your sites now cuz every one is sleppin well every one but mee
Listing to: damn usher song 'yeah' playin in my head T.T
Talking to:: my cat ^^;;
Time: 12:00 am
Qwiz ::
Your a Panda:
Cute, often hyper and naturally fluffy!
Aww....your so cute!!!! -Hands you some bamboo-
Your so lovable and adorable when people see
you they want a hug. But your probably napping
in a tree where they can't reach you. ^_^
=^_^= What fuzzy animal are you? =^_^= {-With Pictures!-}
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing
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Ello all whats uppp?
Nutin much here
A Convo with my parents about me wearing my hodddie
Dad: you look ghetto
Mom: no she’s a ghetto Goth
Me: o.0 righttt
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5 more days till my high skool starts I think I know where im going but I have no clue really but the funniest thing that is happen is my brother doesn’t know where he is going ^^ he has no papers for EHS or votec I personally want him to go to votec so I don’t really see him at all but you never know….
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Just finished watching the sharpie 500 and my driver Dale Ernheart Jr won ^_^ he swiped the weekend as they say by wining both the bush and Nextel cup races and he’s only 75 points behind the leader in 3rd place Yay im going to stop rambling about Nascar now… I could go on and on ^^;;
Currently listing to:Beauty Of The Beast By NightWish
Talking to: Dave & Betty
Mood: WEEEEEEE HAAPPPY ^_^
Time: 12:08am
Quiz of the day:
You are capable of anything. People underestimate
you all the time. You are one of those psychos
who legitamately does not care. You have no
fear of death at all. People do not know it,
but you are a very dangerous
person.
Do you embrace DEATH ?
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
Now I see the stars alright I wanna reach right up and grab one for you
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Ello what’s up?
My head feels better today ^^
Awww sooo cute
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Pushey ::hugs it::: lol random out burst
My dad called the school up to see where my bus pass was but I don’t get one so I get to walk to high school most likely having to wake up at 4 am to walk there almost 2 miles to the skool I thought they should have gave me a bus but at lest its good exorcizes ^^;;
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I fished the poem I was stuck on here read it and tell me what you think cuz I think im too critical on my work I don’t think its too good XD
Reawaking:
Closed wounds reopen
Dry tear Rivers trailing
Down my pale face
Hurt coming back
Hate reawaking inside
No one can save me now
It’s all going down
The past comes back to haunt
And the future turns into the past
Love turns into hate
And hate into another thorn in the past
These wounds seem to never heal
Never going back
Never moving foreword to see the pain
Stopping it all with a single blade
The tears run freely now
As I think about it all
The hurt will rise up
As I fall…
Like I said not that good.. ^^;;
Currently listing to:Heartache Every Moment By HIM
Talking to: Katie
Mood: happy hyper mode
Time: 12:00 am
Quiz of the day:
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)
**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Friday, August 27, 2004
Everyone needs love you know that it's true Someday you'll find someone that'll fall in love with you
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Ello how’s every one felling?
My head still hurts and when I woke up it was bleeding -.- I should stop running in to my door and stuff
Keep me away from my ‘brother’ at all cost cuz if I ever see him again some ones getting hurt XD I cant take it any more … not if he makes fun of my friends he’s going down XD
(Happiness returns)
Went shopping today for back to skool stuff about a week before skool XD slow mom but I did get some cool stuff I like list so here ya goo whoosh:
Light army pants
Dark/black army pants
Dark jeans
Black button up shirt that says Ernhardt on it
Black shrit with a blue motorcycle on it (or copper as the say)
Gray shrit with a pic of a trailer and words saying, “ theirs no place like home”
Black shirt with a stick dude on it sayin”I do all my own stunts”
A black zipper hoddie
And I blue pull over hoddie with blue dragons on the front and yellow dragons on the back
Than my mom said we are going to the mall tomorrow but who knows she lies a lot XD
Currently listing to: Knockin' on Heaven's Door by Guns~n~Roses
Talking to:No one
Mood: happy/still kind of in pain
Time:12:00am
Quiz of the day:
The lonely Angel! Isolated in the past.
What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
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Mehh hi yall
My back hurts my brother kicked me -.-
Now my head and back hurts YAY
(Note the sarcasm)
Well today I went to bed at 3 am o think and my mom made me wake up at 8 am XD joy only 5 hrs of sleep… but I covered the rings under my eyes with brown eye liner and make up
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I went to the freshmen orientation tonight and I can tell you the next 4 yrs are going to be like hell -.-
1) Because my brother is going to be there making fun of me calling my fat and ugly -.- like he did tonight …
2) We have to wake up around 5 am and be there at 7:35
3) I don’t know where to go
4) No one I know is in any of my classes XD
5) my mom wants me to do drama (why beats me)
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My lovely schedule
1st Pd- algebra 1-2 Full year (too early in the morning for math I don’t wake up till lunch time)
2nd Pd Word history Full year (meh)
3rd Pd French Full year (damn it XD)
4th – 5th physics Full year
6th-7th study hall Full year
8th Lunch
9th-11th English Full year
12th heath first trimester
12th PE 2nd& 3rd trimester
Currently listing to: In Joy And Sorrow By HIM
Talking to: No one
Mood: in pain…
Time: 12:01am
Quiz of the day:
White Hair! Famous White Heads: Inuyasha from
Inuyasha & Bakura from Yu-Gi-Oh!
~* What Anime Haircolor would you have? *~
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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