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Friday, September 3, 2004


Just one smile and I'm wild One smile and I'm ready to die Cause you're so beautiful

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ello alll *rubs eyes* it is wayyy to erly about 4 am are ppl sappost to be up? XD but im wide awake and now have my hair dyed and no one knows ^^;;... im am now getting ready for skool so i can go back to bed at 6 am ish an wake up at 7 yup but i might not be ablie to go back to sleep im drinking sooo much caffie. this might be the only post for today i get all my boooks today -.-# and have to bring them home thare all big sooo most likely ill pass out once i get home but if you posted be for this post i will go to your site
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it is "freshman friday" XD all the freshman get beat up but i dont think i will get beatin up cuz 1) they all think im a jr [witch is reallly odd] 2) im "scary" lol
soo ya i neeed to find some pants sooooo byebye or moring or whatever ^_^

listing to: In The End ~ LP

Talking to: no one

Mood: meh

Time:4:36 am

Qwiz:
HASH(0x8d0ac1c)
Guys just love...how shy and sweet you are!


What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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O.0 boys like me? .....

~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Thursday, September 2, 2004


I need a near-death experience Heart once bold Now turned to stone

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err hiii the first day of skoool XD thare are tooo many papers to put in places i need to be more skoool sapiles and allll i was really tired all day and it was like the teachers where all talking derctlily at me looking stragit at me talking >.<
but i got to see my friend billly ^_^ he got his ear priced ... i wonder if he reconized me its been 3 yrs i dont know
than after the wonlderful ( vary scarstic) day of skool i hung out with my friends birt meg and traic we drew on her walls walked to makedonalds went to shopright went to moring glory and they got me a presant a HIM lunch box ^_^
(click here to see http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=171556&RN=274)
just a random gift now i must get her something...
tomarow is friday YAY lol yup than a 3 day weekend Wo0t!
hope yall had a goood day

listing to: dad

talking to: no one

mood: i am the living dead

time: 6:04 pm

Qwiz: look on pervois post

~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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ello alll its reallly early for me 5 am XD I have to be in skool in 2 hrs I think T.T I feel better but I still don't wannna go to tired and I just dont realy like skool... its too early for anything right now XD I must have coffie and I wont really be postiong at 12 am anymore maybe on the week ends and stuuf but thats it most likely at 5am or 2:30pm or maybe both now I must find my eye make up and shoes and see what this first day of high skool brings [ ill post what happens latter today] now off to your sites

listing to: fan

talking to : mom

Time: 5:20 am

Mood: im like the living dead

Qwiz:
Protecting and taking care...
You're a saver...a protective friend...you worry a
lot about your friends and like to be around
when things get messy, so that you can help
them! For you it's not only friendship but also
a guardianship. Yep! Nice friends take care of
each other...


What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Wednesday, September 1, 2004


I'm holding very tight I'm riding in the midnight blue I'm finding I can fly so high above with you

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ello all im sooo sorry i did not get to all your sites yesterday and i might not today i got sick T.T
im dizzy i cant eat (cuz it will come back up) and i have a headake alll one day befor skool starts XD
and the fact that my ass hole brother came over today did not help at all that jerk just made fun of me... said he was going to push me down the stairs suck a wonderfull brother (sarcasum) i just cant take him any more
also i lost my glasses so if you reallly dont under stand this i am sorry i cant really spell when i can see soo it is most likely alot wose now im just haveing a GRATE day..... well im dont ranting about my bad day and i hope yallls day was better than mine

listing to: the tv

talking to: the wall

Moood: icky

Time: 12:00am

Qwiz:
DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Very High
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



i only understand the borederline ... yup i am borderline XD
~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Tuesday, August 31, 2004


If i wake before i die rescue me with your smile

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ello all if i didnt get to your site yesterday sorry i will try today/night im only on till 12;30 soo ill see what i can do XD im on my dads pc yet again cuz my pc wont go on the internet at all thare is an IP adress but it keeps on flickerin on and off the internet than it closes the internet damn thing o well

IM HAPPPY ^_^ i got the mail today and anither company want to publish one of my poems YAY i signed off on it today and will mail it tomarow weeeeee im going to have 2 difint poems in 2 dfrrint books 'an ode for cruelty' in one and 'Perfect' will go in another yay im just happpy that they are going in to the boooks i cont bevlie ppl want to publish them ^_^
here they are again if you forgot which poems they where:

Perfect:

You taste my tears as I sob
You feel me shake
As you held me close
All I can do is hold on
I try to be strong
Ill stand by your side and never fade
My feelings only grow
As the days go by
You take my hand
And guide me thru life
When this began
I never knew it would last
But you helped me forget the past
Your there for me no matter what
I found you and would never let you go
You made me feel special
You made me perfect

&
An ode for cruelty:

You withered his rose before his time should have came
Making me dig his grave with my broken heart
And water his flowers with my many tears
You took him away like many others
You didn’t ask you don’t care
I didn’t get to say goodbye
I prayed to a god who's deaf and blind
Because you took him before his time
It seems like a nightmare
So when will I be able to wake up from it?
It all has to come to a end but why now why than
It’s been a year and more and more tears come from my sad eyes
I still want to know why he had to die

im just sooo happppy *hug*

listing to: nothing reallly

talking to: no one

Moood: HAPPPY ( i think you would have known that by now)

Time:12:09am

Qwiz:
Air Sprite
Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure
You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.


.::=What type of mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Monday, August 30, 2004


Ashamed of the shattered remains Of promises made

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ello alll XD if i dont get to any one site today it cuz my pc is all scrwed up i cant get on the internet AIM yahoo or anything i dont know what happend it was working fine all good like always but than i try to ues the internet and it wont come up or any thing XDD
im on my dads pc right now and he dont know and if he wakes up im in deep Sh@# ^^;;
i dont know what i did wrong at alll i will try to get to your site really i will but my mom is coming home in like 25 to 20 mins and taking me out to eat (ya at midnight thats owr bonging time) do yall like the mooon ness? i changed the site around aliite ^_^
nothing else to say i whaiting for the phone to ring to tell me my moms like almost home .... what else

[Edit]: just got back from the diner with my mom she we had a goood talk ^^ than on the way home the car staldded T.T and she forgot to get gass soo smart and when i got inside i had to wash my cat cuz my lii sister poured perfume on him (poor cat) and i can now tell you he is scared of the shower XD and he wont let me nere him to dry him (i tryed got 3 scraches) ill try to get to your sites now cuz every one is sleppin well every one but mee

Listing to: damn usher song 'yeah' playin in my head T.T

Talking to:: my cat ^^;;

Time: 12:00 am

Qwiz ::
Panda
Your a Panda:
Cute, often hyper and naturally fluffy!
Aww....your so cute!!!! -Hands you some bamboo-
Your so lovable and adorable when people see
you they want a hug. But your probably napping
in a tree where they can't reach you. ^_^


=^_^= What fuzzy animal are you? =^_^= {-With Pictures!-}
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Sunday, August 29, 2004


Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing

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Ello all whats uppp?
Nutin much here

A Convo with my parents about me wearing my hodddie
Dad: you look ghetto
Mom: no she’s a ghetto Goth
Me: o.0 righttt
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5 more days till my high skool starts I think I know where im going but I have no clue really but the funniest thing that is happen is my brother doesn’t know where he is going ^^ he has no papers for EHS or votec I personally want him to go to votec so I don’t really see him at all but you never know….
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Just finished watching the sharpie 500 and my driver Dale Ernheart Jr won ^_^ he swiped the weekend as they say by wining both the bush and Nextel cup races and he’s only 75 points behind the leader in 3rd place Yay im going to stop rambling about Nascar now… I could go on and on ^^;;


Currently listing to:Beauty Of The Beast By NightWish

Talking to: Dave & Betty

Mood: WEEEEEEE HAAPPPY ^_^

Time: 12:08am

Quiz of the day:

Death
You are capable of anything. People underestimate
you all the time. You are one of those psychos
who legitamately does not care. You have no
fear of death at all. People do not know it,
but you are a very dangerous
person.






Do you embrace DEATH ?
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Saturday, August 28, 2004


Now I see the stars alright I wanna reach right up and grab one for you

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Ello what’s up?
My head feels better today ^^
Awww sooo cute
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Pushey ::hugs it::: lol random out burst

My dad called the school up to see where my bus pass was but I don’t get one so I get to walk to high school most likely having to wake up at 4 am to walk there almost 2 miles to the skool I thought they should have gave me a bus but at lest its good exorcizes ^^;;

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I fished the poem I was stuck on here read it and tell me what you think cuz I think im too critical on my work I don’t think its too good XD


Reawaking:

Closed wounds reopen
Dry tear Rivers trailing
Down my pale face
Hurt coming back
Hate reawaking inside
No one can save me now
It’s all going down
The past comes back to haunt
And the future turns into the past
Love turns into hate
And hate into another thorn in the past
These wounds seem to never heal
Never going back
Never moving foreword to see the pain
Stopping it all with a single blade
The tears run freely now
As I think about it all
The hurt will rise up
As I fall…


Like I said not that good.. ^^;;

Currently listing to:Heartache Every Moment By HIM

Talking to: Katie

Mood: happy hyper mode

Time: 12:00 am

Quiz of the day:

HASH(0x8b10e60)
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Friday, August 27, 2004


Everyone needs love you know that it's true Someday you'll find someone that'll fall in love with you

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Ello how’s every one felling?
My head still hurts and when I woke up it was bleeding -.- I should stop running in to my door and stuff

Keep me away from my ‘brother’ at all cost cuz if I ever see him again some ones getting hurt XD I cant take it any more … not if he makes fun of my friends he’s going down XD

(Happiness returns)

Went shopping today for back to skool stuff about a week before skool XD slow mom but I did get some cool stuff I like list so here ya goo whoosh:

Light army pants
Dark/black army pants
Dark jeans
Black button up shirt that says Ernhardt on it
Black shrit with a blue motorcycle on it (or copper as the say)
Gray shrit with a pic of a trailer and words saying, “ theirs no place like home”
Black shirt with a stick dude on it sayin”I do all my own stunts”
A black zipper hoddie
And I blue pull over hoddie with blue dragons on the front and yellow dragons on the back

Than my mom said we are going to the mall tomorrow but who knows she lies a lot XD

Currently listing to: Knockin' on Heaven's Door by Guns~n~Roses

Talking to:No one

Mood: happy/still kind of in pain

Time:12:00am

Quiz of the day:
You become a lonely Angel!
The lonely Angel! Isolated in the past.


What kind of Angel are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Thursday, August 26, 2004


We are so young our lives have just begun but already we're considering escape from this world

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Mehh hi yall
My back hurts my brother kicked me -.-
Now my head and back hurts YAY
(Note the sarcasm)

Well today I went to bed at 3 am o think and my mom made me wake up at 8 am XD joy only 5 hrs of sleep… but I covered the rings under my eyes with brown eye liner and make up
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I went to the freshmen orientation tonight and I can tell you the next 4 yrs are going to be like hell -.-
1) Because my brother is going to be there making fun of me calling my fat and ugly -.- like he did tonight …
2) We have to wake up around 5 am and be there at 7:35
3) I don’t know where to go
4) No one I know is in any of my classes XD
5) my mom wants me to do drama (why beats me)
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My lovely schedule

1st Pd- algebra 1-2 Full year (too early in the morning for math I don’t wake up till lunch time)

2nd Pd Word history Full year (meh)

3rd Pd French Full year (damn it XD)

4th – 5th physics Full year

6th-7th study hall Full year

8th Lunch

9th-11th English Full year

12th heath first trimester

12th PE 2nd& 3rd trimester


Currently listing to: In Joy And Sorrow By HIM

Talking to: No one

Mood: in pain…

Time: 12:01am

Quiz of the day:
White Hair!
White Hair! Famous White Heads: Inuyasha from
Inuyasha & Bakura from Yu-Gi-Oh!


~* What Anime Haircolor would you have? *~
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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