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Thursday, August 12, 2004


So keep on pretending our heavens worth the waiting

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Ello everyone im back (I never went away but) my old self is back YAY [happy mode hehe]
Sorry I dint really get to any of your sites yesterday I slept the whole day it helps me calm down and cheer up ^^
POP ROCKS ARE YUMMY * eats some with soda* o ya back to the post
Also I made 3 new poems ill share one with you today weeeeeee (yup I am back sugar and all) thank you for all your comments yesterday *hug *




Dieing feeling:

Your emotional chains keep me here
When your words are like bullets
Piercing my bloody soul
My bones shatter under
Your loving embrace
Do you see what you?
Are doing to me?
I fell so hard it hurt
I’m so numb from all the pain
My tears ran dry long ago
There is no where to go
No where to hide
My love pulled you in
But your love suffocates me
You made me feel
You made my world complete
Pain is love
Love is death
Ill die for you
So we can live together
Forever in the after life
You are mine
And I will be yours
Pain is love
And I will always love you


Maybe when I get older I can become a poet ^^

Currently listing to:The Reaper by ][-][ ][ ][\/][

Talking to: no one im up to early for them

Time:7:53am

Quiz of the day:
Pride
Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)

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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Wednesday, August 11, 2004


   I got a heart full of pain head full a stress hand full of anger held in my chest

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Ello ppl. Its that time of the month again (no not PMS)

Depression … I guess im depressed a lot lately -.-
Im EVIL DERPRSION XD maybe cuz Kate s depressed and when my friends are I am... And I think kind of caused it to -.-

Damn I need to be happy… im the happy Goth ^^;;
I’m not sad most of the time I don’t know what I need maybe some one to hold me and tell me every things all right

All I need to do is keep all sharp things away from me and stay out the pill cabinet -.- hmm maybe ill just sleep the depression way I need away too stay happy got any ideas?

Thx in advance




Currently listing to: Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park (I need to find where I belong…)

Talking to: No one {sorry I left AIM going but I was not by the pc -.-}

Time:2:22am

Quiz of the day:
Grey Vibes
Your Energy is Grey. Your thoughts are unclear,
muddled, and confusing. Dark thoughts or
depression may be clouding your true colors.
It may be that you have been hurt and rejected,
or maybe you are just manipulative, dark, and
evil.


What color is your energy?
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Tuesday, August 10, 2004


He was the fire restless and wild and you where like a moth to that flame

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Ello all how youz felling
I feel wired like coming off my sugar hi XD not funnn I need a hug…

I changed my site around if you didn’t notice (if you dint that’s sad lol)

Bard Delson from LP does not look good with his hair braded XD [random out burst]

I was just thinking today about my friends that I have and I noticed all male friends are 17 or old is it a conspiracy? Why are they my friends. I do not know XD most think of me as an innocent child.. Than im thinking why do they want to be friends with a child if I so am -.-# ehh I don’t know im just glad to be there friend ^_^ just like everyone here * hug *


Currently listing to: A Place For My HEad by LINKIN PARK

Talking to: Kate Betty and Josh

Time:12:04am

Quiz of the day:
Whoohoo you're Brad Delson yay whorjkgdfhgdf/
Brad


Which member of Linkin Park are you most like?
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XD the joy of brad… hehe I am like him ^.^


~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Monday, August 9, 2004


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What is uppppppp? (Yes im loving the sugar still)
So have is everyone this lovely night?

Thank you every one I don’t know you liked my poems that much ^^

Kate called me today with Vicious 2 (sorry I don’t know your name man) they woke me up from my nap at around 9 pm ^^;; and we talked Kate was yelling he wasn’t really talking… don’t know why and I was fallen asleep and talking a little



Hmm random question for you all what do you think of me? Like how do u see me a wired Goth funny stuff like that I would just like to know ^_^



Currently listing to:Wish I May by Breaking Benjamin

Talking to: Kate Steff Betty and josh

Time:12:23am

Quiz of the day:

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Sprinting out of the hotel lobby, swinging an oversized scalpel, cometh Lucicfers Wife! And she gives a gutteral roar:

"I'm going to brutalize you until you have puppies!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Sunday, August 8, 2004


Let me tell you about the night where angles dances and angles die

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Elllllo all WHAT IS UP (on a sugar high do not be scared)

I did get sleep or I passed out….^^;; But it’s all good and I am not a zombie XP

After a took a shower today I got dressed and went out side to my swing set looking at the stars I was just looking up and saw a star and I stared saying words (I know wired)
And I turned it in to a poem yet I don’t think im a good poet -.- ill let you judge it [first 3 lines I thought of out side]

It’s All Tears:


Dreams shattered
Hopes fly by
And you wonder why I cry?
I try so hard but don’t get any ware
What’s it all for?
I’m standing at deaths door
I’m not waiting anymore
I know you care
But I have no fears
Let me go
Maybe ill live another day
You pray that I will say
That I will never go
Yet no one knows
This might be my time
It might be yours
Yet all you need to know
And I never want to see you cry
Even if I die
Because I love you and that will never die.



Currently listing to: In Love And Lonely by ][-][ ][ ][\/][

Talking to: Steff and Betty

Time:12:21am

Quiz of the day: Take the quiz: "Which Tarot Arcana are You? (women)"

High Priestess
Hidden influences at work, unrevealed future. Creative forces of the subconscious, the female side of the brain at work for the artist, poet and mystic. A woman of great intuition, inner illumination.

~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Saturday, August 7, 2004


All these thoughts they make no since I found bliss in ignorance nothing seems to go away over and over again

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Ello what is up everyone (besides me ^^;;) yup going on 5 days I think.. ask Kate she would know she counting

Hmmm I might change my site around … I had red and black along time but I like it so who knows ^^

New fan Art is up ^___^ Yay


Only 3 weeks of summer left XD I have to go shopping for stuff for skoool (I HATE SHOPING) I need clothes a back pack and binders and stuff. I just want my mom to give me money and drop me off at the mall. I would buy some manga too but I would get what I need I just hate it when she takes me to maces or some place I rather go to Spencer’s or hottipic they have clothes I want and I bet they have binders too XD…
Why am I even thinking about skoool XD I still have 3 weeks

O I know why im talking about shopping I have to buy my good friend brit a birthday gift and her birthday is only 3 days away XD … I don’t know what to get her she likes anime but I don’t have the money and the one cd she wants “smile” is an import from Japan and wouldn’t come until after her b day XD
Do you all have any suggestion for me?


Currently listing to:Free by Powerman 5000

Talking to:my firend in moutiana (sp)

Time:12:32am

qwiz:Take the quiz: "What kind of sweetener are you?"

Pure Cane Sugar
You are sticky sweet and innocent! Life loves you and boy do you love it back! Who was voted most likley to be sucessful back in HIgh School? well you duh!

... im sweet? i dont know XD
~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Friday, August 6, 2004


Ashamed of the shattered remains Of promises made

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I still haven’t gone to bed been up for 4 days w000t
Nope im not crazzzy. Well…
And Kate (PP) made a drawing of me ^^;;

I can’t get this one song out of my head and now I will share it with you XD

In Joy And Sorrow by ][-][ ][ ][\/][

Oh girl we are the same
we are young and lost and so afraid
there’s no cure for the pain
no shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart

Oh girl we are the same
we are strong and blessed and so brave
with souls to be saved
and faith regained
all our tears wipe away

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow
it is breaking my heart

and my home's in your arms
and it is breaking my heart
my home's in your arms
and it is breaking my heart

I love this song its so ^_^



Currently listing to: the chime to the MSN chat thing

Talking to: Steff

Time:6:55 am

Quiz of the day:
HASH(0x8ad5888)
Congratulations! You are a big fan of HIM! You
probably have all, or at least a couple, of
their albums and you know the lyrics! Keep up
the good work!


Do you know EVERYTHING about the Finnish band HIM?
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Thursday, August 5, 2004


We are young lost and so afraid theirs no cure for the pain no shelter from the rain and all our prayers seem to fail

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Ello all what is up?

I have been up for 3 days (I think 3 ya 3 ^^;;) cuz I drank 3 cases of vanilla coke

I had tacos for dinner (had to say it) I always yell taco for no reason any where talking to people in the mall and im just happy I have a taco its my favorite foooood


My friend Joey came over today we where talking about this kid I baby-sit how he acts like he has ADD he might I don’t know he run to one thing than another than another and if I move one he puts it right back where it was from memory its freaky I was talking to him for a couple of hrs cuz I haven’t seen him in a long time he works and all so I was happy to see him than my mom gets in to a convo with him about vacuums XD its fun when he’s around (sorry dave and steff I left you in the chat)


*Bounces around with VC in one hand and taco in the other*

Time to go to your sites weeeeeeeeeee!



Certainly listing to: In Joy And Sorrow by ][-][ ][ ][\/][

Talking to: Steff

Time:1:30am

Quiz if the day:
Lucifer/Lucifiel
You've had a good human life, and you made your own
life weird/odd/dark. Let's face it, you suck
oo; You're the evil one that rules Hell
himself! True you've got the 7 evils that will
stand with you at all times. But geez,
couldn't you be nicer? Darn cold-hearted
person.


What Angel Sanctuary Character are you?
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Wednesday, August 4, 2004


Love is a gun separating me from you

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Hey how are you all doin?

I submitted 2 more fan arts and tons of greetings

the reapers is doing reallly well 10 out of 10 voted yes ^___^ 100% yay (watch this ginx it XD)

I haven’t slept in the past 24 hrs cuz Iv been drinking VC (vanilla coke) it doesn’t make me hyper but I cant sleeeep

I have lots of dead glow sticks in my room XD I wish they could last longer

Nothing really to post about today….

Currently listing to: Please Don’t Let It Go by ][-][ ][ ][\/][

Talking to: no one … no one loves meeee XD

Time:12:50 am

Quiz of the day:Take the quiz: "Which God or Goddess are you?"

God of Darkness
Seductive and, whether it's ture or not, HOT! You don't mind using what you got to take advantage of people, and you know you got it. You don't care what people think of you and wear your sexual orientation on your sleeve. You are the second piece to the ultimate divine being, combining darkeness with light makes the world live.




~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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Tuesday, August 3, 2004


In Joy And Sowrrow My Homes In Your Arms

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HIIIIYA
FAN ART IS UP
how is every one?
thank you everyone that comented friday ^^ i didint know soo many ppl liked my pomes and thank you to the ppl that comented yesterday (i think it was yesterday) i got my pc fixxed
and thank you vary much PP *hug*


i fixed the dang pc * kicks it * thats right you better work ^^;;
yup just had to delete oover 100 files of junk ..
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firday all i got was a concuson and glow sticks and kate and steff said i went lonny but i dont remeber XD
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i have been seeing the linkinpark braking a habit video too much they are killing it XD i saw it over 6 times this moring .. they did that to faint and numb too but i liked faint more i jumped off the cowch every time i saw it ^^

welll i now havee to go coment on all of your lovely sites *runs*





Currently listing to:Beoynd Redepiton by HIM

Talking to: no one

Time: 10:33 am

Qwiz of the day from Shinigam's site:
H-I-M
you are HIM...you are somewhat mainstream and one
of the most looked upon bands in the goth
scene...you have any amazing,strong voice and
your music isnt about stupid shit like apples
or something its about actual happenings


which awesome goth band are you??
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~


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