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Comments (4) | Permalink Saturday, July 31, 2004
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We are like the living death craving for deliverance
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Ello all what is up?
I entered a poetry contest yesterday I could win 5000$ and get published ^^ it be cool to win but im not that good
Than today around 5;00 I went to the mall with my friend brit. We saw the movie the village. Fist we couldn’t find a chair and than when we did I was right in front of this big dude XD. It was a really long movie and I didn’t get the meaning I thought it was going to be scary and cool but it sucked it was more of a mystery than horror film only one person died. If you want to go see it don’t its too long and has no real point/plot.
After the movie birt and I went out side she talked to people wile I stood there (I don’t talk much to her friends their all older than me XD) and guess who I see Dan [steffs evil ex] and my brother. I almost run the other way while brit is vary confused but I just ran down to the elevator and out to barns and nobles he would never go their cuz he can’t read.
That was my day how was yallz day?
Currently listing to: Soul of fire by HIM
Talking to: Steff, Dave & Brit
Time: 12:05am
Quiz of the day:
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Friday, July 30, 2004
Death sings our song and we even sing along
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Just bored right now … how is every one?
Do this Survey for me! Plz ^_^
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. Do you think I'll get married? If so, to whom and when?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Do you think I could kill someone?
15. Describe me in one word.
16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Thank you ^^
Currently listen to:Pretending by HIM
Talking to: Kate
Time:12:08am
Quiz of the day: Take the quiz: "Which beverage are you?"
Mountain Dew
~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
Oh I see your scars I know where they're from
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Sent in a lot of greetings today & stared another poem
So tired I never went to bed cuz I couldn’t stop thinking about my life … why I was thinking about that don’t ask me XD I was thinking about how people come in and out of my life and so on since I really don’t want to talk about it we will go to the next subject ^^
Yet again today I was left home for over 2 hrs -.- And tomorrow I will left home all day alone cuz my mom has to go some where and my dad works they love to leave me alone… yet again
Currently listing to:BeoyndRedemption by HIM
Talking to: Steff
Time:12:31 am
Quiz:
Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"
Luciferian
Instead of worshipping Satan as a figure of Darkness, you worship Lucifer as a figure of liberation, illumination and wisdom. You are generally kind and caring, but you do have a darker side that rears up from time to time.
~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Your so cold keep your hand in mine
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I’m really random to day ^-^ Yay!
I have fan art up and just sent in 2 more YAY
Its been raining here since I woke up (around 6 pm) and its still is I don’t care I like the rain. It calms me and helps me think. And the lightning looks really cool wile I sit in the darkness of my house. Its always quiet on rainy days, that or I was home all alone again -.- They just leave me home all alone ya it was kool the fist couple of times but now its like they don’t care XD damn parents but I have you all here so I’m not alone alone ^^U
I give all my friends nicknames here is a run down ^^
Kate- cappuccino/weed lady/Norma/cheese wad/shit head/dipshit/Squirmy
Steff-Martha stewards/Lilly
Brit- mom/Barbra/Sara/Rirui
Meg- dickhead/numbnutz/dumbass/grandson
Brian- man booobs/grandma
Abbus- Betty (that’s all I know)
Dave- BLINKY! / Froggy
My nicknames – kieko/kieko shinoda/ lillith/ Lila/vamp/grandpa/Rosiel/the reaper (aka death)/ jenny (I hate that HATE IT/ and the newest one thx to Dave jennypo XD
Yes I have sooo many nicknames joy ^-^
Currently listing to:Walking Thru Barbed Wire by Papa Roach
Talking to: Steff And Kate (but steffs kinda dead)
Time:12:20 am
qwiz of the day thx to demonsprit(ithink thats how u sp it)
theOtaku.com: What Personality Do You Have?
~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
The More We Have It The More We Want
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i feel better after a day way i know it dose not seam like it but i was ^^
i dint go to any of your sites ( thats what i call away ) cuz i have soo many friends it takes me all day to get to your sites ^^U
iv been wrighting all day to get my mind off of things and it has helped and thank you all for your coments that lifte my sprits also ^^
i would like to thank KATE! lost soul ,StrangeAngel159,Panda,Shinigami,Nehszriah,Uzali,Kashin,Fledglingvamp ,KiraraDOWN,VileFantom (aka blinky),Demonsprite,kout3uka,Sakura 01 . yay thak you all *hug*
here is one of the 4 poems i made wile i was not by the pc at all today XD ( yestersday WHATEVER) ^^
Drifting:
Sitting thinking soulless eyes prying out at the world where has all the time gone? Where am I now why must time take every thing away yet bring so much it will end it all and than start over again hate to love and love to hate never ending circles of life as I watch it all pass me by as time fly out the window and life slowly drains away cuz no matter what we do or say it will all end some day.
~jen~
~Take Care Sweerheartz~
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Monday, July 26, 2004
i cant take this any more im about to brake!
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i dont know if ill get to your sites today and sorry if i dint get you all of them yester day XD
im tired all of a suddin and realy derpressed -.- and i dont know why .....
i feel like thare is something missing from my life or that my life has no point XDD
i just dont know anymore i need gidince or somthing i donnono @.@ im sooo confuzzed right now
ill get back to yall when i fell betterish
song of the day kinda dicrbes me right now :
Taproot Poem-
overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
in an hour i'll be ok
i pray this pain will go away permanently someday
I'VE seen more than...
I should have to...
I'VE seen this on my own
this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...
reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain,
i hope you'll be ok someday,
so i can say that you moved on in the right way...
WE'VE seen this and
WE'VE breathed this and
WE'VE lived this on our own...
this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...
your own...
BREAK...
this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...
~Take Care Sweethearts~
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
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nothing to post yet again XD
my life is sooo fun eh?
here is a random pick of Ville for you all ^.^
thare are tooo O.O now i must get one of them ^^U
~Take Care Sweetheartz~
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