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Monday, September 4, 2006
My last Day of Fredom!! ...
i go back to skool on tusday and today is monday ne??? damn ... so today im going to chill with meg ryan and kate at targit!!... why becuse we want to ... im going to walk over to her house and than catch the bus and we will all do whatever lol who know what will happen with us
hmmm what to post .... ah a lil thing to see what yall think and stuff plz fill out if you can! :D
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
35. Are you going to put this on your Myo and see what I say about you?
Night? lol naw
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Monday, August 28, 2006
*Sinks down in chair*
Gahhh I don’t want to live T.T
Don’t worry all im not depressed I just feel like crawling into my bed and not coming out until I turn into butterfly.(but that’s not going to happen unless there is a merical)
Its Monday isn’t it?? I think my moms off today and wants to go somewhere… well to bad I don’t want to waist any money going shopping with her or where ever she wants to go.
All I want to do is sit back read my hellsing X/1999 and Godchild manga in peace and maybe clean and organize my books *looks at all the piles of manga and books every where* ya I definitely have to do that *sigh* and skool starts in 8 days wooot I don’t even know where my HR is hopefully I get Mr. giah again he’s awesome and funny I had him last yr for bio first pd he’d let me sleep in class or I would just talk to him to get him off topic so we didn’t have homework … ahh those where the days but now skool will count more for collage and I want to go soo I better get some kind of scholarship .
I want to study psychology because to become a poet takes a lot of skill witch I don’t think I have but that doesn’t mean I wont try to get published I want to do that in my life also :3
But I want to know how people work and why they do what they do hell I wanna know why I do what I do ^^;;
Hmm I should be heading off to bed now I didn’t wake up till 4 pm yesterday!! And woke up to my damn brother face no less -.-
Well im going to upload the wallpapers now night all
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
Ello everyone ... again big absese from me .... but its all good i am way better since my other post and i worked things out so the evil scale is back in order on how it should be :D
hmm what to say just woke up and im dead tired -.- and my dads jumping around saying "YOU GO BACK TO SKOOL SOO HAHAHAHA" ya got to love my dad >.>
i finaly got my books soo thats what i have been doing reading ^^;; im such a nerd and also wondering what classes ill have in skool and what not hoping i have none with my brother o.0 that would be hell!! but im smarter than him so that shouldnt be a problem...
*sigh* i dont know what else to say ... oh ya and i have been making wallpapers ill put them up tomorrow :D
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
WARNING RANT ON THE WAY WITH LOTS OF CURSING AND SPELLING ERRORS!!!
OH!!.. FUCKING BASTERD ... you try to end things with a clean cut no lieing no bull shit and look whare it gets you! fuck!! my ex ... wtf you know i try to be nice key word try but hell i cant be nice to liers!... heh he was nice and we again tryed to be friends after the realtion ship but that can never work you can be firends with your ex its impossible.
SO now im a bitch?? you know what I hope he hates me SORRRY FOR HURTING YOUR FEELINGS BUT I NEEDED TO SAY WHAT I SAID! damn it if you cant take losing one person out of your life than hell you have a long road ahead of you.... yes i know im not the gratest person in the world soo dont be soo upset that you dont have me in your life!! BUT dont have you idiocit Friend Ever Call my friends a bitch .... call me one all you like i could care less but damn you and him kate is a wonderful person!!
*sigh* ya rant slah yellin at him nice hu??? (still not done >.>)
I told you what HAD to be said if you dont like it im sorrry but you cant string people along no one can!! ...
Am i a bitch for saying what needed to be said??? or are you shoched due to the Fact that I said it? lil old jen soo quite and passive xD
and like i said its over no need to talk anymore no need i dont hate you but yes hate me i would love for you to hate me .... but dont you dare let DAN or any of your other aqantices do anything about it
god damn it!!! never date anyone in your town ... heh thats when you brake up you wont have to see them much
why am i getting soo upset?? why do i care?? damn men damn it
yes make me the bad guy thats what i want isnt it??? i want all of you to hate me galre at me in the hall ways and everything.
i think im repeating myself >.<
*smashes head into glass desk* wonder if it can brake....
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Ello my people
Sorry for not updating for a while -.- haven’t been home much or people have been coming over and the only free time I had was Sunday Thursday I went out to six flags Friday almost all my friends came over Saturday passed out Sunday built desk with my dad and rearranged my room and Monday again sleep … and today I wanted to post everything but this is all you get sorry. But I will tell you the joke I made up when my friends came over.
Me: A horse A horse my kingdom for A horse!!
Kate: A Whore??
Me: No not Whore … Besides you can ride a Horse Longer :P
And they all laugh… for at lest a half hour I kid you not! Lol you got to love me
But I need sleep (ish 1 am) night
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
Gahh I still can’t sleep!! And I have to go somewhere today … well maybe depends on my mom and dad because I call my brother a basted than they all get bent out of shape!! Grrr he comes down stares harassing my lil sister telling her to get off the computer (my dads pc but she’s playing whatever on it and im just watching her due to pure boredom anyways) than I go up stairs because if I don’t ill fricking pounce on him … but than I shouldn’t have left! He threw an eraser in her eye than punch the chair she was on! What the hell she’s 9!!! You don’t pick on 9 yr olds!! …. BASTERD he just knows he cant piss me off no I just wont show it I just want to rip his head off because he’s now going for her . Damn him made me all mad now but most likely I can still go on the trip to six flags because my parents are wired and hopefully figured out it wasn’t my fault because he really is a basterd I shouldn’t get punished for stating the truth now should I?
Moving on!! Before a bad mood comes and evil jen is not fun for the ones around her *Dante and Virgil nod*
Oh Ya! My manga im getting!! Must tell you :D
Godchild, Volume 2
Angel Sancturary, Volume 15
Boyfriend, Volume 2
Cross Volumes 4+5
Bride of Deimos, Volumes3-7
Tenshi Ja Nai!! (I'm No Angel), Volumes 1-3
Devil May Cry 3 Vols 1+2 (*Glomps Virgil and Dante!)
X/1999, Volumes 2,15-18
The Tarot Café Volumes 1-4
The Devil Does Exist, Volumes 2-7
Return to Labyrinth
Dramacon Vol. 1
No Man's Land, Volume 1
Your and My Secret, Volume 1
Hellsing, Volumes 2-7
Crossroad, Volumes 1-3
Tokyo Boys & Girls, Volumes 1-3
I think that’s all the manga and I got a book too :D called Phantasy (continuation of the phantom of the opera)
47 books… ya I just want to fill up my bookshelves my dad looks at me like I was crazy but that’s what I wanted for my ‘ not falling out of school and getting almost straight As’ present … just let me run wild at Barns and Nobles . Com lol
its 3 am all ready!!! I need too sleeeeeep o.0 BYE BYE *waves*
*Vergil and Dante* … Yeah she to hyper to go to bed she just ran out of here … *they walk away after motioning all of you to leave comments*
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Ello my lil demons!! I am back!! And I don’t know where the hell I was but im back :D
New theme too!! DMC!!! Dante but some Virgil here … I particularly love the new theme but who wouldn’t love Dante? … o ya Virgil ^^;; *hugs Virgil* don’t worry love you too!!
Wow im in a good mood im talking to my muses o.0 hehe well why shouldn’t I be in a good mood things are going freakishly well right now for me and I have book shelves!!!! 2 made by me and my dad he let me use the saw! Mahmahmah!!! What? I like power tools *evil smile*
And what else can make me happy? BOOKS! *dances around* barns and nobles is the best ever cuz I have book shelves now must fill them up right??
And im going to six flags with my family on Thursday so that’s another thing to look forward too wooot dragging my lil sister on rollercosters! But she’s kinda short soo I hope she can go on the big ones if not her bad :D lol
*looks at clock* damn its already 2 am …. I still don’t have a good sleeping pattern!! Damn
(if the post made no sense what so ever to you SOOO SORRRY IM REALLLY HYPER!! I GOT SHELFS!!!!)
hmm nothing else to say!! O.o…. ill write out the books o got tomorrow to lazzzy right now night everyone!!
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Sunday, August 6, 2006
-.- god i feel like hell *mopes around* its 4 am and i try to go to sleep around 11 pm! something keeps waking me up random thoughts or a pain in my ear my mom coming home from work a cat scraching at my door *dropy eyes* i havent slept in 3 days! or more! and i dont have that happy hyper feeling anymore ethir soo its just Blah!!
and than when i did come out of my room yesterday my dad was taklking my ear off non stop talking about my brothers damn cars and that hes at a party than about how he helped him fix some of the other car up and what not than telling me how he sold the one car and wants to put the other for sale ... and as i sit thare listing all i can think of is why donst he help me as much as he helps him? why dose chris get all the atention??? every time he comes over they go straight out for hrs! and he can show up whenever he wants i hate that he not saposed to live in the same house as me but its almost like he lives here sooo what the hell???
T.T im not that bad of a person ... im not that much to handale i only need some type of atettion .... i doubt my dad gose around to chris talking about me and what i like to do ... hell i dont think he knows what i like!! *rubs temlples* and he thinks my enjoyment of anime is childish since its "cartoons" or so he says BAH! and i really dont think he would understand if he read my poety
i dont know maybe this is from the lack of sleep or what not -.- i just want someone to pay atetinon to me when im not doing something wrong *sigh*
.... damn its seems that i ranted! damn mind of mine i think i sould try and get some sleep now
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Saturday, August 5, 2006
OMG good morning my friends!!! Im in the weirdest mood ever happy if I say soo my self I think o.0 yes but me thinking not good lol.
But im happy *bounces around* got some of the buttons made and have a new order in … will get to them soon hopefully: D
Maybe its because I really haven’t slept in a day or 2 and iv been on a sugar high DR PEPPER!! ^-^
Hmmm and I finished one of my poems …. (will be in this post a lil further down)
Now im going to dedicate this poem to a special person heh special whatever just pent up emotions and what not and hopefully I wont need to express my self any more for this persons because I really don’t care anymore … so basically it’s a big fuck you but in pretty words :D!! Enjoy the poem!!!
~Eternal Odium~
Adrift darkness
Naive Light
Don’t worry it just a gentle hate
You add fuel to the fire everyday
Since I cant get you out of my thoughts and crawl into my dreams
I want to rip you from my mind
And erase all memories that you made
But than you seem to pull me back in again
You want me to hate you?
Yet have this faulty friendship
My chest seems to throb after talking to you so why do I bother?
You be my dreams
And ill be your nightmare
No it’s not the feelings of love that go threw my vain
It’s more of a dark despair or simple hate
All the words you try to weave together now
Some how some way it will never save you
Sorry came to late
Will I learn to hate you?
Or has that already begun
Im walking away now
Someday I might come back don’t count on a warm welcome
Do you even deserve a second chance?
Lying just to get pity
In the arms of another once you get bored of the other
Don’t worry its just a captivating hate
Every time I see your face
Hear your voice or think of the memories we once shared
The 10th time shouldn’t hurt as much as the first
Now I know that I was wrong
I will sing this same old song
This is a blistering hate
I put the pieces back together one last time
Ill place the mask back in its right full place
Don’t ask for my trust again
All you get is the abandoned hate
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