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Saturday, January 24, 2004

"Part Of Me"

Part of me won’t go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can’t live without it so it’s senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me
Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I’m sick of this
I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me

[Pre chorus]
Cut myself free willingly
Sstop just what’s killing me [x4]

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be

Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruised
You can live if you’re willing to
Put a stop to just what’s killing you

[Pre chorus x4]

[Chorus]

(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away
Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me)

[Chorus x2]
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me [x2]

grate song that i think explanes me
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HAPPPY!!!

i just woke to the door bell ( its 1:30) and after i fell out of thw bed. my litte sister come in to my room with the mail . IT FINALY CAME!!! my LPU PAKEAGE . im part of LPU 3.0 . im sooo happy . IM REPERSENTIN LPU ALL THE WAY!!! lol. and on the cd they sent me i have the " from the inside " vid ^___^ i wanted too see that . soo im all on my LP hi . talk to yous later! ^__^
~peace~
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Friday, January 23, 2004

oOo looky!!
PUSH

Your dreams will come true , lol maybe not . but you never know look at sie . push link and your off . lol
~peace~
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the mall
ok to day me and ParnoidPerson went , we where sopose to meet some ppl thare. we get thare and wait . guleing qwaters to the floor LOL. and wee go to spencers for 10 mins . they came and went in that time , those tarts. than they come to the mall 20 mins later. i dont know or talk to them!!!! soo im all Parnoid. then they say im slow and than i run in frount of them and they falow me and ParnoidPerson . than her mom comes and we leave . im thinking THANK YOU GOD!!!. i dont know anyone here nor like them !! soo i was happy to leave . i realy dont want to go to the mall with them ever again. they called me the dude from the matrix cuz i had my trench cout >_< i realy dont like them .
~peace~
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Enth E Nd

Hey, yo
When this first started off
It was just Linkin Park
And then in the middle
Came Motion Man
And at the end of it all
It was Kutmasta Kurt
With a remix

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time
All I know, time was just slipping away
And I watched it count down to the end of the day
Watched it watch me and the words that I say
The echo of the clock rhythm in my veins
I know that I didn’t look out below
And I watched the time go right out the window
Tried to grab hold
Tried not to watch
I wasted it all on the hands of the clock
But in the end, no matter what I pretend
The journey is more important than the end or the start
And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Hey, yo
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know, hah, I so-socialse
Like the host of the party
I spoke, shaked, and made eye-contact
Partied and toasted strong, all that
Northeast, Southwest coast
I’m staring out the window
No oppourtunity to mingle
I tried to sew it up to weaken your system
I had you throwing up
I brought you back into things
Like the imaginary man of your dreams
You’d always seem to make it worth it
I picked skin, I never nursed it
You felt like loving, never played real
I’m bringing the pleasure
By any means it means I’m leaving your team
Hell of a team, man it seems I tried so hard

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Linkin Park
Remix
Motion Man
Linkin Park
In the end
Kutmasta Kurt
Linkin Park
Remix
Motion Man
Linkin Park
In the end
Kutmasta Kurt
Remix

One thing, I don’t know how
It doesn’t even matter when you look at it now
’Cause when I designed this rhyme
I was scared of it all, scared to fall, and I hadn’t even tried to crawl
But I was forced to run with you mocking me, stopping me, backstabbing me constantly
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Watch the clock now chock-full of hipocrisy
But now your mouth wishes it could inhale
Every single little thing you said to make things fail
Every single word you sputtered just to get your piece
But it really doesn’t matter to me
’Cause from the start to the end, no matter what I pretend
The journey is more important than the end or the start
And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

In the end

( mikes a weeeeed!!)
all pics from the in the end vid
yet it is the remix Enth E Nd in joy!!
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Thursday, January 22, 2004

qestion for every one
ok i have qestion for you alll.
if a band came to your house [ thare bus broke down right in frount of your house] witch band would you want it tooo be?? why . i wish that could happen -_- but it can lol i cant dream! soo pick your band tell me why , ooo this is a goood basie for a fanfic.
~peace~
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004

YAY
oww my arm hurts cuz i just got blood taken but i just saw 300 people came to my site !!! ^__^ yay and im 224 in the popularity ranking ^___^. yous love me yay lol !
~peace~
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nooo coment

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

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NUMB!!
YAY right now i cant fell my feet or hand s they are numb. lol i cant fell them thare. cuz its cold out site and now i cant move from this spot cuz i cant feel , my lower body parts!! becuze they are NUMB! i am going to put LP- numb up for all of you to see ^__^

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

both picks are from numb!!!

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Tuesday, January 20, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROB!!!
HAPPY BRITHDAY ROB BOURDON!!
HE TURNS 25 TODAY ^_^

i want a hug now can i take him home?

he is too cute . im whating for the hug!!! ^__^

~peace~
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