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Thursday, June 29, 2006
elllo all again miss me? whare did i go i hvae no idea im still trying to find myself ^^;
changed my site around again i was bored all last night i pulled an all nighter -.- its about 7 am now i never knew thare was a 7 am!! (i sleep at this time)
hmmm summer sux and i bet it will all my summers seeem to sux it odd something really bad happens or i just get yelled at all summer thought this would be difeent not really but who cares no skool till september o.0
i have been writting but i have to finnish than type it up soo look out for some type of work from me some time lol
made 2 e cards heres one (dont want to take up to much space)
nothing left to say ... i want to get to all your sites today but if i pass out than you never know x.X so hmm ill be around
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Friday, June 23, 2006
… My mind is still not that ok but im back for now *sigh*
You know when you feel like crying? But you cant… that’s me but than I want to laugh for some reason.
Whoa… love the emotions eh?
Some times I wish I didn’t have any I would be a robot but that’s grate no broken hearts no worries no anger!
But alas I am human … and I have a heart *pokes it* or what’s left of it heh
But ill be heading over Kates house today to chill with her and effi! So ill get my mind cleared hopefully wooot
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
"Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook"Breaking Benjamins - Forget it
im just not with it. it didnt go well yesteday... or today when ever it happened .. yet once it hits me that will be fun xD you dont even know what im talking about ehhhhh
ill try to get around but no prommises
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
*sigh* o ya im feeling better... but now im angry somewhat i made a poem[its not that good i was on a emotional rampage making ii o.0] if the person its about reads it well than i hope it opens thare eyes ... hope you all enjoy it also ^^;
Pieces
Hanging on your every word like its something special
Taking ever to second makes me wonder how dear I really am to you
All those words come out wrong but I get the same tune to the song that you intend
Dose to much hope make me believe more than there is
Your doubt makes everything a lil less clear
My heart fills than drops every time you are near
False security and love
Or will you be the one to break this pattern?
Hanging on everything you say
But your actions don’t correspond with your words
As I stair into your dead dead eyes
Trying to make petty conversation but one of us kills it quick
Throwing insults back and forth not really knowing if the truly hurt
Do you even know I think your ignoring me?
Finding the wrong answers to the unasked questions
I don’t want the answers to the questions I don’t ask.
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
*holds head* .... this week will not be good at all
so sorry for not poping by yesterday and i really dont know why im posting today guess i just want to type mindlessly xD
im in the worst mood ever (well beside bing derprssed)
i woke up to damn lil borother yelling and since not good mood that only made it worse (i think i wne to bed in a bad mood ... )
i chased him around untill mother yell really loudly in my ear asking what the hell my problum was ...
hmm my problum? sorry mom you dont care it will take to much of your presous work time away from you to lisin to me
and i thought last week was bad
i need a hug but i dont think ill let anyone within 5 feet of me -.-
wonderful hu? im bored but i dont want to do anything lonely but dont want anyone ... damn my mind
sorry for the rant/post thing .... im soo not in the right state of mind its funny i think i sould get some meds now *holds head again*
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
Ello all…
Word to the wise never let an Asian plan anything! Lol you get mad Germans ;D
Let me explain that Kate (the Asian) planed the picnic … and she called steff yesterday but than hung up really quickly only saying get ready but she was the one with the grill. Ryan (the other German) goes over to steffs house until they should come … I ride over to Kates house on my bike and Kyle shows up than Chloe walks over. Kate’s dad is not there so we have to call her friend Jake and we squeeze in to his mini car thing! 6 people! One had to lay on top of me xD! We get to the park and call them ask where they want to meet and we wait. Kate and Kyle walk off looking for them … they run up mad with James fallowing Kate and Kyle no where to be found. They come back anger is subdued for now
Than the grill!
Kate thought she new how to light it … as did the rest think they could light it. It was charcoal so you have to put some lighter fluid than wait until the coals are white … well they are impeccant and kept on squirting lighter fluid on to it!
Than me Chloe and niki walked away into the woods and found a lil stream and I almost fell into it and Chloe just jumped in xD we stayed there until we got bored and walked back.
Sometime during the course of the day I got really pisses off at the retaredness of my friends and I started to walk away but James stopped me twice and asked me why (because all this we my fuse was short? And that’s not helping) was my response than I walked away again and no one stopped me so I walked so far thinking of going home or not than turned sat down and thought and walked again and watched the sqwirlws. Finally got back to the campgrounds thingy. And now James was gone! I needed to talk to him to so I was like where are you?!… He comes up the hill with a Frisbee. He came up to me and hugged me and was worried where I was and I told him I just walked around. Than we got into a fight (but it was just me yelling at him >.>) I had to tell him I wasn’t like other girls if I say something I mean it not the other way around like “oh those shoes are ugly” than you want them or whatever xD no that’s retarded! Yah…
The picnic didn’t seem it turned out well but I was ok in the most part than after we packed up the stuff we walked over to the mall and got fathers day cards and root beer: D
I drank all the root beer and than filled the bottle with water and tricked James. he loves root beer to xD lol
And the inside joke of the day Cheery Jolly Ranchers!
Longer post than normal hu?
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
Ello all
I redid my theme with angel sanctuary :D its setsuna not Lucifer but I still like it and I like this color blue so everything’s good
Changed the music to godsmaks serenity
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child
I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control
I need serenity [x2]
hmm yesterday was ok my grandfather was outside most of the time talking to chris about his car xD ehh
But than he came inside and we talked and looked at old pictures my baby pictures xD and than my dads graduating picture he had blond hair o.0 lol
than he gave my 20$ randomly so im like thank you? And he was going to leave I was getting up to give him a hug and he went 0.0 “your taller than me!” … I am >.> lol
Than he made a comment about my hair it’s supposed to be black but there are gray streaks and green some how to so who knows: D
Hmmm I don’t know if the Picnic is still on or what no one ever tells me anything and they want me to come… I don’t know where or when @.@ yes we need to learn how to plan way better so mi going to e here unless some one calls me to tell me whats going on XD
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Friday, June 16, 2006
Ello all just got home from my last exam … I still cant believe skool is over it still has not sunk it ^^; today is Friday people are going out to the carnival (its in town) but I don’t want to go [sorry friends to many people for my taste]
But my grandfather is coming over! I haven’t seen him in 2 yrs I think but he’s only staying for a couple of hours xD not fair but it will be nice seeing him and his think Hungarian ascent
Tomorrow my friends and I are supposed to have a picnic but I don’t know what’s going on with that so if we have one they said I have to bring food o.0 so they all want to die? Lol
And next Thursday im going to chill with my mom at her job :D I get to run around the screw things up! Naw im going to help her with this game she’s playing with her employees
Hmm what else I don’t know moving on!
Ya I don’t really like my new theme that much ill change it soon but I have 3 options plz pick your favorite (will be in the format I had before this)
[comment link at bottom of page if you cant find it that’s another reason I don’t like this theme]
Castlevania Theme-Browns and blacks
Angel Scatuary-Blues
The Phantom Of the Opera- Reds
I have themes planed for all of them, just not all of the details, so pick the one you like the best :D
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
Ello all sorry I haven’t been updating again last post was a rant … ya not that much of a post at all … ill see what I can type up today xD
I changed my layout again last night I don’t know if ill keep it or not im debating I have to get friends links up if im going to keep it … hmm what do you think about the new look?
I don’t have to go to skool for another hr and a half still (go in late for finals) I have my bio final today … what’s this part of a flower xD how hard could it be? Had the math and English ones yesterday they weren’t that bad either the trig was hard but that was only a page if the finals xD
*Sigh* things are going on and I have no clue what they are … it still hasn’t sunk in that skools over
ehh I don’t know I need to find a shirt and socks than have breakfast soo ill be going now
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
*pops in from no whare* sorry i havrnt been on much life is life and i have been getting the bad part of it i typed up a rant last night but than fell asleep before i posted it so ill post it now i dont care about the errors or whatever( and i was mad typing this so be warned of curses)
and i want to get to your sites but thares a posiblty that i just want to sleep and never wake >.> but ill try to comment on all your happy posts...
life is jusy fucked up .... when isnt it ? its not fair for anyone but than again thats the point of life is it not drive us to the point of insanty to see if we kill our selfs or not
i souldnt have this pressur yall souldnt have this pressur not even fully grown up yet teens as they all call us but we still dont know any thing all we are is less innocent and more fucked up than ever
we cant tell whats wrong or right becuse we still have to listin to see what wrong and or right
we dont know how to live yet i think im ready to just throw it all away fuck it all everyone thinks im something im not a lier or a bitch so whats the point?
love the damn lables that you get for doing and acting for what you belive is right
Damn my head hurts i dont want to think anymore ... and i heart hurts DAMN (figutively sweethearts i didnt have a heart atack xD)
grrr who knows anymore who the hell can i belive? and why sould i belive then or it anyway?!?
life is such sweet sarrow ... but its bitter in my mouth maybe i have a bad batch
love is hope ... yet i have lost all hope
hate i have that in an ubudnce
what can i look forward to now??
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