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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

Deep inside I'm broken
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12 stones ~Broken

Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you

‘Cause I’m broken
I know I need you now
‘Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life


‘Cause I’m broken
I know I need you now
‘Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing’s gonna change
Until I'm whole again

‘Cause I’m broken
I know I need you now
‘Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken!



Lovely song that leads into today’s post… that’s song describes me soo well right now I am broken Im numb to everything around me like I cant feel any thing but than I feel and I just want to rip my heart out of my chest and randomly hand it to some one and say ‘keep it safe’ -.- I think I am depressed right now and I have no idea what brought this on me. This feeling stared in skool but I just kept a normal face on so one would think anything’s wrong. I wish I knew what was wrong. I think it’s the dreams im having like the one in study hall about my grandfather… than the one after skool when I fell asleep about my ex. All these bad memories flooding back at once is not fun! I really need a hug and duck tape *hugs random person and duck tapes heart back together * ya that might work… im shaking and crying what’s wrong with me *hugs another random person* might work if I had a real person to hug hu? Now I can’t stop listing to the song (one posted above)
I think im having a mental brake down not a good way to start of the New Year ne?
Now im ranting …… XD

Talk to yall later hope I can get my act together by than and make scenes to youz

~Take care~

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