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myOtaku.com: luicifers wife

Tuesday, February 8, 2005

Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
I haven’t talked much in the past couple of days just posted some poems and what not well here is emotion rant time …

Well I feel like hell today I don’t feel like doing anything o have that feeling of just no livening anymore -.- I just want to be alone yet not alone?.? I want some one to care because I feel like no one cares. I want to be loved yet im scared of being hurt again

Another thing people are saying shit about me and they DONT EVEN KNOW ME damn it I can stand it its just like one yr ago around this time.... when I first stared to have the suicidal thoughts and I was cutting and Odin all the time than going to the mental heath place
Damnnit damnit damnit
DAMN my brother for making me feel like I shouldn’t live another day
Damn bobby for helping him with that (my ex …. )
Damn you people who think you know who I AM and jugging me
Maybe this world is better with out me like he said before…
I can’t take this anymore holding on why should I?
Is there a reason to any more? For who?
Thank you dad for caring
Thank you Kate, Steff Meg for being my friends
Thank you everyone here for listing to me
Thank you...

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