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myOtaku.com: luicifers wife

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts That make me ill
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Mehh I haven’t been here in a wile hu?

Well at lest the last time I was “happy”

I just want to know where that came from meh I bet the happiness came from my not caring about anything and just doing whatever with no feelings or regrets

But now I just have the feeling that nothing matters. I don’t really cares what happens to me (if you must have and example) I wouldn’t care if someone came up it me and pointed a gun at my head I just wouldn’t give a damn

Nothing seem important any more nothing seems worth it ... what the hell should I live for? My parents that don’t give a damn about me? My friends that I don’t think ill see if I live past 18?

If only I could see you smile
If only I could hear you scream
If only I could hold you one last time
If only I could tastes your blood again
All of this led up to my insanity
All the lies everyone fed to me
Maybe it was doomed from the start
Like everything lese in this world
Sorry if in heartless
I ripped it out so no one else could break it!…

That’s a new poem that I started I don’t even feel like finishing it
I know none cares
That’s why I have been happy for the past 3 days but today everything just came down

I really just don’t care right now I doubt anyone can help me or cares enough to try ….

I dono if ill be posting any time soon

But whatever the case is I don’t want you to worry … and why would you?

~take care sweetheartz~

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