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Thursday, May 5, 2005

Are we alive or just Breathing?
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[sorry if I didn’t make it to everyone’s site yesterday]



Well I think im depressed yet not… yesterday and now I feel really wired
I feel alone when im with people than in fine and happy than I got mad, but that was from my brother being here, than I felt really alone when I woke up and everyone was gone and they didn’t tell me where they where going and left me here for over 3 hours I felt so lonely and I still do that’s one feeling I could never get rid of the loneliness because I know no one loves me, yes people care but that’s not love …


Made a poem yesterday its not my normal style of writing but I had to get my thoughts out, basically how I felt yesterday and now …. On to the poem ~

Heart Broken:

Shred all hope I ever had
Blood stained hands and bloody wings
All my faith hangs on the cross
The blood runs down my lip it covers my face
I have no sympathy for who I’ve done this to
My heart has been broken and now I broke you
I once was an angel so pure with white wings and innocence
But this world betrayed me took all the innocence away
And made me what I am today
I stand here not caring about most things
I stand here as a fallen
No one can see my white wings any longer they are covered in his blood
This angel turned away form god
This angel is bound here with the chains of hate and love
I ripped his heart out for all the pain he caused me
Yet I still love him
I stand here now before you all and show you my bloody hands
To tell you there is no turning back
My wings wont catch me when I fall
I trusted him with everything than he took it an ran
That’s why I stand here today with his heart in my hand




What did you think of it? Meh all my poems are bad so not difference -.-


Well I have to be off and sleep unconsciousness my only escape


~Take care~


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