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myOtaku.com: luicifers wife

Thursday, May 19, 2005

The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy...
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[Sorry everyone for not going to your sites yet again … might as well not come to mine than]

has my gone any better? From yesterday in one word no…

I now know where my brother gets the jackass ness from my mom and dad! Always thought it was just my mom … I was wrong

Skool sucked I felt sick all day dizzy and blah

Home wasn’t and isn’t any better

My father was yelling at me for my food getting cold so I was just sting there thinking wtf than he was yelling more and more and I stared to cry but I had the evilest smile on my face like run before I kill you all … but I wouldn’t because of one thing holding me back I don’t want there dirty blood on my hands I cant be dirtied by there blood now can I?

~ You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories ~

I think I know why im acting like this … my true self that I locked away 3 yrs ago is coming back out … the hurt little girl who didn’t want any thing from anyone, didn’t want to be loved cared for or anything. *Sigh* im becoming her again the scared lil girl that dissent want to let anyone in or lets her guard down. Never wanted to be close to anyone at all, than I changed become more human, but I guess the memories came flooding back heavy theses passed 2 days and im changing back? …

Sorry if this hole week of posts was just me ranting I bet it makes no sense at all -.-

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