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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Fuck love Fuck life... ill live recklessly and hopefully none will care when I die
Have you ever wanted to cry yet not know why?

The past 3 or 4 nights I couldn’t sleep makes me think .. me thinking for a long period of time randomly is never a good thing

I start thinking about the o so wonderful past XD


Maybe In depressed again? Or never got out of the depression yet heh 3 yrs of depression that cant be good hu? and they let me out of their they must be blind do I look cured of the depression? Naw but im glad to be out of their away from the damn therapists they ask to many questions and im not one that likes talking or opening up to any one I cant trust any one else so why them?

They dig into you trying to make you talk trying to make to remember … but what if you don’t want to remember??

Damn therapy and because I didn’t talk they just gave me anti depressants! O ya they soo helped XD





Fuck it all woot doesn’t that sound fucking positive? Than again in not a damn ball of sun shine ether

Hmm the lil title thingy specks the truth hopefully no one will care when I die
But than again if it was that ez I wouldn’t be here I would be dead right now but people do care about me meh yet I still don’t know why I care about people also that’s why im here still

Time for a song that seems to explain what im feeling yet confuse me at the same time


-Saliva - Rest In Pieces-
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine. you look so beautiful tonight
Remind me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away
And let me rest in pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I’m in your reach
You held me in your hands
But could you find it in your heart?
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart?
To make it go away
And let me rest in pieces



Its 5am now and i havent gone to sleep yet @.@
im going to try and sleep the day away now … such a cheer full post hu??

”There is a very thin line between love and hate, often times hate can be mistaked for love and love for hate....But ultimately, both emotions have the ability to break a human”
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