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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

Wrap your troubles in dreams
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Damn…. And I thought I was fucked up

Around noon today my dad way yelling nothing new to me he yells a lot so I thought nothing of it went back to sleep than I woke up around 7 pm more yelling this times I knew who he was yelling at my mom, she’s been acting more bitchy more distant and upset why you may ask? Well it’s the anniversary of my grandfathers death [her father] in a week or so, my grandmother had been acting wired also but that’s because the fuckhead Chris has been acting like grandpa! -.- He’s so fucking dumb!! And my grandmother told my mom about this and now she’s upset because she’s randomly crying than around 10:30 when my dad came back home from the fire works with the kids she flipped out and stormed out the house and went some where … now she’s back and locked herself in Chris’s room… My father wants to talk to her about it because we know she’s upset about the whole death thing but she’s like me bottles everything up and wont talk to any one about her emotions … But why cant she open up to her own husband? I dono I doubt I can help her even though we are the same in that aspect that we don’t like talking to people about our problems. I don’t even know if I want to help her. She has to learn how to forget and/or move on!!! [Ya I should take my own advice but that’s for another day and another post]

She has to remember the good and try to live life that what he would have wanted

Crying wont bring anyone back no matter how long or hard you cry All the tears in the world wont bring anyone back so everyone should stop crying for the dead they are in a way better place now …

Yes im sad that he’s gone but im not going to cry I cried enough for him and he wouldn’t want us sad I could see it in his eyes that he wanted to die and he died the way he wanted to In his backyard doing what he wanted to do

Maybe I should go talk to my mom seeing her like this makes me worry
[Holy hell im worrying about my mom the worlds going to end]


So if im not online or posting for a wile im trying to get my moms life and mine back in order witch is going to be vary hard im going to need a therapist XD


~Take care~


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