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Thursday, July 7, 2005


Weep no more we will prevail
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Everything is back to normal …. Okay normal is not the word I am looking for … well its better ^^;; my moms is back to her old bitchy sleeping all day self not moping around crying even though I do see couple of tears here in there I understand she finally got it threw her head that it was not her fault . How do I know she’s better she went shopping XD and dragged me along ehh I don’t mind I wanted to make her happy so I tagged along. I hate to see people sad that’s why I try to cheer people up everyone should be happy even though im not [well almost everyone kris can just rot in hell! ^_^]

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Soo my mom is better that’s good. But I think im losing it I haven’t slept in 48 hrs? lol and I have been hyper and loving it!!! no sleep and hyper hmm everyone should run for the hills (starts singing iron maiden) I was left home alone for about 6 hrs or more soo what do I to pass the time? Watch my HIM DVD!!! Im running around the house singing him hyper off a case of soda and 6 adviles I took an hr before yep I was and still am vary hyper and medicated!!! And I also had coffee!!! So im going to be up for a wile but that’s good because I really don’t want to sleep and get those dreams…
Everyone said I have been dealing with everything soo well but I don’t think I am
The only reasons why I am happy and hyper is because of the medication, soda, coffe and seeing Ville valo half naked ^-^ see kind of forced happy ness … but its better than no happiness hu? I need a hug … I should go and find joey or one of my other guy friends because I have been wanting a hug from a guy lol…I want a guy *pouts* [shut up meg I know what you are going to say and kate noo I don’t want your cousin]


ya im going to end this post now because I don’t think it made any senses to anyone @.@ lol and if it did wow you can understand my hypernesss!!!! …..



Some upcoming posts might contain ~
~pics of me and my friends
~a poem or two
~random rant
~and other things lol


~take care sweetheartz!~





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