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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Wasting The Dawn
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[Changed music yesterday to Poem by taproot its an awesome song enjoy]

I still have the damn head ake because I didn’t take anything and the fact that I was(am) Pissed off!
Most of the time I am a vary [Vary] Patience person I wont get angry at many people and get along with [Almost] everyone

But NO! My own Brother I can’t get along with he is the reason I am soo pissed that BASTERD was here yet again! Why? Because he was working and his stupid car my dad bout for him! And no that’s not the reason I hate my Dear brother the hate must have stared when I was 10?

He would always be the favorite with my grandfather since is a boy and he never had a son. He would always say he loved us both I never doubted that but he would take him aside/let him stay over/do more things with him because he was a boy.

Than around 7th he stayed back because he’s a dumb ass and that meant he was in the same grade as me (we where still living in the same house at that time) and he became mean-ER if that’s possible (he was never nice to me) he would taunt me throw rocks at me and other things and in 8th grade it got worse he was just EVIL [and not in the good way yes there is a god evil XD] all his hurtful words really got to me and that’s when I became suicide and went to that lovely metal asylum …

And now in days my mom and dad let him come over all most every day to work on that damn peace of junk car that my dad bout him …I think my parents favor him to grrr my mom dose his home work for him literally she did it for him not help him did it XD just because she doesn’t want him to stay back? She never helps me and when I ask she says she never has the time…
And my dad bring him to his dumb train shit every week (he’s in a modal train club thingy where he play with trains with wired old guys)
Every week he dose this for him and his hobbies my father also takes him to car shows and help him fix he damn car my father never helped me with my hobbies (poetry and anime) *sigh* he doesn’t even understand my hobbies he thinks they are a waist of time why don’t I get support for the things I like to do?

GOD DAMN IT I HATE HIM!!! You all have no idea how much I hate him. Do you have anyone you hate? Take the amount of hate you have for them times 10!

Aren’t older brother supposed to protect their yonder sisters? (Even though im only 11 mouths yonder than him)

But no we hate each other to death he is the only one person I can say that I hate
I hate the way he acts
I hate the way he talks
I hate his laugh (stupid lil snicker XD)
I hate how he treats other people
I hate the fact we have the same blood the same last name
I hate how people think we are twins (stupid people)
I HATE how he seems to have everything that I cant have -.- every one pays attention to him/ he has a girlfriend some one that loves him(don’t ask me why I think he drug her)

God damn basted now my head hurts more because im angry I think im going to end now because I just told a lot about my self ^^;; I seem to be opening up to yall more and more

Sorry for the cursing and the length of this post long hu?

~Take care sweetheartz~

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