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Tuesday, August 30, 2005


And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on That’s the same road that I’m on
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Back yet again… I will not delete my page than since all of you wish for me not to

I don’t know when I will be posting again >.> right now there is a lot on my mind

Right now its Tuesday right? *Looks at calendar* ya so skool starts in one week from today I still have to get some stuff for that I also need to finish reading the summer reading book XD

Also home all alone till Saturday my grandmother died and as of right now my mom dad and siblings are traveling down to Florida to go see her as a vegetable (they have not pulled the plug yet on her -.-) and I for one could not take it going down there to see her like that or go to her funeral why …. Because I think this whole thing is my fault
I could have been there to help her once see fell down (how you might ask) well I was supposed to live down there for a yr or more but I didn’t and now look! I feel soo dead inside and its not just the death of her everything leading up to it also just kept on chipping away at my heart … and the only way to fix a broken heart is to freeze it over


Im soo confused right now and everyone is calling to check up on me my other grand mother is here to make sure I don’t do anything and so im not ‘alone’

*Sigh* I don’t know what to do anymore I don’t want to do anything that’s the problem

-.- I need a hug but I don’t want any one near me … makes no sense hu?


~take care sweetheartz~



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