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Thursday, September 15, 2005


Drunk on Shadows
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When it rains an angel cries

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lonely… ya that’s one word to describe me


Over the past few weeks I think I have changed I don’t care any more about most things I just go with it basically or you just say “fuck it” but than again I do care? I don’t know all of this is eating away at my mind.

Iv been thinking about a lot of things like
~ What im going to do when I “grow up”
~Why I am here right now
~Wondering if it would be ez-er to end it
~Wondering if any one would care if I left
~Wondering WHY anyone would care if I felt
~Asking my self is there a god? And if so why is he not doing anything?
~Is their such thing as love?


I ask these questions to my self everyday and I still cant find the answer … im not afraid of death I think its just a nice interrupted dream

I don’t want to see any one cry any more the tears so many tears I could just drown in them

I want to take everyone’s pain away I don’t want to see anyone suffer .. yet a tiny bit of me dose

What is wrong with me? I no longer understand myself


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I need a hug

My head hurt soo much right now so before I start ranting again and make no sense at all im going to bed …maybe I should get some pain killer first ._.

~take care sweetheartz~



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