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Sunday, March 14, 2004


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when i look in to your eyes : When I look in to your eyes theirs nothing there to
See nothing but my own mistakes starring back at me we are here but I cant look around its to much to take I cant look back when its just soo fake we where friends at one point in time now my heart hurts for you every tear you shed I let two of my own fall Now you got me caught in the act You bring the thought back I’m telling you that I see it right through you In the memory you’ll find me but It won't be all right despite what they say Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them Everyone feels so far away from me epically you If I could change I would take back the pain I would Replacing this pain with something numb I hate to look into those eyes And see an ounce of pain but than I Break down, and cease all feeling wishing to hold you but you Reach out, and take my heart away than I run from you It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone you won't find anything Worthy of redeeming so I let you go I turn my back on you walking in to the distance never seeing what we once had.

i hold on to death:Foreskin in this damned place I wait to die and waste away, the darkness is holding me tightly and will never go away the tears I cry wont bring them back or bring me to the light I am gone from the world and theirs nothing that can change that I will never see the sun resin because it is all darkness to me, I don’t belong anywhere in side of me there is nothing to lose I can go never looking back die right now I wouldn’t care nothing to lose I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long take it all away with one act the very worst part of you is me so why would I wanna stop you this wont last ill be gone never to return I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I cant stand being here looking at you seeing you like this I walk away but the sun goes down and I fell the night betray me . It holds me tightly and I hope I won’t wake up to be lost in this forsaken world. You always take away when I give in well never again I walk away in to the darkness not wanting to wake up not willing to live another day it holds me tightly death is here holding me wanting me to go with him I wont say no and you cant stop me the sun is not rising for me any more. I walk on I for fit this game you play with me im done and I win the kiss of death is the last I feel he takes me away in to the darkness holding me tightly forever never seeing you the light ever again … your love is lost im now dead he loved me more and im with him in the eternal darkness never letting go of death because he loves me more than you the light ever did and as I stay death is mine and I am his ……forever in the darkness we hold each other

two pomes about love/friendship love is a emoutin i realy dont like my hart has been brokin >_< and i dont think it can be fixed!

~peace~

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