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myOtaku.com: luicifers wife

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

I think I lost it yesterday ….
In the middle of the day in skool I yelled “DAMN ITS MONDAY” -.- yes right in the middle of my math class to and everyone looked at me like wtf …. Yes that’s not the only mindless ness that occurred yesterday
I was (and still am) rather mad at my brother [seems to be the topic of all my posts for a wile eh?) well he came over again xD! With his lil girl friend and I just wanted to scream to them both GO HOME YOU DON’T LIVE HERE!! They both stay here until 10 pm every day every dayyyy and I cant do anything with them here *sighs*
While they where here I asked my father how many times I would have to hit my head on the wall to make it bleed.
He just looked at me like I was crazy and asked If I was ok … im never ok
And I really haven’t been as of lately I just have been angered and envious of my brother eww why am I envy’s of him at all? O.0 maybe because he seems to get everything he wants but I know one thing he dose not have friends haha

Hmm any positive notes … I did get some writing in yesterday I started to write a song I think I should try to finish up my other stuff before starting something new but seems that never works that way for me xD lol

Also changed my music onec again now its Giving In by Adema & Linkin Park

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in ... to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink till i'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you

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